Tired

Felt pretty xhausted yesterday and today.

Started to feel better when I came home and ate a little. Taking a nap improved it even further. Thought I might've caught cold from these rainstorms. An ego-slap feels more likely, though. Tried to step around the edge, but probably still hit the bucket.

A couple of days ago I noticed a sharp change in my state of mind, which caused a bright white orb to appear. Like a flash, it appeared and disappeared again.

Occasionally, when I think of "me", a blue dot appears somewhere nearby.

Noticed that most of the energy is in lower chakras. Gotta work on meditating some.