Juniper and nettle

Drank juniper and nettle tea again yesterday evening, to purify blood and help against the acne. In addition, it also seems to clean the flow of psi. However, for me it has a couple of side-effects .. a wet dream and a pile of hunger the next day.

Meditating / sleeping while listening to music has an interesting effect. I end up staying in one place for longer than usually. Learning instruments by observing the artists or just exploring feelings and visiting places that are related.

Stepped into a "hole" again and dropped out of body while walking home. Felt pretty floaty at home too. Hm, it's warm and windy outside - maybe that's why I feel so floaty.

For the last few weeks, I've been seeing the 11:11 phenomena really often (pretty much each time I glance at the clock).

Rainwalk

Two nights ago I couldn't sleep and ended up meditating for most of the time. I was so tired that when I closed my eyes, I snapped out right away, but I still couldn't sleep. Sushumna flame was pretty intense and strangely enough, lilac coloured. In it, I saw objects and situations that reflected my feelings. In the morning I thought it would be another zombie day, but I was wrong.

Due to a few sleepless nights, last night we went training with the guest. Had a nice deep-sleep night, feeling better refreshed in the morning.

10 *C and the sky looked clear this morning, so I didn't take my jacket with me (I'm glad I didn't, it would've become wet ;). Ended up walking home with it raining. Interestingly though, spherical raindrops stayed on my t-shirt (sort of like they would on a lotus flower) without getting me too wet. The water that was pouring down from my hair ran down my back under the t-shirt though.

Happy

Finished another drawing: Evening flight.

Yesterday night I practiced sliding a roll of tape on the shelf while listening to some happy music.
After that, I practiced some Trataka on the mirror (just a random spot instead of my own reflection this time) and attempted to form a fog of light on the floor. During both of these, I felt and saw entities of light appearing around me. They left when a more gloomy song started playing.

Went to see other science theaters, with Mom today. A girl entered the room, who caught my attention. Due to working with computers a lot, I couldn't see very well and couldn't recognize her by face. Though, I knew who she was and telepathically told her to sit next to me. I was really blown when she did that. Felt a bit embarrassed for having done that without a reason.

Somewhere in the building where these science shows were held, there was a weird spot. When Mom stepped there, her ears locked and head started buzzing as if being hit with ultrasound or something. For me, walking through the spot caused nausea and made my head ache. Psi felt strange in that spot. There were lots of hi-voltage and hi-frequency machinery nearby and perhaps the metal dome was converging the electromagnetic waves or something? Or perhaps a Grebennikov's Cavernous Structures Effect?

Back at home I realized I had greatly underestimated myself again. "How could it even be possible for me to be pure enough to have these entities appear? Anyway, one day I will be. What? No, I am."

Watched Tron: Legacy again. Wow, last time I watched it, it didn't seem that awesome. This time I got really happy and psyched.

Suspicious weather

I have developed a craving for something mystical again. Nothing feels real enough. Sleeping or rather, meditating (half-dream state) in bed didn't solve it, only perhaps alleviated it a bit. Actually, regular pk practice doesn't intrigue me too much either at the moment.

Recently people around me have been commenting on the weather. "Oh, it's raining from a clear sky again. In this town, it's impossible to predict the weather." For example, we went to a restaurant, it started raining. I hadn't taken my jacket with me, gambling against the weather. We left the restaurant, in a few seconds it stopped raining and sun came out again. Sky cleared up.

Today we visited the science theatres with the guest. On our way back, a darker cloud was following us. Some raindrops from the clear sky again. We're home *starts raining heavily*. I go take a nap (meditate on the bed). I realise something *everything goes red*. I open my eyes *loud thunder*, *silence and weather clears up*. Found it weird that it only flashed lightning once and really close.

Weather manipulation and geisting makes people wonder.

Mom presented some stuff she had bought from the U.S. Among other things, there were some humour-license cards. She gave me an Area 51 UFO operator license of humour. I handed it to father - he has operated one of them. Mom said: "No, it's yours. He has already flown one, now it's your turn." Would be fun, though, I don't think it would feel more real than this life. I don't know what would feel real at the moment - something out of body?

Samsara, again

It was raining and Mom called me to buy some stuff at the department store on the way home. Practiced some rainshielding on the way. Kept reminding myself what Owltwelve said on the forum:

How could you possibly have wasted life or effort, when that time & effort brought you here. We are all on the journey; you are working on it:)

And kept bringing my focus back to guru yoga practice. That is, visualizing myself being an enlightened guru and observing myself from the perspective of that construct.

At home, I wanted to start colouring my next drawing. Laptop power adapter didn't work (most likely the wire is broken from somewhere). I wasn't too happy about it and attempted healing on it. Similarly to the speakers of the laptop, which work randomly, it seemed as if pk didn't work on it. Gave up and tried again later. When the battery was so low already that it was about to shut down (a second or two remaining), it suddenly started working again.

For some reason, when I look at the guy flying on the drawing, I feel uneasiness. It triggers a mind-block that makes me feel it's impossible (haven't seen or heard of anyone flying like that - except for in anime).

Watched "Samsara" again, this time with Mom. I could feel her psi moving around. Occasionally psi started resonating in both of us.

At some moment they switched on something in the nearby "nuclear power plant" (that's how we call the boiler building complex with greenhouses and stuff, because it makes the whole sky glow at night). I felt my heart chakra resonating with the frequency of that plant. The same tingly-pulsing feeling as while listening to metal back at one of the summerhouses (clicky).

Due to empathy and movie content, I constantly had to move a lot of psi to upper chakras. In the end, I had to weep tears a few times. It was a lot more emotional this time.

Mom's back

Mom came home again. I'm really happy about it and the psi is sloshing around me more than it usually does. Empathy is also stronger than before. Maybe it's because of some exercises I've been doing (focusing on one thing) or something else, I don't know. One thing that definitely improves empathy and pk a lot is drawing.

While going to pick her up though, I suddenly sensed a strong feeling of hopeless-being-busy from Mom (it filled the whole town and thick clouds started forming above the area she was about to arrive at). Changed the feeling, weather turned nicer again. Later she complained about having a lot of stuff to do and that she's in a hurry due to a lot of inconvenient circumstances.

Laptop woke up from a shut-down again. I don't think it has WOL (Wake-on-LAN) configured and even if it did, there shouldn't be any magic packets running around in our home network.

Forgot to mention

Forgot to mention some stuff in the previous post.
That day I also changed the wind direction by 90 degrees while looking at a "wind-flag" (a big aluminum ship model on top of a bridge post). Managed to turn the ship with wind.
I saw a small flood in one of my dreams a week ago and it turned out that due to this storm, there was a flood in the capital city.
There was something else, but I forgot it again.

The next morning, the ad had wrapped over the frame for at least 4-5 turns (hanging half its height). So, it was still a success .. with a small delay =). The ad was fixed again when I went back home.

I sometimes like to break the habit .. and work a few more hours.

Wind, yay

There's a nice wind today.

Wanted to cause a whirlwind around me. A couple of blocks later, I witnessed one forming about 30 meters from me. A pile of leaves and dust spiralled 5 storeys up to the roof. Neat.

A cloth ad had broken loose and was flapping in the wind. Played with it a little and then attempted to roll it on the edge of the frame (the force of wind against the force of wind). Close, but couldn't do it before it was already out of sight. Still cool though.

Jupiter Trataka

Performed Trataka on Jupiter yesterday evening. At first, the Jupiter was covered by clouds. Attempted some cloud-forming, while staring at a certain point in the sky. A few minutes later the sky cleared up and I continued with staring at Jupiter.

As my eyes adjusted to the area I was looking at, I started seeing the surrounding areas with greater contrast. Something caught my attention. It looked like a cloud, though, it wasn't - it was quite transparent and didn't move. Found it mind-boggling that it was more-or-less at the spot where I had attempted cloud-forming some minutes ago.

Finished another drawing (clicky).

Leaves flyin

I once said "Should start practicing psychokinesis again". He thought he had heard me wrong and asked: "What? Who?" I repeated and he asked again. "Is that even possible," he asked. I said "Try it!"

Decided to show him that it's real. When we went to copy the keys today, it occurred to me to play with weather manipulation a little. Sun was shining and there were a few small clouds floating across the sky, little to no wind. A few minutes later, a large rain cloud had appeared. Wind rose, colored leaves started flying around and a slight rainfall appeared.

When we came back, the sky had almost cleared up, no wind, and sun was cooking. He complained of it being too hot. I pointed at the cloud that had flown over us before. We started calling it back, wind picked up from that direction.

At home, he decided to visit one of his friends. This time he took his jacket with him. The moment he announced it, it started raining. When he left, it was already raining quite heavily.

Busy times

Busy times before the vacation of crawling in the mud. Haven't been practicing much.

Someone came to our town for practicals and we offered accommodation. Being home alone with no skeptics around works as a slightly better motivation for practicing =).

Yesterday at work, when everyone else had already left, I put my code compiling, switched on a digital scale and put a battery on the scale. Attempted to increase its weight. When I got the feeling of the battery, it started wobbling back and forth and got it to weigh 1 gram extra. Although it's a small success after a while, it made me feel good. A few minutes later, the scale switched itself off and the code had been compiled as well .. continued with other stuff.

Blindsight

Forgot to mention a dream in the previous post. I agreed to format Kevin's hard drive and install linux. I had just 16 minutes to do it. So, I gathered info and practiced it the night before, out of body. Bent some time and did it all quick (for me it took a few hours). I was pretty happy about it. In real life next morning, the situation was not as rosy though. It took a few hours and I still couldn't do it (no CDs, no DVDs with linux and no blanks either. No USB stick, nothing.) - even booting ISO directly from another partition resulted in too many problems.

Focused on the same vibration in the body as before (when the heart chakra was resonating with music). Started seeing through closed eyelids again yesterday night. Played with FOV (Field of View) a little and tried to maintain the vision as long as possible. I think I could fix my eyesight when I learned to program with closed eyes =).