Man, I was hoping that I could finally record the radiometer. I had just finished homework and the radiometer vanes were spinning quite fast (several hours under the lamp). Started setting up the tripod and mounted the camera on top of it.
When I was finished and ready to push the record button, I noticed that the radiometer was barely even rotating anymore - my intent had already done all the work ='(. So, I shook it, tried to dissolve the stasis field around it and held it even closer to the lamp for some time. Got it spinning a bit faster for a moment again.
Pushed the record button and no matter what I tried, the radiometer kept gaining speed. I can do it pretty easily with passive pk, but I'm having difficulties doing it on demand.
Tried it again, but since it was now spinning at higher speed with no previous stasis field constructs around, I had difficulties slowing it down. At least there's something now - there are a few slowing downs visible on the first recording. I'll make a better one for youtube submission.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Convincing physicists of psionics
Spent the weekend in Voore (another satellite workshop was held there).
At some moment, I had to call the guys coming from Tallinn to ask when they would arrive. While doing so, a buddy next to me wanted them to get some beer on their way there. I finished my talk and gave the phone to him just to be polite. Otherwise I strongly oppose alcohol, tobacco and drugs. He managed to say somehing like: "Hey, could you visit a store on the way and bring us ..." (mobile phone battery went dead) "... beer. Man, I hate your phone =D." I would like to note that my mobile phone battery is okay and stays full for more than a week. So, it was just excellent timing.
The only place with internet was the bar and so I waited for a moment when there were only 3 of us left (me and a couple of physics buddies slightly interested in the paranormal). One of them was even a moderator for Estonian paranormal forum para-web. I "made a commercial" about the psychokinesis activeboard forum. They were somewhat skeptical and wanted me to show them something. Since me showing someone psychokinesis is what I'm quite skeptical and nervous about, I just showed them my stasis attempt video on the propeller. I showed them more of psychokinesis videos (owltwelve and Treasure Hunter).
Eventually they were like "Why don't we then pick a random air fan video from youtube and start stopping it?" It made me a bit nervous and skeptical again, but it wouldn't hurt to try, I thought. They hit play and the first half of the video featured this fan standing still. Then the author showed that the plug of the fan was not connected. A lot of laughter =D. He finally plugged it in and it started spinning so fast that we decided to change our target - we decided to attempt stasis on the rotation of the fan head instead. When we started with it, the author started hitting and patting the fan so that the fan head rotation occasionally stopped indeed =). A lot of laughter again. In the end, the buddies were not convinced, but it hadn't proved them wrong either because of what I had explained to them earlier (that it's affecting probabilities of events and none of this can go against physics laws).
While we were discussing over the previous experiment that had somewhat strange results, another physicist stepped into the bar. He walked to our table, took the laptop and spontaneously started reading the comments of one of owltwelve's pk videos. A few minutes later, he interrupted our discussion to ask: "What's a psi-ball? I could only find info on how to make one from the internet." Okay, this made me a bit nervous, because I had to explain this psi / energy stuff from a physicist's point of view in such a way that none of his possible preconceptions would trigger (that's tough even with people who I've known for years). I really hope that I managed to do it well enough - he stayed and kept asking questions until we decided that we had to leave for sleep.
We were watching a film and I noticed that I was reading other people's thoughts. I didn't say it out loud though, however, another guy from the satellite team answered the question that was never asked. I also noticed that we often commented on film scenes that hadn't happened yet. During the film, I could feel the lags again just like I was causing them. Bruce Lee made a cool jump and kick that we could see in slow motion thanks to nicely timed pulsing lag =).
Edit: Even a few days afterwards, my own laptop behaved the same way - it lagged pretty often and I was able to influence the times when it lagged. Managed to dissolve the construct - don't want anything to happen to these laptops.
Something is still weird - either the flu or something else. Maybe it's due to pk practice, but I occasionally get high for seemingly no reason. I was solving quantum mechanics problems in one evening and started to feel really high about solving these exercises. Sometimes I suddenly get so high that I get really dizzy for a few seconds and then manage to kind of snap back. It would be easy to explain with fever, but I don't have it since the night that I used vibration healing.
Edit: It's not flu - it's probably some secretions caused by open psi channels.
Before going to sleep one night, I attempted pk on a lemonade bottle and I noticed something that I've seen before, but haven't paid much attention to. I saw a few slightly darker blurbs of psi run across the floor in one direction. They moved too fast to make out their shape or where they came from (seemed to have come through a wall). I also saw transparent psi emanating off my legs - it looked like small sun protuberances.
At some moment, I had to call the guys coming from Tallinn to ask when they would arrive. While doing so, a buddy next to me wanted them to get some beer on their way there. I finished my talk and gave the phone to him just to be polite. Otherwise I strongly oppose alcohol, tobacco and drugs. He managed to say somehing like: "Hey, could you visit a store on the way and bring us ..." (mobile phone battery went dead) "... beer. Man, I hate your phone =D." I would like to note that my mobile phone battery is okay and stays full for more than a week. So, it was just excellent timing.
The only place with internet was the bar and so I waited for a moment when there were only 3 of us left (me and a couple of physics buddies slightly interested in the paranormal). One of them was even a moderator for Estonian paranormal forum para-web. I "made a commercial" about the psychokinesis activeboard forum. They were somewhat skeptical and wanted me to show them something. Since me showing someone psychokinesis is what I'm quite skeptical and nervous about, I just showed them my stasis attempt video on the propeller. I showed them more of psychokinesis videos (owltwelve and Treasure Hunter).
Eventually they were like "Why don't we then pick a random air fan video from youtube and start stopping it?" It made me a bit nervous and skeptical again, but it wouldn't hurt to try, I thought. They hit play and the first half of the video featured this fan standing still. Then the author showed that the plug of the fan was not connected. A lot of laughter =D. He finally plugged it in and it started spinning so fast that we decided to change our target - we decided to attempt stasis on the rotation of the fan head instead. When we started with it, the author started hitting and patting the fan so that the fan head rotation occasionally stopped indeed =). A lot of laughter again. In the end, the buddies were not convinced, but it hadn't proved them wrong either because of what I had explained to them earlier (that it's affecting probabilities of events and none of this can go against physics laws).
While we were discussing over the previous experiment that had somewhat strange results, another physicist stepped into the bar. He walked to our table, took the laptop and spontaneously started reading the comments of one of owltwelve's pk videos. A few minutes later, he interrupted our discussion to ask: "What's a psi-ball? I could only find info on how to make one from the internet." Okay, this made me a bit nervous, because I had to explain this psi / energy stuff from a physicist's point of view in such a way that none of his possible preconceptions would trigger (that's tough even with people who I've known for years). I really hope that I managed to do it well enough - he stayed and kept asking questions until we decided that we had to leave for sleep.
We were watching a film and I noticed that I was reading other people's thoughts. I didn't say it out loud though, however, another guy from the satellite team answered the question that was never asked. I also noticed that we often commented on film scenes that hadn't happened yet. During the film, I could feel the lags again just like I was causing them. Bruce Lee made a cool jump and kick that we could see in slow motion thanks to nicely timed pulsing lag =).
Edit: Even a few days afterwards, my own laptop behaved the same way - it lagged pretty often and I was able to influence the times when it lagged. Managed to dissolve the construct - don't want anything to happen to these laptops.
Something is still weird - either the flu or something else. Maybe it's due to pk practice, but I occasionally get high for seemingly no reason. I was solving quantum mechanics problems in one evening and started to feel really high about solving these exercises. Sometimes I suddenly get so high that I get really dizzy for a few seconds and then manage to kind of snap back. It would be easy to explain with fever, but I don't have it since the night that I used vibration healing.
Edit: It's not flu - it's probably some secretions caused by open psi channels.
Before going to sleep one night, I attempted pk on a lemonade bottle and I noticed something that I've seen before, but haven't paid much attention to. I saw a few slightly darker blurbs of psi run across the floor in one direction. They moved too fast to make out their shape or where they came from (seemed to have come through a wall). I also saw transparent psi emanating off my legs - it looked like small sun protuberances.
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| A Sun protuberance |
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Vibration healing
Thanks to the forums, its posts and the community, I realized I had slipped from my goals again last night.
I built up a great intent and started healing. I don't know why, but at first I visualized a hand coming out from my biofield. Can't remember if it was from the head or from the chest that it first came from, but later it expanded so that it covered the whole body and more. I visualized the hand gradually shooting upwards, out through the atmosphere, out into the solar system, out into the Milky Way and farther. I thought: "What the heck am I doing?" and started to gradually contract it back the same way again. Anyway, it felt great.
After that I used the hand to make waves in my biofield (a completely new method again that I haven't tried before and don't know where it came from). I made small amplitude waves (perhaps around 1 cm) with about the frequency of 2 Hz. I started from the head and felt psi wobbling around inside and outside my head, washing psi channels and their openings clean. Also, while doing this, I could easily locate areas where the illness was being fought - dense areas that occasionally caused pain or discomfort when wobbled around.
When I found such an area, I visualized it evaporating into thin white steam of psi that rose out of the body. It was cool, how I instantly felt better when a dis-ease area had been evaporated - pain and discomfort disappeared immediately. I continued downwards with this wobbling and evaporating. Gradually I lost the feeling of wobbling and the visualization started to fade.
I continued cleaning my room by visualizing germs and evaporating them.
I built up a great intent and started healing. I don't know why, but at first I visualized a hand coming out from my biofield. Can't remember if it was from the head or from the chest that it first came from, but later it expanded so that it covered the whole body and more. I visualized the hand gradually shooting upwards, out through the atmosphere, out into the solar system, out into the Milky Way and farther. I thought: "What the heck am I doing?" and started to gradually contract it back the same way again. Anyway, it felt great.
After that I used the hand to make waves in my biofield (a completely new method again that I haven't tried before and don't know where it came from). I made small amplitude waves (perhaps around 1 cm) with about the frequency of 2 Hz. I started from the head and felt psi wobbling around inside and outside my head, washing psi channels and their openings clean. Also, while doing this, I could easily locate areas where the illness was being fought - dense areas that occasionally caused pain or discomfort when wobbled around.
When I found such an area, I visualized it evaporating into thin white steam of psi that rose out of the body. It was cool, how I instantly felt better when a dis-ease area had been evaporated - pain and discomfort disappeared immediately. I continued downwards with this wobbling and evaporating. Gradually I lost the feeling of wobbling and the visualization started to fade.
I continued cleaning my room by visualizing germs and evaporating them.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Merged dreams
I'm clearly remembering dreams better than last week. I used to think that I usually wasn't lucid when dreaming.
However, I remember seeing a dream in which there were 2 of us sitting in a van while we were being driven with it. There was no driver inside and we just drifted while we were talking about random stuff (didn't seem important enough to remember). The van stopped, a girl joined the dream, hopped in and took the driver's seat (it was his father's van). She had to drive back to where we had come from. The way we had drifted, seemed like it was a preparation for her dream. Time was running short and she started speeding through the town, while googling for maps at the same time. When we had arrived, I attempted to explain to her why this dream was important for her. Attempted, because she didn't seem to pay much attention and was too busy thinking why did she have to experience all this.
I can remember quite a few glitches in that dream, mostly details that she wouldn't have seen or paid attention to. It all somewhat reminded me of Inception - planting ideas in the dreams of others. It's interesting, how it seemed like the dreams of multiple persons merged together into one "reality". I guess that the way reality is created is similar to how it works in the dreams.
I guess I'm more lucid in my dreams than I had anticipated. I just couldn't remember many dreams with myself being lucid.
Edit: I forget dreams when I wake up in a rush (phone ringing, alarm clock or something in the dream that makes me realize something about my body and makes me want to quickly check on it). Then a part of me gets left behind (probably the one that holds the memory). Managed to dig out a part of the memory after such an incident that night. I think I know now what I'm up to in the dreams - I'm trying to teach what I've learned to my friends through merging dreams.
Haven't performed much pk lately - I'm afraid that heavy psi pressure that usually builds up in the head could result in injuries when body is busy conquering the flu.
However, I remember seeing a dream in which there were 2 of us sitting in a van while we were being driven with it. There was no driver inside and we just drifted while we were talking about random stuff (didn't seem important enough to remember). The van stopped, a girl joined the dream, hopped in and took the driver's seat (it was his father's van). She had to drive back to where we had come from. The way we had drifted, seemed like it was a preparation for her dream. Time was running short and she started speeding through the town, while googling for maps at the same time. When we had arrived, I attempted to explain to her why this dream was important for her. Attempted, because she didn't seem to pay much attention and was too busy thinking why did she have to experience all this.
I can remember quite a few glitches in that dream, mostly details that she wouldn't have seen or paid attention to. It all somewhat reminded me of Inception - planting ideas in the dreams of others. It's interesting, how it seemed like the dreams of multiple persons merged together into one "reality". I guess that the way reality is created is similar to how it works in the dreams.
I guess I'm more lucid in my dreams than I had anticipated. I just couldn't remember many dreams with myself being lucid.
Edit: I forget dreams when I wake up in a rush (phone ringing, alarm clock or something in the dream that makes me realize something about my body and makes me want to quickly check on it). Then a part of me gets left behind (probably the one that holds the memory). Managed to dig out a part of the memory after such an incident that night. I think I know now what I'm up to in the dreams - I'm trying to teach what I've learned to my friends through merging dreams.
Haven't performed much pk lately - I'm afraid that heavy psi pressure that usually builds up in the head could result in injuries when body is busy conquering the flu.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Sick
I have been fancying the Anumimattvam siddhi (hunger, thirst, grief, sorrow, infatuation, delusion and confusion of the mind, old age and death do not harm the body). And in addition to those listed, the ability to reduce on sleeping time without an effect on the body or mind.
Yesterday I had a feeling that I shouldn't eat unless I really had to. Well, at the same time, I also felt hungry and so I ate (fatty meat food). Before going to sleep (4 hours after eating), I still hadn't digested it and at some point, I had to throw it all up. So, I ended up going to the bathroom about 3-4 times at night.
I really don't like throwing up because I nearly drowned because of this when I was little. So, I desperately tried to move all this stuff down with pk instead. I also tried a construct that would digest it for me, but it only made matters worse.
It's quite rare for me to fall sick (last time it happened about 2-3 years ago) and what is more, I couldn't find any symptoms for a typical flu (frequent heart rate increases, but no fever and no sweating). No, there is a fever of 37 degrees Celsius, but I started to feel it later. Anyway, I miss school today, but need to be okay on the test tomorrow.
Yup, it's a flu - when I couldn't feel the fever anymore and everything seemed to be okay, my nose started bleeding. This usually indicates that a flu is coming =). Well, at the moment, it seems that there's not much of it left and that symptoms have come too late. Also, usually when I'm ill or falling ill, I tend to see fighting (FPS and strategy games against the illness) in the dreams - this hasn't happened. I can remember the dreams of the past few days incredibly well. So, this one caught me totally off guard.
I had started to get a bit arrogant when seeing others ill - I thought it wouldn't happen to me. A good lesson as well as a good internal purification.
Yesterday I had a feeling that I shouldn't eat unless I really had to. Well, at the same time, I also felt hungry and so I ate (fatty meat food). Before going to sleep (4 hours after eating), I still hadn't digested it and at some point, I had to throw it all up. So, I ended up going to the bathroom about 3-4 times at night.
I really don't like throwing up because I nearly drowned because of this when I was little. So, I desperately tried to move all this stuff down with pk instead. I also tried a construct that would digest it for me, but it only made matters worse.
It's quite rare for me to fall sick (last time it happened about 2-3 years ago) and what is more, I couldn't find any symptoms for a typical flu (frequent heart rate increases, but no fever and no sweating). No, there is a fever of 37 degrees Celsius, but I started to feel it later. Anyway, I miss school today, but need to be okay on the test tomorrow.
Yup, it's a flu - when I couldn't feel the fever anymore and everything seemed to be okay, my nose started bleeding. This usually indicates that a flu is coming =). Well, at the moment, it seems that there's not much of it left and that symptoms have come too late. Also, usually when I'm ill or falling ill, I tend to see fighting (FPS and strategy games against the illness) in the dreams - this hasn't happened. I can remember the dreams of the past few days incredibly well. So, this one caught me totally off guard.
I had started to get a bit arrogant when seeing others ill - I thought it wouldn't happen to me. A good lesson as well as a good internal purification.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Another documentary
Couldn't sleep with the balcony door open, because it always got cold when I fell asleep. I was able to keep myself warm when I was awake, but the construct wasn't strong enough to keep working when it wasn't being focused on.
We watched this documentary today: http://psychedelicadventure.blogspot.com/2010/01/spirit-space-journey-into-your.html. I really liked some parts of it (past lives and OBE) and the music just got me hooked. So, I got a lot of cold shivers (happens all the time, when I see / experience something that I really like). However, occasionally the opposite happened - I felt heating up from the inside. There were also a few precognition / manifestation experiences again that happened while we were watching the film.
While looking through the slides of analog electronics, I heard a weird sound from behind - it was as if my bed had slid for about 1 cm in some direction. Not sure, but perhaps it could also have come from a neighbor apartment.
Interesting, today I saw that the radiometer had stopped again at some moment. Then, an hour later, it was spinning faster than I can remember it spinning before.
Meditated on the heart chakra again and I think I got these problems fixed .. at least for some time. Now it's throat, which has been acting strange lately.
Typhoon Megi has fully disappeared. Some days ago I noticed something interesting on the category map - it looked like the wind speed of the typhoon had started pulsing. Notice how it changed category 3 -> category 2 -> cat 3 -> cat 2 -> cat 3 -> cat 2.
We watched this documentary today: http://psychedelicadventure.blogspot.com/2010/01/spirit-space-journey-into-your.html. I really liked some parts of it (past lives and OBE) and the music just got me hooked. So, I got a lot of cold shivers (happens all the time, when I see / experience something that I really like). However, occasionally the opposite happened - I felt heating up from the inside. There were also a few precognition / manifestation experiences again that happened while we were watching the film.
While looking through the slides of analog electronics, I heard a weird sound from behind - it was as if my bed had slid for about 1 cm in some direction. Not sure, but perhaps it could also have come from a neighbor apartment.
Interesting, today I saw that the radiometer had stopped again at some moment. Then, an hour later, it was spinning faster than I can remember it spinning before.
Meditated on the heart chakra again and I think I got these problems fixed .. at least for some time. Now it's throat, which has been acting strange lately.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Meditation haze
Attempted push / pull on that piece of wood again yesterday. Couldn't do much, because I was rather nervous about the fact that a fellow physicist asked the URL of this blog.
Meditated before going to sleep again. I started feeling dense psi around me and when I opened my eyes, I saw and felt a big construct (like a haze that slightly refracts light) in front of me dissolving. Probably I've seen this before, but haven't paid much attention to it.
Father found a nice documentary on psi fields and healing: http://psychedelicadventure.blogspot.com/2009/12/living-matrix-science-of-healing-movie.html. The page doesn't seem very legal though. Anyway, the documentary answered to quite a lot of questions that had popped up while practicing pk. And it managed to do so almost scientifically (contains several interesting experiments).
While watching the movie, a few snapping sounds occurred and the video lagged at some points (although the whole video had been buffered). It was interesting that I could feel a lag coming and I could feel when exactly would it happen. However, it was difficult to keep these lags from happening. Somewhere at the end of the movie, I noticed that the living room lamp had started flickering. The flickering had almost the same frequency as those lagpoints in the video.
I had left my balcony door open and when I came to my room, I decided to meditate in the cold drafts on the floor. I sat down in a cross-legged pose, closed my eyes and a couple of seconds later I felt myself in a pk mind-state that was triggered by the cold. There was pressure on my 3rd eye area (psi flowed through it). Although I thought my 3rd eye was expanded all over the forehead, I could only feel pressure on the left half of the forehead. The right hemisphere of my brain felt inactive while I was breathing through the left nostril.
Meditated before going to sleep again. I started feeling dense psi around me and when I opened my eyes, I saw and felt a big construct (like a haze that slightly refracts light) in front of me dissolving. Probably I've seen this before, but haven't paid much attention to it.
Father found a nice documentary on psi fields and healing: http://psychedelicadventure.blogspot.com/2009/12/living-matrix-science-of-healing-movie.html. The page doesn't seem very legal though. Anyway, the documentary answered to quite a lot of questions that had popped up while practicing pk. And it managed to do so almost scientifically (contains several interesting experiments).
While watching the movie, a few snapping sounds occurred and the video lagged at some points (although the whole video had been buffered). It was interesting that I could feel a lag coming and I could feel when exactly would it happen. However, it was difficult to keep these lags from happening. Somewhere at the end of the movie, I noticed that the living room lamp had started flickering. The flickering had almost the same frequency as those lagpoints in the video.
I had left my balcony door open and when I came to my room, I decided to meditate in the cold drafts on the floor. I sat down in a cross-legged pose, closed my eyes and a couple of seconds later I felt myself in a pk mind-state that was triggered by the cold. There was pressure on my 3rd eye area (psi flowed through it). Although I thought my 3rd eye was expanded all over the forehead, I could only feel pressure on the left half of the forehead. The right hemisphere of my brain felt inactive while I was breathing through the left nostril.
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