Want to do everything and nothing at the same time

Around 5 hours of sleep for 2 consecutive nights.

Visited Aalto in Finland. Strong cold wind and yellow leaves.

Peeked into the mind of a pregnant woman twice. First time she turned around and looked at me, I thought she actually looked somewhere else. The second attempt confirmed that she was aware of my attempts.

Pushed a project hard (for 2 days and nights, I worked on digging out the issues and arguing with people in my mind), because it wasn't moving previously.

Now I feel a desire to do something but nothing seems to be the object of desire. I want something mystical, entertaining but there aren't any video games, anime, books that I want to play / watch / read. I want something spiritual but meditation or concentration practice doesn't feel like it. Psychokinesis seems close but I don't see a reason to practice that, either. It has to be done regularly anyway. I know .. I just want to be, which I don't know how to do. And it doesn't feel quite right, either - because I ate late and that's blocking the flow of psi again. Even though I'm tired, it's too early to go to sleep, too.