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Monday, November 21, 2022

Dream: Babies

A couple of days ago I had a dream where I lost a friend. That day an online friend suddenly removed all their messages and unfriended, without telling what I had done wrong.

Today morning in a dream I was on my way back home when I heard someone calling my name. I answered and looked around but couldn't figure out the source. I was called again, and again I couldn't see anyone calling.

Saw a woman on the other side of the road, and two babies playing around her. The woman was asleep while the babies seemed to be playing dangerously close to the road. I tried to keep them away from the road.

One of the babies had my name, and that's why I had heard someone calling me but couldn't see where.

The baby with my name seemed a bit odd. When I looked at his face, he looked much older than the rest of his body. Also, he spoke advanced stuff.

The other baby looked normal.

Wednesday, November 9, 2022

Cat

The cat sometimes does strange things.

The air humidifier had run out of water and had switched off. Cat switched it back on, then ran into the other room and switched on the PC.

Two very improbable events in a row.

Saturday, November 5, 2022

Electronic dog leash and a vase

Recently I've been having some trouble with energy rising and blockages getting in the way. First kidneys aching, then stomach, then chest (heart the most), then the base of the throat. Head feels like there's quite a bit of energy going through it as well. Need to learn to relax again.

Dream: Dog leash

There was a man walking a dog in the city. I walked past the man. He had some kind of a blue thing in his hand, which made an awful noise. Not audible for physical beings but awful for the non-physical. I walked to about 15 m in front of him, and threw the blue thing back to him. Then told him that I wanted to talk to him and asked him to power off the blue thing. He had an ordinary dog leash as well anyway. Ok, he switched the blue thing off. The dog then came closer, wrapped the leash around me and then we just played with the dog for some time.

Dream: Vase

Woke to find a colleague and several people in my apartment whom I had not met before. We had to go somewhere, whereas I was taking my time. Went downstairs to a canteen or something to have breakfast. Others went outside, but at some point one of them returned with a vase.

He gave me the vase and said he was sorry for breaking the previous one. I was confused, for I didn't think I had ever had a vase to begin with. I thanked him and his kindness. It was a white vase with a diagonal edge. There was also some water in the vase. As I looked at the water, I noticed that there was something small in it. The more I looked at it, the more it grew. Plants, some of them I recognized as edible, but wasn't sure about the rest. I think eventually one of them grew into a bamboo and the more I tried to open it to eat it, the thicker and stronger it became. There were some stains in the roots but otherwise it was really strong. I told the guy that I would need to look at some YouTube videos to learn how to eat it. Both of us laughed a bit.

Attempts to relax

Took a nap, felt as if I could sleep forever. While having some dreams and false awakenings from them, I tried to relax the body. Slowly slipped out of body each time. Earlier I had also started hearing loud noises when I relaxed enough. As I temporarily woke and closed my eyes again, I could see the room with eyes closed for a bit, but eventually it faded. Vision was rather blurry with eyes closed.

Sad cake

We had Halloween cake with little ghosts which had faces and facial expressions on them. Yesterday me and mom skipped the cake in the evening and when we opened it up again today, then the only ghost which was left on the cake, looked as if it were crying. It was so sad that we had eaten the other ghosts and left only one, and then even skipped a day.