Misc

While meditating before sleep last night, I saw a flash of light through the closed eyelids and heard a crash somewhere.

Yesterday people were staring again. It was something like 13 *C, warm enough for just a T-shirt. Later the wind became stronger and had to take the jacket.

Found that in addition to breathing, broadening the field of focus also increases the feeling of heat. No longer felt heat nor cold in the body, just felt warmth in the space in focus, originating from something beyond molecules or atoms.

Double tantra fail this morning. I wonder how I managed to get all this energy to flow up the spine by default, a couple of years ago..    more sports and a different perspective to everything, probably.

A rather windy day again. Walked past a place, where a metal fence had fallen over again (at a construction place). Decided to stop and pull the fence up again. Though, before I managed to, the fence stood up on its own. Looked pretty cool.

Took a longer route and just jogged roughly half the distance home. It felt really good.

Ah, remembered a dream from the morning. Our family was preparing for a more serious hike somewhere. Just before leaving, I found us locked in before one of those lab doors. Without a key, it took me about a minute to focus and open the door with the lock bolt out. Mom and sister: "How did you..?"

Ego mind with powers

Mind whined about the thought of having to go to a lecture 8.30 AM in the morning. Mind also whined about the blackboard practical of "algorithms and data structures". "I don't wanna go there .."

Took a look at the calendar for this week. Tomorrow, two courses have been blanked out - the one at 8:30 AM and the blackboard practical of "algorithms and data structures".

After moving back into the old lab last week, I thought whether I would still manage to geist on those locks there.

Next time, right after a coworker had left, the lock bolt stretched out after me pulling the handle of the outside door. Today morning, another coworker thought of leaving for a smoke. A thought in the mind: "Don't go yet." The door had locked itself on him and I had to toss him the key.

Misinterpretation

Had bought Portal 2 on discount in Steam. Played it yesterday and today. Really cool, though, not very spiritually uplifting for me. Remembered the effect of a gel with some dust from Moon and shot at it in the end, out of reflexes. The ending looked like a synchronicity .. had been browsing the Apollo archives just a couple of days ago.

More to the topic. On Friday, when we visited Margaret, there was a distinctive sound of somebody knocking on the wall or something. When father mentioned it, it stopped. As it turned out, there was no room there at where the knocking came from (according to others). I couldn't determine the direction nor intent of the knocking, so I had just ignored it.

Father had a theory that this being (the one creeping Margaret) might have wanted to say something. Or perhaps they found the conversation interesting and wanted to take part in it .. with our fields of energy pushing them away. Father thought this being might be one of Margaret's relatives after death. Perhaps there's a misinterpretation of info .. no malevolent spirits. Perhaps just a soul a little bit pissed about being misunderstood, feared and ignored. Actually, this makes sense .. a lot.

In this case, this would be exactly what the water guardian construct told me in that dream.

From researcher to their own research

A while ago, there was another inspiring levitation dream. Would be cool to eventually fly around between planets and galaxies, in a psychic force bubble.

Visited Margaret again yesterday. She's an extrasensory girl from India.

Rather creepy stories of funeral rituals and black magic from the older times, some of which are probably still practised in more rural areas. She described, how people would reanimate the dead or summon spirits of local gods / goddesses, offer sacrifice and beg for them to restore their honour and wealth and avenge others. This usually involves people from other families becoming ill or dying.

To be honest, to me it sounds more like constructs and tulpas and not gods, goddesses. That's because it would seem logical that someone as great as a god or a goddess is also advanced spiritually. I mean, how could one claim to be a god and control people, who are far more powerful and mature than themselves? It just doesn't work that way.

Margaret explained that she needs our help. Tormented by a malevolent spirit, she needs to take medications just to be able to live through the nights. Several people from her family have died, showing signs of black magic at work.

Looked at her from a broader perspective or something and sensed the presence of a dark, large and strong cloud. This thing seemed several magnitudes larger than Margaret herself. Its power made me think before any attempts of messing with it. Even in case such an attempt were successful, the consequences wouldn't be very good. Someway or another, she has to win it herself .. only then can she be free and independent. Otherwise it's almost like one country attacking another, with the intent to free it from its sufferings.

She knows the solution but she's unsure if that's what she really wants. She would have to give up her normal career and future as a researcher .. and become her own research.

Again, the visit made me really paranoid about my geisting, especially since I would occasionally feel psi intensity boosting several fold. Perhaps that's why these visits usually yield a similar feeling as a long meditation session.

There were 3 of us visiting her. 2 of us sat on her bed. Noticed the feeling of cold in the bed. For the first time, I realized it wasn't physical. It's Yin.

RAM hack on a photo in a dream

Yesterday I had a dream, where I moved a table around on the floor.

Today I had a dream, where I took a photo and stretched it in an interesting way. Similar to how the main character sought for markers on a videotape in The Ring. Or if you've seen those corrupt image files, which, when viewed, reveal computer memory contents around the image itself.

Anyway, had a real spooky feeling about it. Actually, the photo itself was a bit spooky. The photo featured a girl in a non-Earthly environment, with a strong feeling of alien presence. "Stretching" the photo to the left and right revealed duplicate images of an alien girl in some sort of a strange grey uniform.

Another dream. Visited a dining place where delicious food was offered, but couldn't find a way to pay them. It took hours to even get someone to hear about my problem. They had already closed the dining place and I still hadn't made any progress in getting to know just how much I owed them. The food was so good, portion was rather large and I couldn't just walk away without paying. Earlier in the same place, one of the chefs had had a bad day and burst it out on me. It just missed my ears.

Cosy fur coat

Looked out of the window this morning .. trees didn't budge. About 5 *C. Okay, went out for a quick visit to the shop, wearing just a T-shirt. There was a slight problem, though .. half-way there, a storm picked up. Long-term stasis and weather manipulation unsuccessful. Found it cold. Took a jacket later.

Stayed in the lab for longer .. discussed some slightly weird stuff with a skeptical physics student.

The storm degraded by the evening. While coming home in the evening, I found it too hot with the jacket (8 *C). Took it off and felt better. On the pedestrian bridge, I walked past an old lady in a fur coat. Felt my cloud of heat touch her. She stopped and kept staring at me for a minute or so. A queer experience that was difficult for my mind to let go of.

Mind would make me feel colder, whereas proper focus on the breathing would have me feel the cloud of heat better.

Sorry, dad

Used to think focusing on breathing would be difficult for me. No. Might be the easiest concentration exercise to perform, no matter what you're doing.

Interesting moments of clarity again.

Father came home late yesterday evening. He had eaten Atlantic cod liver and he wanted to talk. Didn't feel like talking .. wanted to go to sleep, instead. Had to wait and listen to what father was saying, to keep it polite (an hour?). Actually he didn't have anything new to say. One more thing that made me feel uncomfortable about this whole thing was that from the inside, he was buzzing of nervous psi. A lot of that anxious energy that I did not want to become entangled in. Experienced a stray malicious thought or two .. stomach problem.

From minor details, I could tell that he was having a very familiar problem.. he leaked psi next morning and by the evening, he had a stomach problem. Crap, felt sorry for that. Discussed some annunaki, world politics, world design and enlightenment stuff with him and some more pieces of the puzzle clicked together.

Clarity cool

A chill day. Somehow saw the world from different perspectives today. More aware than usually. Saw that a lot of my strivings towards enlightenment have been flawed. There's a slight difference in the feeling and awareness that's difficult to describe. I've been focused on the wrong thing for quite long. Tried to prolong it for as long as I could, throughout the lectures and stuff.

Strange geisting today, something happened to the laptop hard disk (whole partition went read-only .. I guess there were a lot of new bad blocks). Roughly at the same time I temporarily messed up Flash 2 and Flash 3 on a satellite engineering board (devices stopped responding and got disabled). Fortunately, a power recycle helped.

Somewhere around 75% of nose-picking, I found that a booger had gone missing. Later found it on a monitor on the other end of the table. Difficult to keep the laughter down at first .. oh well .. time for cleaning some.

It was rather warm today, about 18*C in the sun. Slight wind. Just a T-shirt. Realized just how much I love this little town.

Water guardian

Found something interesting but obvious in the dreams this morning. Though, can't remember what exactly did I find. I was at an old barn somewhere. It was an early morning with cloudy sky, which made it rather dark. I guess I had been observing some ghosts or tulpas somewhere and wondered about the geisting that takes place when an old barn switches owners.

Experienced a moment of realization and excitement, wanted to test the theory by creating a construct that would keep water in check. Chose desired properties and limits of safety for the water. Moved down to the pool of water underground, a space-warp as means of transport. Marked the pool for the construct. Resurfaced and found myself under the pavement of a building (I had probably shrunk in size, since it all looked pretty big). There was someone there in human form, about the same size as me. Judging by the memory of what he felt like, he might've been the construct. Shared the enthusiasm with him and discussed what I had found. He confirmed it, expressing knowledge from prior experience.

I think the idea was that he would work on keeping the water in check. When there's a problem, he would notify the owner with all the details and work on fixing the problem. There's a slight problem, though, the owner is not aware enough to receive the notifications and he might misinterpret the attempts of fixing the problem.

Little to no improvements .. yet

Passed the exam this time. Though, the experience was pretty much the same. Same nervousness, similar train of thoughts, still made minor mistakes. This time with the knowing that I would still pass. Didn't feel anything .. no emotions.

Slept a lot during the past couple of days. Tried Jhana to work around the nervousness. Seemingly had some success, though, it still disappeared during the exam.

Called the driving teacher and heard he had had an accident .. somebody shovelled in from the rear while he let children cross the street. He's a cool guy with the ability to change body temperature at will. He won a bet on T-shirt, shorts, slippers for a whole year (from about -30 *C to +30*C).

Thanks to Torig on psychokinesis forum, I think I've found a way to fix the anxiety that tends to source from the stomach area right after eating. I would focus consciousness on the cloud of uncomfortable energy in the stomach. At some point, it would dissolve, blasting a shockwave of heat around the body. After that, I often feel sleepy.

Rays of white light

Interesting manifestations this week.

• Someone: "Hey, would 9 AM on Friday suit you?"
• Me: "I have a lecture from 8 - 10 AM, sorry."
• Next morning there's an e-mail saying the lecture was cancelled.

This week this has already happened for at least 2 or 3 times.

While meditating yesterday evening, I lost awareness of bodily sensors and suddenly saw wide rays of bright white light shining towards me from a point source. Mind: "I'm in a dark room with my eyes closed. What is this?" Opened the eyes and couldn't identify the source of this light.

Subtle geisting recently .. some objects moving or swaying around. Sometimes I would think about it and realize it shouldn't have moved like that.

Slept in a crouched pose for 15 minutes or so, which caused a Tantra fail again.

A couple of nights ago, there was a rather queer dream. Somebody had borrowed my dragon and gave it back. That person had been quite afraid of the dragon but relied on its power, so I had the dragon tied up for them. Now I unleashed the dragon .. we both knew each other so well that there simply wouldn't be any point to have the dragon on a leash. Somebody from our group had become missing, so I went looking for them in this weird and a bit dangerous realm. Couldn't find them, though.

Thoughts in hi-def

Compared to a year or two ago, thoughts have become more hi-def. In a signal analysis related lecture, the lecturer described the anatomy of eyes today. Saw and felt the cells as if in a real eye. The acuity and angular resolution of hawk's sight .. experienced the presence of a real hawk in the mind. The picture in the mind was at least as real, if not more real than the thing in this material world (individual cells interacting, the mind of that being, awareness of me observing them, etc.).

I wonder if one experiences the same thing while observing a bird in this material world, whether this hi-def info exists in the material world or whether the material world really is just a crude reflection of the highly detailed mind (sort of an overlay).

Sometimes frightens me a bit. This yields a great power to heal, but also a great power to accidentally mess up.

Spring is cool. Everything feels so warm and vibrant .. even if it's just a few degrees above zero. Felt really happy about spring and felt others feeling the same.

Edit: Remembered something from today morning. While walking to school, had my focus on some revolting energy in the stomach area. Saw a lady walking a dog on a slope at my right. A man was walking a dog straight towards me. Suddenly, the energy in the stomach released with an explosion. A shockwave of heat moved through the body, shooting pain through the fingers of the left hand (had become cold in the air of few degrees Celsius). The dog to my right started barking towards me at the moment of the "explosion". However, the other dog didn't. It just looked towards the other dog with disapproval. Interesting, especially since the dog closer to me did not react. The dog farther away felt themselves in danger.

Room of infinite light

With the recent detachment, meditation and half-dream state have been interesting. Some sort of vortexes causing a strong pull out of body, close to causing motion sickness. At the background, there was light and clarity shining through all the constructs of the mind.

Two days ago, while discussing world politics and enlightenment subjects with father, a carpet caught my attention. As if there was a mandala on the carpet, illustrating answers on these subjects. Looked at it and tried to acquire some new info. Liberation from the cycles didn't seem to be far at all.

Decided to pick up the exercise of visualizing an interactive room in the mind's eye. Couldn't visualize the room nor the furniture the way they would look and feel like in this material world. Somehow this didn't feel comfortable at all.

Instead, had an infinite room of volumetric white light, with furniture made of the same stuff (white light that had depth, density). Into the drawers and onto shelves, I placed some objects from the material world. Then just sat there, staring at the light everywhere .. so soothing and inspiring. Felt really light and relaxed afterwards.

Guilty for own footsteps

Tantra fail again, at a random moment in a dream. Saw it coming yesterday evening.

Before the exam, the following scenario popped in mind: "Halfway there, a praising remark that causes me to lose attention." Which was pretty much exactly what happened.

Failed the exam. Interesting, how one question changed the state of mind: "Have you been driving before the driving school?" Me: "No." And started wondering what caused him to ask that and what I had done wrong. Could only recall minor slips. Self-confidence, ability to pay attention dropped and I started making a lot of mistakes real quick. Actually, he asked it because I had been driving well.

A week ago, I felt that one week wouldn't be enough for me to regain confidence after all those months without practice. Two weeks felt more like it. However, the driving teacher suggested me to aim for 1 week instead. I know I'll do it the next time, that is, next week. Edit: Made driving teacher nervous, can feel it.

In computer games I love to explore all the secrets before taking the next level. It seems my mind works the same way in this reality. According to the society template, I could call myself a wuss for not being able to do stuff as easily as others. Without meaning it, I tend to cause a lot of fuss and changes. Often people don't like me because of the way I miss the standards. No matter how hard I try, it's still difficult to fit into the standards and feel sorry for having caused them so much trouble without the intention to do so.

This also makes me feel displeased with myself for not being able to live without touching the lives of others. The same thing with love. I feel both guilty and sorry when either I fall in love or see it happen to someone else because of me.

Seems rather difficult to exist gently, without making the lives of others more difficult. Sometimes I do feel guilty and sorry for the sound of my own footsteps.. motivates for levitation practice.

Got to get up there again

Recognized a pattern in one of the dreams. I wanted to take the laptop and go work in a room in the attic at summerhouse. However, some reconstruction works were going on and there was no way to get up there. There were children playing on the construction site and performing all sorts of daredevil attempts, but even they considered getting up there really difficult, if not impossible .. let alone with a laptop. Since I had been there, I knew it must be possible to get there .. somehow. The dream ended before I got up there (chose levitation). This is familiar .. probably the type of dream that I've had the most.

Happened to read an article in "Wired" at school. It was on decrypting some of the old documents of Oculists or something. Some more of the pieces of the puzzle clicked together. Learned to see this world from a different perspective.

http://www.wired.com/dangerroom/2012/11/ff-the-manuscript/all/

Shall see, how the driving exam goes tomorrow morning =).

Alone

Feel alone again, with an urge to detach from this world.

Felt tired, observed the feeling and tried to find out where it came from. ::left hemisphere turned on:: and no longer felt tired.

Wait while patience

Sister came home last night and ringed the doorbell just when I had descended into sleep. She had forgotten her jacket somewhere, in which she had the keys.

A bit pissed but not actually caring too much about it, I gave her my keys. She promised to be home in the evening the next day.

Came home, rang the doorbell. Silence. Called her. Silence. Later called her again. Silence. After 3 hours of waiting at the door, I got a bit pissed (why would she go away for so long, when she's aware that I would be there, waiting without keys) and decided to buy at least some snacks or something. Hugged her in my mind, with an intent to forgive. Pretty much at the same moment, sister called back, apologized and said she had fallen asleep while waiting for me.

That's a way to "sudo meditate" me. Roughly half of the time I meditated in the corridor and half of the time practised pk. Didn't have anything else to do.

Could go behind the door with consciousness, but didn't succeed in 'poofing' the body there. Should've practised teleportation earlier.

Obtained the feeling of the door fast, but couldn't make sense of the locking mechanism. So, there I was, slightly wobbling and bending the metal door but unable to open it (interesting, how body awareness faded and vision slowly zoomed in on the door). Too little practise on obtaining the feeling of complex mechanical systems. Tried creating a construct that would unlock it from the inside. Same problem.

About 2 years ago, it happened several times that I opened a locked door (phasing?). Didn't succeed with it on will and with the apartment door. Attempted to phase a hand through the door, which didn't work either (just felt as if the door bent around the finger .. no soft spots).

Tried to think of it all as a lucid dream. Pk awareness increased dramatically. Started to feel walls, multiple floors, doors, people moving around in their apartments, etc. Still not enough to open the door, tho.

Occasionally gathered focus back around the body and meditated some.

Observed a lot of tiny constructs and orbs moving around there. Some of them made a flash and disappeared or started moving really fast. Some of them changed shape, etc. Pretty interesting, haven't seen such a variety in my room.

Also an interesting thing to note. Although there were a lot of people moving around in the corridor / stairway, no-one walked past me. No-one even opened the door on this floor or the next one. This gave me a lot of startles without actually causing me to stop / pause meditation or pk sessions.

Anyway, to sum it up:

1. Need to become a lot stronger in pk (there are still situations where 'normal' methods won't work).
2. Need to develop more patience (several days instead of just 3 hours).
3. Need to develop deeper concentration.

Not again

Tantra fail this morning. Leaked a lot of energy and didn't feel too good about it.

Main dream content: tulpas, OBE, levitation training, psychokinesis at places I haven't been to .. physically. Practised wind manipulation on some trees in the backyard of an unknown temple. Levitated off the bed in some unknown bedroom.

Not the happiest day. Though, I think I realized something about this cycle.

Tingly knots, internal heat

Woke up and found that I could feel heat shooting out from psi channels. Focused it into the heart area. With about 10 minutes of such meditation, it felt as if the temperature in the area had increased by at least 10 *C.

It turned out that I had forgotten something from today's schedule again. Now need to finish the first practical  in some subject in 1 hour instead of 2. This made me feel a bit nervous, which caused the internal heat to dissipate and more of these tingly knots to appear in the body.

Muddy puddles makes me happy

On my way to the lab, it was so hot outside (+6 *C) that I had to take the jacket off. Should've taken the sweater off as well .. didn't do it because of the wind. People in coats gave weird looks, several cars giving signal. Weird.

Something happened while coming home. Walking through a muddy puddle made me happy.

The walk felt really good. Managed to see the light for most of the time, felt love, warmth and incredible power. Saw an orb fly out from the chest area.

Somehow, the feeling seemed familiar from about 20 years ago, when we were out, training with uncle.

Recently, the feeling of psi all over the body has gone from pleasureful to tingly knots in several of the channels.

A log of events

Stared at a hanging rope out on the balcony yesterday morning. Suddenly had the feeling of consciousness being somewhere else and something happening. Plants on the window sill swayed around, as if there were a great wind in my room (windows and doors were closed, ventilation system was off).

A couple of evenings ago, I played some with the PsiCam on UStream again. This time there was nobody else online. Stared at stuff, couldn't even move the egely wheel this time. The mind lamp was still making different colors (mostly blue and violet on me). An impulse thought: "Green". Mind lamp changed to green. While staring at the tinfoil psi-wheel in the jar, I suddenly experienced the feeling of consciousness being somewhere else and something happening (copy paste rulz). The egely wheel burst spinning. I guess the tinfoil psi-wheel also twitched a little.

Two days ago, while modelling something in SolidWorks, I saw a welding symbol appear inside a square profile. Thought: "No, that's not supposed to be there.." ::poof:: disappeared, didn't even have to move the mouse or anything.

Two days ago, while walking home from school, I saw a car with round red and gray paint splotches. Looked like an unfinished paint job or something. Looked away and targeted the thought of it looking ugly. Changed it to looking stylish. Looked back .. red and silver squares + something flameish at front .. stylish. Maybe I saw wrong at first, or maybe it really did change.

Ego really has grown a lot. Experienced anger from really small things yesterday. Tried to avoid giving it momentum. A while later, a cloud of heat started moving up from the abdomen. Felt really tired all of a sudden. Moved attention away from that also, and the day continued as if nothing had happened.

Had a dream yesterday where I moved to another building nearby.

Doesn't compare against other

Wow, looks like another level up on the forum. Shy's manifesting water vapor. Andreidionisie has become a breatharian, immune to heat/cold and able to generate heat. One of Owltwelve's tulpas lifted him into the air while hugging or something. His heat generation, mind control and OBE are becoming wilder each day, too. Really inspiring.

Oh well, had some fun observing other people at the exam queue. Happy people leaving. Emotions and thoughts of a girl, who had just failed the driving exam. Emotions and thoughts of a guy, who had just passed the theory exam, etc.

Couldn't get it, why this self should be nervous about anything. Passed the theory exam, but without any emotions. Got to practice for driving exam now. Even if I would've failed, I wouldn't have had emotions. So, why nervous if for me it wouldn't change a thing? Nervous for other people thinking about me?

Being nervous and stressed is unhealthy. It shields the inner-heat .. was shivering of cold there (it was rather warm there, actually). Whereas when I'm relaxed, I often feel somewhat immune to cold.

Played with a tiny tree-branch on a puddle with pk, moving it around and away from car tires.

Group at summerhouse

An interesting co-creative dream with a group of people from the psychokinesis forum. I was at the summerhouse again, expecting visitors. As they came in, the room changed remarkably. All the textures morphed into a compromised form. A large blackboard appeared on the wall. Some visitors wrote welcoming messages there. In general, there was a feeling of some great collective pk practice coming up, as the sun was setting.

Thought I would switch the lights on, as it had become a little dark. Flipped the switches .. nothing happened. Some minutes later, I noticed the lights slowly lighting up. Also noticed just how many different lights there were. The whole room was full of them, actually. Each light was different (shape, method of emitting light, color of the light) and had a different switch at a different place.

Found it all pretty inspiring and would've wanted to take part in the pk practice, too.

Well, I was a bit nervous about waking up and getting to the exam in time, pre-planning my walking route to school and to the bus stop, optimizing time. Had to leave the group early. Sorry, guys.

Nervous

A couple of us were playing with pk at the summerhouse. Rather strong force fields, push, pull and stuff. A mwahahahaah moment and the environment turned hellish.

Feel slightly nervous in the body. Had a test today .. first test handwritten on paper in .. like 2 years? Really messed up the formatting and handwriting.

Observed the nervous psi rushing about in the lower body. Tried to move it into the head. Seemed rather difficult without somehow transforming it first.

Feel slightly nervous again, for tomorrow's traffic theory exam.

Clouds obstructing the internal emission of light and heat. Need to meditate..

Dripping fear

Felt a strong contrast between the heart and the rest of the psi field yesterday. Focused on the heart and found all those familiar fears there. Started focusing on them one by one and waiting for them to fall off (as if plucking daisies or something).

I might've been a bit hasty on the first few. When they melted and dripped down (not gravity affected) onto the left kidney, pain arose from down there. For the kidney, it was poison. So, I guess the real point is to fully let it burn away in the internal heat.

With already one of the fears dropped, there was a nice burst of warmth from the heart "shining" on the rest of the body.

Encountered a fear of geisting on satellite table model again today. Shortly after, a few strange events and .. not responding. Oh well, gotta debug tomorrow morning before a test.

Sometimes I experience a strong wind without the trees moving at all. The same today, for me, the wind was so strong that I had to hide the head under jacket hood. Other people walked without a hat, seemingly unaffected by wind. Tree branches barely twitched at all (a millimeter or two).

Stressy calm

An interesting day. Felt tension in the chest throughout the day, but it didn't stain the focus. Occasionally polled the feeling and fled with the focus again .. the atmosphere was way too nervous and stressful. The intensity of stress escalated several times when a certain team member entered the room.

Saw a rather bright white orb with the corner of the left eye. It slowly floated to my left. Looked there and a second later it became visible again, performing some nice loops and curves while moving downwards. I could only see it in peripheral vision.

A strange form of geisting. Had been writing a wiki page for about 1.5 hours when the laptop suddenly logged me off from the OS. Too lazy to rewrite it all again, I went home.

Oh, almost forgot. In the morning, happily focused on the nice feeling of presence, I encountered an old man with a stick. Out of several people, he picked me (somehow I have a habit of attracting old people) and asked about the ice water pool in the channel. It had frozen over again and nobody had cut it open today. As it turned out, he often goes swimming in ice holes. A really cool dude .. looking 80 with a walking stick and swimming with ice cubes. Lotsa respect.

Embedded pyramid restaurant

Dreams..
Was working on homework in one of these. At the background, there was a soap opera on TV. After finishing homework for the morning, I glanced at the TV and saw the following: one person caught another one and had him on leash. Both looked fairly dull and tired of life.

Another one. Entered some sort of a building. Overheard a discussion and the mentioning of "the restaurant," hinting at it being hidden somewhere inside this building. Snuck away, into another room, quickly into another (knew I had been seen). Found it .. a security hole .. ventilation pipes, large enough to crawl in. Moved fast, skipping pipe crossings that I knew wouldn't lead me to the destination.

Dropped into a large open space. A restaurant with chairs covered in green velvet. Walked around the corner, amazed at this place. Met a few people there, who greeted me as a new potential member of their closed community. A lady proposed that I could sit down and eat something (the food was certainly out of ordinary, with some exceptional healing properties). Decided to go on a tour with the architect, instead. The architect looked really young, 15 perhaps? Actually, he was several thousand years old. With great enthusiasm, he described his work. It was a closed pyramid, embedded into a regular business sector building. Inside this pyramid, they would manifest food and live an immortal life .. separated from the rest of the world. The pyramid could survive several nuclear attacks and what not.

I guess the discussion ended and I popped away right when I had thought: "Can't stay here."