Impromptu

Had an inspiring chat with Owltwelve last night.
Instead of enjoying awesome dreams, I messed with work stuff while asleep.

Today has been a rather strange day. Uncommon situations that left me a bit surprised about my impromptu performance and improvisation. Quite a bit of unexpected behaviour from myself. It's almost as if some of the personas from the dreams were expressed in this reality.

Edit: Ah, remembered that today morning I woke on the strange sound of a bird. A bird that sounded like human.

Subtle

intentions and detachment while relaxed. This made it a lot easier to feel the surroundings. Practised this while chatting with sister yesterday evening. Saw many barely noticeable shadows moving across planar surfaces. Also saw those sparkles that form in peoples' (and animals') auras. Used to practice this a lot while chatting with family a few years ago. Back then this eventually developed into a meditative state while speaking.

Meditative state has indeed been more easily accessible recently.

Door wide open

Nothing parasuperhyperdupernatural.

Just a familiar symbol in the last dream today morning. I was about to leave but found the door wide open. All sorts of potential uninvited guests started listing through my mind. Decided to go and close the door. Or at least try, because the lock did not work. Father also appeared to check what was wrong with the door (a nice metal door, by the way). He disassembled it and it became obvious that the door was nothing but false security - a slight nudge and it's open. Still tried to fix it somehow but the more I tried, the weaker and more fragile the locking system became. At least I was glad that I had taken the cat for a "stroll" so that he wasn't too enthusiastic about planning his escape. At least, not yet.

"stroll," because it has been more like dragging the cat around on a leash. The poor thing is terrified. A great parallel to my own fears and preconceptions in the astral.

Although the illness has passed, today morning I woke up with diarrhea. There were no problems during the day. Then in the evening I felt like absorbing some dairy products. Bam, another shortcut to the altar of relief. Today I've been trying to release the grasp on the tension that semi-subconsciously forms in the stomach or abdomen.

Mysteries, theories

Was ill

A few days ago I thought about taking a sweater or a fleece jacket. Realized that all of them were enqueued for washing. Didn't have time to process the queue, so I decided to try and survive without. Well .. caught cold. Noticed these:

• There was a distinct "smell" or "substance" throughout the body, which seemed disgusting (in addition to clogging the system and hampering the functionality of the organs, obviously).
• The next morning the body was covered in a white aura .. just like a blanket of snow, which obstructed the internal light. Transformed the snow into a golden aura (I've noticed that for me the two are quite similar and it's easy to transform between them).
• Realized that illness can serve as a stepping stone towards increased love and empathy. Also realized that I've used this many times already.

With the eyes watering and head dizzy, couldn't do long sessions at the laptop. So, just for fun I improved my skills in bash scripting, PHP and SQLite .. a quick web server that performs statistics on the guys brute-forcing my SSH port. Eventually I still remapped the port via iptables (now it's all quiet). Relaxing hobbies =D.

Mysteries

Via reddit, I found a dark web link that answered my curiosity:
https://www.reddit.com/r/deepwebpics/comments/30dd2n/some_strange_website/

An interesting page, though, it doesn't look quite right. A lot of effort has been put into the diagrams (read: puzzles). These puzzles look very much like how extraterrestrials would logically convey information (similar to what father has described in his abduction stories, also similar to crop circles). Except that it seems these puzzles aren't info-packed efficiently and they seem to have factual errors. So, don't take it too seriously. Nevertheless, the exercises are inspiring.

Started noticing very commonplace phenomena, but from a bit different perspective.

For example, during lunch I realized that as I pressed the spoon against the surface of the soup, the oil bubbles moved out and became thicker. However, the oil bubbles did not seem to have merged. Surface tension of water .. and water is not compressible. You know, maybe something similar would work for space-time, too?

One morning I noticed that lamp post shadows were more refined near the base and more blurry at the distance. Realized one can measure the optical properties of air. Or acquire rough estimates for the height of objects (different distance that light travels through the medium). There are a lot of parameters that need to be taken into account to get any reasonable accuracy, though.

In regards to the first puzzle, I realized the connection between the bubble tree hierarchy (mentioned it briefly in this post: clicky) and hyperdimensional nature of the universe. The diagram also highlights the power of two in cell multiplication.

The second puzzle is a bit strange. Or maybe I've missed the point. Anyway, 432 Hz is a multiple of 8 Hz, which is considered close-enough to the Schumann resonance frequency of 7.83 Hz. For some reason, I remember it being closer to 7.3 Hz .. dunno. Anyway, it's as if 432 Hz is treated as half-wavelength and then there's this triangle at 3.5 wavelength. At first I thought it might indicate how the root chakra is related to Schumann resonant frequency .. but the triangle should then be upside down. And why is the triangle sandwiched between two waves of opposite phase? And why is the diagram symmetric around the triangle?

There are many more on the onion, which you can find via the reddit link.

OBE

Also had a brief OBE. Noticed the moment when the body fell asleep and let go. Flew out and landed on the floor. I was a bit blurry and realized I had perhaps landed too close to the mirror. Scary. Jumped away but the experience had already destabilized somewhat.

Dream dynamics

Together with some kind of a group, we were driving fast. Looked outside the window and enjoyed the surreal landscape. There were trees with cornflower-like blossoms. Wanted to take a photo so that I would remember that from the waking life. Couldn't do that through the windows .. it would've looked awful.

So, we stopped. ::Bam:: the dream environment changed due to our interaction with it. The point was then illustrated further. We were now in the cellar of a building. There was a sort of high-way through it all, whereas we were wandering around next to it. There was some kind of an opening or a portal in the wall .. much like the highway was. Behind the opening, there were some kind of formless life-forms sleeping. When I glanced at them at first, they looked like lizards, I think. One of our group went and took a closer look, trying to photograph them. They "woke" and turned into baby cheetahs or something similar.

So, basically .. it is safe to move through and marvel at everything that there is. However, the more you stick around and stare at things, the more you're interacting with it all .. and the less stable the connection to the environment (tend to get lost in your own thought patterns). Well, most people are asleep anyway while being transitioned between the realms so usually it's not an issue :).

I've made the mistake of searching for my camera so many times already. Should drop the habit. I can imagine my eyes being the camera and take snapshots that way. I still remember some of those images from 20 years ago when I first tried the method. The only drawback is that I would have to seriously work on my digital painting (or 3d modeling) skills to properly reproduce those images.

Watched a deep web story from youtube (hacker creepypasta). It seems the same dynamics also applies in deep web.

Concentration

Life is training concentration. A hectic week with a lot of different things that had to be done, all on a tight schedule. Here's a quote from a chat with a colleague from a dream a few nights ago:

Colleague: So busy times that there's not even time for sleep.
Me: It's all about maintaining peak productivity and for that you need sleep as well.

Now that most of it is done, I finally have time for whining, too =D.

Weather is amazing. Interestingly enough today I haven't felt cold. So, some of the internal heat is back.

Want to climb that bush next to the sandbox

Waking birds

Forgot to post that I also tried waking the birds at night / early in the morning.

I saw these guys doing it: www.youtube.com/watch

I knew if they could, so could I lol. It's actually pretty easy. Just focus on your third eye and expand it into the environment and birds will pick up on it very easily. I'm not sure if this is healthy for them lol :D. 

~pewep

The birds were a lot more responsive than I would have expected. Woke a few birds, then waited for them to quiet down again. Then did it again.

Realization about pranayama

While practising pranayama last night, I realized it's a lot more efficient when combined with proper visualization. Visualized the sensation of refreshing prana (internal winds) blowing around in the channels. The physical exercise was not even needed.

Subtle goings-on

Conditioning the mind with small things. Detecting unhealthy thought-patterns and correcting them. Playing communication in the mind with more evolved life-forms, to take further steps outside the sandbox.

As with any other learning processes, there must be a practical need for what is being learned. For electronics, programming, quality assurance, project management there must be a project. So must be for spiritual practice and psychokinesis. With my currently limited perspective on this universe, I've found it difficult to see any applications except for shits and giggles (which is kinda dangerous). This world doesn't need superheroes. However, logically there should be plenty of applications that would be obvious from the perspective of more evolved beings.

I know it is difficult to take an arrogant and ignorant guy seriously. Especially if he has let you down multiple times before. So, a low priority side-project would be nice for starters.

Random

A friend took me for a walk near my workplace. I go there each day but haven't even explored the nature around there. Classic.

Apparently there's a long tree alley (kilometer or two?) around the complex and places with great view over the fields and forests.

Hardware Abstraction Layer (HAL-9000)

Took a vitamin pill last night. Also varied my practises again. Focused more on the feeling of space-time around the body, in addition to observing the faint constructs and aura.

Interesting synchronicity / manifestation events today.

The cap of a coffee kettle jumped off onto the table.

While waiting for a colleague at the lobby, I walked back and forth a bit .. until an elevator thought I had a deep desire to step in and go visit some of the other floors. Surprised by the suspicious invitation, I just stared at it for a minute .. with a raised eyebrow, of course. Laughed it off as a glitch in the building's artificial intelligence (even though it shouldn't do things like that).

Left for an office without waiting for another colleague. He caught up later, thanking us for sending the elevator back down and opening the doors for him. I told him it wasn't funny anymore, because we did not send the elevator back down. But then I realized the Hardware Abstraction Layer (HAL) 9000 might be listening. Luckily the building doesn't have Pod bay doors and I still got out. Not planning to go there tomorrow.

No, seriously .. this geisting is amazing. It's so easy to role-play when the whole environment supports it like that.