Thank you all for everything!
Going to serve from early tomorrow morning.
See you.. =)
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Synchronous and kind
Went straight to bed yesterday evening. Woke up and went to sleep again.
Had an interesting dream this morning. I was talking to someone via telepathy. Looked out of the window, it was rainy. Proposed to clear the sky and have the sun shining. A minute later, the sun was out. Looked out of the window and noticed that there was something going on on the roof. Looked out from the balcony. They were building something really big out there. I had seen it before, but this time there was a dome on it - a part of which I think I could see from the window. Took a few pictures of the dome. On one of the pictures, there was some sort of a Tibetan text up at the centre.
Focused on the feeling from the dream and started seeing the light coming from everything around me again.
Today everyone was so kind. Had a couple of discounts while shopping for some stuff for the service.
All of the most important events took place at 11:11, 13:13, 17:17 or similar (again).
A friend told me not to forget my superpowers and to use them for making my journey easier.
When I came home, a drunk man stood out from the crowd. He came to me and mumbled something really cryptic, but I couldn't understand a word. Unpacked from the feeling of it, I think this is what he said: "Be careful. Well, you would be ok anyway, but still, it doesn't hurt to be careful."
Had an interesting dream this morning. I was talking to someone via telepathy. Looked out of the window, it was rainy. Proposed to clear the sky and have the sun shining. A minute later, the sun was out. Looked out of the window and noticed that there was something going on on the roof. Looked out from the balcony. They were building something really big out there. I had seen it before, but this time there was a dome on it - a part of which I think I could see from the window. Took a few pictures of the dome. On one of the pictures, there was some sort of a Tibetan text up at the centre.
Focused on the feeling from the dream and started seeing the light coming from everything around me again.
Today everyone was so kind. Had a couple of discounts while shopping for some stuff for the service.
All of the most important events took place at 11:11, 13:13, 17:17 or similar (again).
A friend told me not to forget my superpowers and to use them for making my journey easier.
When I came home, a drunk man stood out from the crowd. He came to me and mumbled something really cryptic, but I couldn't understand a word. Unpacked from the feeling of it, I think this is what he said: "Be careful. Well, you would be ok anyway, but still, it doesn't hurt to be careful."
Monday, October 3, 2011
Fun pk expeditions
Visited the AHHAA centre yesterday. Saw a lot of fun stuff to practice pk on.
Though, I wasn't in the zone there. Visited some meditation eggs and then attempted to shrink a waterspout and create a construct between my fingers that would be visible for the IR camera. Also attempted to sway corals in the fish tanks, influence fish with telepathy and attempted to create a construct to help me stay vertical in a tilted room. Had some small success with all of them, but on overall it didn't go too surprisingly well.
The ticket costs a lot, thus it would be fun to have some of that stuff at home =P.
Though, I wasn't in the zone there. Visited some meditation eggs and then attempted to shrink a waterspout and create a construct between my fingers that would be visible for the IR camera. Also attempted to sway corals in the fish tanks, influence fish with telepathy and attempted to create a construct to help me stay vertical in a tilted room. Had some small success with all of them, but on overall it didn't go too surprisingly well.
The ticket costs a lot, thus it would be fun to have some of that stuff at home =P.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Angel and butterfly
During the summer at the summerhouse, I saw the figure of an angel, made of wood spots on the ceiling. Have been working on the drawing recently. On the drawing, there's a butterfly sitting on the hand of an angel. There's been some synchronicity with the drawing.
Sister is also back from U.S. (home for a week already). She showed me a couple of drawings she had made a while ago. Angels, one of which looked like a self-portrait and the other .. a zoom-in of the drawing I've been working on.
Kevin came to visit us today. The girl who was with him asked why there was a butterfly on my table. I had totally forgotten there was one and said "It's part of the dust." Went to the kitchen maybe 10 minutes later and a butterfly flew in from the open window. Took me a few minutes to save it. I could get it to sit on my finger with empathy, but it was too nervous to get out and kept flying against the window.
Attended the first official meeting of a local newborn gamedev club. Deja vu, I've seen the meeting and met some of those guys before. It's going to be interesting when I return from service.
Sister is also back from U.S. (home for a week already). She showed me a couple of drawings she had made a while ago. Angels, one of which looked like a self-portrait and the other .. a zoom-in of the drawing I've been working on.
Kevin came to visit us today. The girl who was with him asked why there was a butterfly on my table. I had totally forgotten there was one and said "It's part of the dust." Went to the kitchen maybe 10 minutes later and a butterfly flew in from the open window. Took me a few minutes to save it. I could get it to sit on my finger with empathy, but it was too nervous to get out and kept flying against the window.
Attended the first official meeting of a local newborn gamedev club. Deja vu, I've seen the meeting and met some of those guys before. It's going to be interesting when I return from service.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Juniper and nettle
Drank juniper and nettle tea again yesterday evening, to purify blood and help against the acne. In addition, it also seems to clean the flow of psi. However, for me it has a couple of side-effects .. a wet dream and a pile of hunger the next day.
Meditating / sleeping while listening to music has an interesting effect. I end up staying in one place for longer than usually. Learning instruments by observing the artists or just exploring feelings and visiting places that are related.
Stepped into a "hole" again and dropped out of body while walking home. Felt pretty floaty at home too. Hm, it's warm and windy outside - maybe that's why I feel so floaty.
For the last few weeks, I've been seeing the 11:11 phenomena really often (pretty much each time I glance at the clock).
Meditating / sleeping while listening to music has an interesting effect. I end up staying in one place for longer than usually. Learning instruments by observing the artists or just exploring feelings and visiting places that are related.
Stepped into a "hole" again and dropped out of body while walking home. Felt pretty floaty at home too. Hm, it's warm and windy outside - maybe that's why I feel so floaty.
For the last few weeks, I've been seeing the 11:11 phenomena really often (pretty much each time I glance at the clock).
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Rainwalk
Two nights ago I couldn't sleep and ended up meditating for most of the time. I was so tired that when I closed my eyes, I snapped out right away, but I still couldn't sleep. Sushumna flame was pretty intense and strangely enough, lilac coloured. In it, I saw objects and situations that reflected my feelings. In the morning I thought it would be another zombie day, but I was wrong.
Due to a few sleepless nights, last night we went training with the guest. Had a nice deep-sleep night, feeling better refreshed in the morning.
10 *C and the sky looked clear this morning, so I didn't take my jacket with me (I'm glad I didn't, it would've become wet ;). Ended up walking home with it raining. Interestingly though, spherical raindrops stayed on my t-shirt (sort of like they would on a lotus flower) without getting me too wet. The water that was pouring down from my hair ran down my back under the t-shirt though.
Due to a few sleepless nights, last night we went training with the guest. Had a nice deep-sleep night, feeling better refreshed in the morning.
10 *C and the sky looked clear this morning, so I didn't take my jacket with me (I'm glad I didn't, it would've become wet ;). Ended up walking home with it raining. Interestingly though, spherical raindrops stayed on my t-shirt (sort of like they would on a lotus flower) without getting me too wet. The water that was pouring down from my hair ran down my back under the t-shirt though.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Happy
Finished another drawing: Evening flight.
Yesterday night I practiced sliding a roll of tape on the shelf while listening to some happy music.
After that, I practiced some Trataka on the mirror (just a random spot instead of my own reflection this time) and attempted to form a fog of light on the floor. During both of these, I felt and saw entities of light appearing around me. They left when a more gloomy song started playing.
Went to see other science theaters, with Mom today. A girl entered the room, who caught my attention. Due to working with computers a lot, I couldn't see very well and couldn't recognize her by face. Though, I knew who she was and telepathically told her to sit next to me. I was really blown when she did that. Felt a bit embarrassed for having done that without a reason.
Somewhere in the building where these science shows were held, there was a weird spot. When Mom stepped there, her ears locked and head started buzzing as if being hit with ultrasound or something. For me, walking through the spot caused nausea and made my head ache. Psi felt strange in that spot. There were lots of hi-voltage and hi-frequency machinery nearby and perhaps the metal dome was converging the electromagnetic waves or something? Or perhaps a Grebennikov's Cavernous Structures Effect?
Back at home I realized I had greatly underestimated myself again. "How could it even be possible for me to be pure enough to have these entities appear? Anyway, one day I will be. What? No, I am."
Watched Tron: Legacy again. Wow, last time I watched it, it didn't seem that awesome. This time I got really happy and psyched.
Yesterday night I practiced sliding a roll of tape on the shelf while listening to some happy music.
After that, I practiced some Trataka on the mirror (just a random spot instead of my own reflection this time) and attempted to form a fog of light on the floor. During both of these, I felt and saw entities of light appearing around me. They left when a more gloomy song started playing.
Went to see other science theaters, with Mom today. A girl entered the room, who caught my attention. Due to working with computers a lot, I couldn't see very well and couldn't recognize her by face. Though, I knew who she was and telepathically told her to sit next to me. I was really blown when she did that. Felt a bit embarrassed for having done that without a reason.
Somewhere in the building where these science shows were held, there was a weird spot. When Mom stepped there, her ears locked and head started buzzing as if being hit with ultrasound or something. For me, walking through the spot caused nausea and made my head ache. Psi felt strange in that spot. There were lots of hi-voltage and hi-frequency machinery nearby and perhaps the metal dome was converging the electromagnetic waves or something? Or perhaps a Grebennikov's Cavernous Structures Effect?
Back at home I realized I had greatly underestimated myself again. "How could it even be possible for me to be pure enough to have these entities appear? Anyway, one day I will be. What? No, I am."
Watched Tron: Legacy again. Wow, last time I watched it, it didn't seem that awesome. This time I got really happy and psyched.
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