Pk dream on peanut

Had a cool dream this morning.

There were 2 of us sitting in a lounge. From there, open doorways led to about 3 other rooms. In one of them, a janitor was wiping the floor. It looked all dark, dusty and rather gloomy .. I wanted to cheer the guy sitting next to me.

I noticed that there were a few peanuts in the pile of dust that the janitor had wiped together. Chose one and moved it across the floor up to the other person sitting next to me. Nudged his shoe with it, flew it across the room and had it climb up the wall. I was amazed at how easy it all was in the dream. Managed to entertain him and cheer up a little.

Bindu fluid

Felt too tired for pk practice yesterday evening and went to bed early. I had probably caught some cold with my left ear and hands, so I healed them a little.

While walking to school, I occasionally focused on the Bindu point. For most of the time, my mind was busy with homework.

In the first (and last) lecture today morning, I got a couple of slight pain strikes in the head. Really short pinches that didn't hurt much. A few moments after that, I started feeling a cold liquid flowing down from somewhere around the Bindu point. It flowed down some channel behind the throat (I could swallow and it didn't affect the flow). It reached the chest and got distributed all over the chest area as well as hands. The flow of the liquid stopped at the bottom of my stomach.

I had read somewhere that when it reaches Manipura, it burns up in there. I also remember having read something like when it flows through the throat chakra, it becomes purified and that when non-purified, the liquid is poisonous or something. So, I wanted to direct it back into the head after it had gone through the throat. While visualizing this, it naturally made a knot below the throat.

Although I felt the vapor of this liquid filling my lungs, mouth and nostrils, I couldn't sense any sweet taste (like described in the texts I had read on this subject).

The feeling either weakened or I became more used to it so that I couldn't feel it very well after the lecture. It happened at a slightly uncomfortable time, because we were just doing homework for another subject during the lecture (two things to pay attention at the same time and then a third appeared - this fluid).

The fluid or even its flow is still there - I can feel it when I move or bend myself. 

Temperature fail

Couldn't change the temperature reading much today (less than 2 degrees). There's still something about it that I haven't realized yet. I think I couldn't feel the sensor heating up very well this time.

Tiring myself out at the gym might have affected it. 

I think maybe it would be better to keep doing it when it's already going, no matter how late it is. Perhaps this way I could remember the feeling of it better next day.

Tried it again later and managed to slightly move the sensor around in the air instead of changing temperature. I was having difficulties visualizing the feeling of heat again.

Temperature sensor

I figured that I should use something new or relatively from my room for pk practice. So, I took a multimeter with a temperature sensor. I have attempted pk on it before, but there was no noticeable effect (the effect was less than one digit).

Room temperature was 22 degrees Celsius. At first I tried to make a construct around the sensor tip and then program it to be hot. Not much of an effect. I tried different kind of visualizations for the feeling of hot (bonfire, stove, Sun, a tool that resembles a hairdryer but heats up to several hundred degrees - don't know its name). Not much of an effect.

Then something happened (which happens pretty often, but so far I didn't associate it with pk), my pupils grew narrower and everything got darker. The object now stood out from the background and I could easily see this light transparent haze around it. From the corner of my left eye, I noticed that every time I entered this state, the digits on the display changed - no matter what I visualized, temperature rose quickly.

I got it from 22 to 25 degrees Celsius in maybe 10 minutes, I guess. I think I could've gone further, but it was late already and my eyes started getting tired (of watching Dragon ball the whole day =). Every time I slipped from that pk state, something came to mind or I became excited, the digits immediately started to drop. It was nice, how fast the feedback was.

Before playing with temperature, I tried measuring alternating voltage from the air, but found it disappointing - too much electromagnetic waves flying around. If I even managed to affect it, I would have to do it to a pretty large degree in order to notice anything from the background noise.

Psi pressure vs frequency

Gathered some psi in the morning and meditated after that. It popped into my mind that perhaps control over psi works somewhat similar to how solids work - the more dense the solid, the higher frequencies it takes to make it resonant. For example, it takes a pretty low frequency sound (roughly around 3 kHz) to make a sandstone wobble and it might take roughly around 30 MHz or more to make a diamond wobble in resonance.

Now if one is so full of psi that it would require too high frequencies for them to control it, they are having difficulties with it. I guess that's why I have found it easier to practice pk after a psi "explosion" - when I have blown away excessive psi.

However, when one becomes able to control higher and higher frequencies, they can take bigger amounts of psi pressure and use them. Also, perhaps the higher frequencies are used, the more effectively one is able to perform pk (similarly to radio transmission, there could be a lot of noise at lower frequencies). I'm not sure how it would apply to making big and slow psi waves that could also be needed, but I think that by controlling phase and frequency accurately enough, one should also be able to make low frequency waves out of high frequency.

Though, it could well be that psi doesn't behave like electromagnetic waves and thus has none of these limits. Just an idea that popped into mind while meditating.

Watched Dragon ball episode 148 today and there was something I had never seen in any film nor anime before. After defeating evil Piccolo Daimao, Goku gave him a senzu bean to revive him again. He let Piccolo become even stronger so that he would have to train and get stronger as well. Then, when Kami sama offered Goku his place, Goku ditched it, because it wouldn't be any fun. 

Wow, ain't that a lesson =D .. I couldn't realize that so well before. The closest hint that described this point was simply a Chinese drawing in a book that I had read many years ago. On the illustration, there was a bull and a man sitting under a tree, meditating. Under the drawing, something similar to the following was written: ".. So, he had been trying to tame the bull for weeks without success. One day he realized the meaning of bull, became enlightened and let it loose." After years of thinking about it, I thought I had understood it, but it seems that I hadn't. Well, I still don't think I have understood it completely yet, but thanks to Naruto and Dragon ball, I've become to understand more of this.

Kundalini

While reading owltwelve's post on hi-speed wind in his area yesterday, I noticed that wind was also rising here. Before going to sleep, I just glared outside the balcony and played around with the wind and snowfall.

After that I meditated on my chakras again. The following doesn't coincide with the chakra drawings I have seen so far (which might mean that I'm either a freak =D or I misinterpreted what I saw). 

I found a chakra that I had missed in previous mediation sessions. It was between the throat and heart chakras - its shape seemed to have been something spherical. It could've been actually the throat chakra and perhaps I had simply missed its exact position. Pingala channel hurt and that "new" chakra also hurt. There seemed to be 2 channels that went behind the ears from the throat chakra - these also hurt. From the throat chakra, 2 more channels seemed to be going out - these were okay. Before seeing the branches, I saw the root of that chakra / channel, which looked pretty much like the root of a tree. With all those channels and that root it was sitting on the "new" chakra, the throat chakra reminded me of a tree. I visualized making the "new" chakra and throat chakra wider. Anyway, I was able to open the throat chakra by visualizing it growing wider.

Yesterday I watched the episode of "Dragon Ball", where Goku drank the real super-strength-potion and decided that I would also do one of those Kundalini awakening exercises. When previously I was a bit afraid of the power of Kundalini, then yesterday night I felt confident that at my current energy manipulation skills, I could handle it. So, I did the pranayama exercise again and ended it up with a short Kundalini awakening exercise. Slept incredibly well and felt really good while sleeping.

Today morning I woke up early .. to watch more "Dragon Ball" ( I'm addicted =/ ). After watching a couple of episodes, I felt like stretching a bit. Well, I stretched and stood up and as I did that, I nearly fell over - there was a sudden and really strong rush of energy into the head.

There was so much slush on the streets that I could barely focus on the clouds above. Moreover, there was a fog of moist air below any clouds, which made it difficult to observe any change in the clouds as a result of practice.

At school, it was somewhat difficult to pay attention in the first lecture, because I started to feel bad when I didn't focus on keeping my channels open. Whenever I changed my posture while sitting, I had another energy rush. After the first lecture, I think it became a bit more automatic and I was able to pay attention, but the rushes of heat still made me sweaty. Otherwise it feels like almost constantly being in pk mind-state.

Chakra ambient

Yesterday night, it was incredibly quiet. It was so quiet that while meditating for a few minutes, I could hear my chakras emitting noise (each at different frequencies). I haven't really noticed it before, but this time I could clearly hear it. Lower chakras seemed to have lower frequencies and chakras that located close to each other seemed to have a smaller difference in their frequencies (more difficult to tell them apart by sound).

I wonder what would happen if one compiled an audio file with the frequencies of all chakras and listen to it with their whole body (some big speakers).

I can't swing traffic lights like owltwelve does for everyday practice, because all traffic lights have rigid connections here. So, I have been searching for other ways to practice regularly:

• Every time I open or close a door, I attempt stasis field on it to make its movement smooth and avoid banging.
• When I visit the bathroom, I try to spin the roll of toiletpaper.
• While walking to school or back home, I attempt to make holes in the clouds (when there are any). And when there are no clouds, I figured I should attempt to make some appear.
• If there are fluorescent tubes blinking at school, I try to stop the blinking (by either having them glowing or not glowing constantly).

Actually, there are many more of what came into mind, but at the moment, these are the only ones I have had success with in the last few days.