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Thursday, July 5, 2007

First success at PK

Note: The actual date is unknown, so I picked a date that more-or-less fits.

I had been practicing PK for maybe 1 month + a week or so and I decided to try grounding and centering for the first time. I grounded myself before starting practicing.

Put up a block of notepapers on the corner of an old computer monitor. Made sure that all the windows and doors were closed. Put my hands close to it, got the feeling of the paper-block and induced the feeling of one of its corners leaning down. Nothing happened.

Grounded myself again, this time I felt a great psi pressure building up from my feet to the top of my head. I probably did this too fast, because it hurt my head a bit. The pain gradually went away and a fountain of psi formed out of the top of my head.

I tried PK once more and induced the feeling of a corner of the block of notepapers leaning down - I wanted the notepapers to drop to the floor. It twitched slightly, but it was difficult to make it move exactly how I wanted it to move.

I grounded myself again and this time the psi pressure was so great that I felt ground shaking under my feet. I tried again and this time got it move in the right direction. I managed to keep the previous feeling of moving it down and induced another feeling of it leaning down onto the previous one - it moved twice as much as it did before.

I pulled my hands away from the paperblock and tried again. To my surprise, I was able to lean the paperblock down just as I was able to do it with my hands (it was just easier to start with the hands first). I then took a few steps away from the block of papers and it still moved almost the same way. Couldn't get it to fall off the computer screen, but it moved down for about 1 cm.

I couldn't believe it, walked around in circles for a few seconds, opened all windows and inspected the movement of the paper-block again. It moved almost the same way it did with the windows closed - so, it could have been wind. As the windows were closed during the practice and the paperblock moved more-or-less the way I visualized it move, I guess I could call it my first successful attempt in PK.

After this day, I forgot to practice PK again. A few days later, I tried it on the curtains in the bathroom and I could still slightly move the curtains with my hands 1 cm away from them.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

First near-OBE

Note: Can't remember the date - just picked a random date as close to the actual event as possible.

I was really tired of a long and exhausting school day. I was so tired that I
was just staring at the mirror in front of my bed without any thoughts - nearly sleeping. After some 30 minutes of glaring into the mirror, I finally thought I should go to bed. I lied down on my back hoping that I would be able to meditate or something.

In fact, I fell asleep right away and had a strange dream: I was standing in darkness - there were only the dresser with the mirror and some friend of mine (couldn't recognize - it's just that he felt like a friend, but a stranger at the same time). He pointed at a memory of mine (my mother had told me that according to feng shui, there should be no mirrors in front of the bed) and remembered it to me.

I said: "I don't care, I can just cover it with a sheet of cloth. I don't need it anyway, because I'm the best mirror for myself." He was inspired by what I had said and wanted to give me a gift. He disappeared while I stayed in the same darkness and started having some weird sensations. I started hearing faint whizzing sound in my head. Slowly it became louder and after a while it felt like there was snow crunching in my head. The area that I felt and hear the sound and vibrations in, grew larger and larger. It slowly started to become unbearable. I was thinking - this can't be good, there must be something really wrong with my body. However, the friend told me not to worry and to just bear with it. It already felt as if my brain was boiling with my whole body shaking and I thought that there's probably coming white foam out of my mouth and that maybe there is something really messed up in my head.

I stopped it, entered my body real fast and ran a full check on everything starting from simple calculations and ending up with trying to move all of my muscles. My body was totally healthy and in fact, the body actually felt a lot better and healthier than ever before. This was simply one of the most weird experiences I had ever had. I googled the feelings in the next few days, found out that it was called OOBE or OBE. Googled for OBE and found PsiPog - it was a dream come true.

It took me 3 weeks or so to figure out that PsiPog was actually already abandoned though. There was a new forum that I found a link to: A Little Weird. Though, at the time of writing this, registration to the forum of ALW had been closed as well.