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Sunday, June 3, 2007

First near-OBE

Note: Can't remember the date - just picked a random date as close to the actual event as possible.

I was really tired of a long and exhausting school day. I was so tired that I
was just staring at the mirror in front of my bed without any thoughts - nearly sleeping. After some 30 minutes of glaring into the mirror, I finally thought I should go to bed. I lied down on my back hoping that I would be able to meditate or something.

In fact, I fell asleep right away and had a strange dream: I was standing in darkness - there were only the dresser with the mirror and some friend of mine (couldn't recognize - it's just that he felt like a friend, but a stranger at the same time). He pointed at a memory of mine (my mother had told me that according to feng shui, there should be no mirrors in front of the bed) and remembered it to me.

I said: "I don't care, I can just cover it with a sheet of cloth. I don't need it anyway, because I'm the best mirror for myself." He was inspired by what I had said and wanted to give me a gift. He disappeared while I stayed in the same darkness and started having some weird sensations. I started hearing faint whizzing sound in my head. Slowly it became louder and after a while it felt like there was snow crunching in my head. The area that I felt and hear the sound and vibrations in, grew larger and larger. It slowly started to become unbearable. I was thinking - this can't be good, there must be something really wrong with my body. However, the friend told me not to worry and to just bear with it. It already felt as if my brain was boiling with my whole body shaking and I thought that there's probably coming white foam out of my mouth and that maybe there is something really messed up in my head.

I stopped it, entered my body real fast and ran a full check on everything starting from simple calculations and ending up with trying to move all of my muscles. My body was totally healthy and in fact, the body actually felt a lot better and healthier than ever before. This was simply one of the most weird experiences I had ever had. I googled the feelings in the next few days, found out that it was called OOBE or OBE. Googled for OBE and found PsiPog - it was a dream come true.

It took me 3 weeks or so to figure out that PsiPog was actually already abandoned though. There was a new forum that I found a link to: A Little Weird. Though, at the time of writing this, registration to the forum of ALW had been closed as well.