Mindtrick experiments

Visualized dropping myself into the huge chunk of consciousness that I had been feeling separated from.

Bubbles of ego and fear started rising and burning away slowly. Tried to maintain focus on just swimming there in the huge pond of consciousness. Very thick and dense psi field and I was only at the edge of the pond. Eventually I lost consciousness into those big bubbles of hypnagogic imagery.

Had a dream, where I was in some sort of a school in Finland. Their teaching methods seemed considerably more effective than ours. Within the few hours that I spent asleep, the lecture spanned several subjects and in great detail. There was a lot of homework, though. Sighed about that.

Sighed about the same thing today when it turned out that I need to finish a presentation one week earlier. That's one out of 5 presentations that I need to deliver, in addition to other stuff. Well, it can't hurt.

The previous idea of not fighting cold and allowing it to spread out throughout the body might've worked but it didn't quite have the effect I had hoped for. I hoped I would stop feeling cold and that I would no longer catch cold. The latter part might have actually worked, but the former one doesn't seem to have.

Started testing a hypothesis: "If I feel cold, it's because I'm not radiating enough heat." From some strange perspective that every action has an equal and opposite reaction, it might be logical that if we're cold and we increase our heat output, the universe would react by causing us to feel warmer. Sounds crazy and absurd enough for me to roll the dice and try it. From a more spiritual point of view, it's an attempt to trick the mind and plant a reaction that makes sense. Often before I start to feel cold, psi channels shrink. With less psi running through the system, I catch cold more easily. The idea would be to widen the shrunken psi channels whenever I feel cold and use the psi flow to heat the body.

Visited the kitchen and noticed that when I relaxed, a juice package twitched slightly. Played with it a little.

New physics building?

Ate a lot before bed yesterday. Somehow eating meat and vegetables made me feel really good. A lack of protein and some minerals?

Had interesting dreams.

Arrived in a lounge room of some sort. Hadn't been there before. Sat down on a chair and just relaxed. In the meantime, I listened two professors discussing something about their research. Hadn't seen these professors before, either.

Just when I had relaxed and was enjoying just being there, an old friend showed up. Greeted him, said it's been a while and stuff. He was really excited and wanted to show something to me, so he asked me to come with him. Not sure I did. Wanted just to be and explore and that's probably what I did.

Ventured outside the building and looked around. Trees, plants, a building with a bezier surface that had a metallic finishing. The surface finishing was interesting, it didn't reflect sunlight the way one would expect metal to reflect (as if it had a rough relief in the microscopic scale or something). Checked the sign at the upper-right corner of the entrance wall. The sign was in Estonian .. some sort of a Physics building. I'm not aware of there being such a building anywhere nor it being built anywhere in the near future (10 years). The new physics building that is currently being built, pales in comparison to what I saw in the dream.

Woke up in some other body .. laptop had woken up on its own .. tried to shut it down. Took some time for it to shut down. Looked around. Not far to the left from the bed, there was a small table for schoolwork. Under the table, there was a desktop computer that I used more often than that laptop (looked Mac-ish?). Went back to bed - it's Sunday.

Swayed a hanging T-shirt a little with pk. Some small-scale synchronicity, manifestation and prediction.

Edit: Ah, also, the radiometer just stood there yesterday. Today it has been spinning okay, applied pk to speed it up a little.

Sister?

Sister went on a tour to Saaremaa with some guy.

Hmm .. 2 dreams related to sister.

First, I went somewhere but decided to turn around and go check if sister has already left. Found her laying in the snow next to home, unconscious. When I checked the surroundings more thoroughly, there was no snow anymore. It turned out that the stairs had broken and she had fallen, hitting her head on concrete. To me it seemed that she wasn't alright. She had all the memories, but she didn't seem to have any will. She just was .. without thoughts or emotions.

Next, sister went missing. I guess she was in the same condition as at the end of the previous dream. Dad and I went looking for her. It took me a while to pinpoint her location with my mind (her signal was very weak). Found her in the woods, enjoying the weather.

A bit strange that from the perspective of spiritual development, she seemed well .. better than she has ever been. Even in the dreams it occurred to me several times that she's happy and at peace with the way she is. Also, such a peace and meditative state of being is what I'm looking for .. so, why can't I let her have it?

There's one thing (one of the many) that I've wanted to post here. I don't know, when it happened, but I can't recognize my life (as well as the life of those around me). It has changed, as if I had woken up into a slightly different reality or something. I sure like it the way it is now, it's just that it's different. Haven't fully adjusted and become used to it yet.

Split-second lifetime

Tried Trataka on a small light source in the dark (reflection of projector clock). Eyes really started to hurt and water. The light source is dim enough and hasn't caused any problems before. Probably the new laptop with LED backlight has performed eye surgery again - didn't use an external monitor at work.

Had a dream, where me and some psionics friend were walking through a suburb of some sort. There were old broken buildings to our left and a fence to our right. The place felt a bit eerie and we were alert. I passed by the window of an old building and noticed that the whole floor of a small room was covered in small bones. The bones seemed remarkably clean white, as if glowing slightly. Told about my find to the friend, who was with me. He couldn't see anything there. When I looked back, neither did I. We were about to turn around the corner, but he decided to check it out one more time. Observed him observe the room. I didn't see a thing (he just walked there and back), but when he came back, he told me about his conversation with an entity there.

Although this dream was already taking place in a subtle layer of consciousness, it turned out that there were whole layers more subtle than this one. Each split-second in this dream world, at more subtle layers of our consciousness we were processing a lot of information.

As he had gone there and checked it out alone, the entity taught him what he needed to know and blessed him because he realized what was going on. He was given the task to then help me realize it as well.

As he described his experience, I realized that while I glanced over the bones, I also had had a several hours long session of discussions and learning. Gradually remembered what it was about. In the dream, I had been given all the wisdom I had wished for. Suddenly I saw everything differently and energy manipulation, levitation, teleportation, etc. .. all these had now become rather effortless.

It's exactly the same way in this material reality. Each split-second, each cubic femtometer is so tightly packed with information that we ignore daily. Sometimes the emergence of new info ripples as an anomaly in our surface mind. I wonder what and how quickly would we really learn if we learned to pay attention.

Somehow saw myself really small (simply the rest of me is a gigantic hole .. as if chomped away) in my mind today. I recognized my current self as just a dust particle of a gigantic object. No wonder I'm often not satisfied with what I'm able to do. It's actually more of a wonder that I've managed to do anything at all in the current form. If just a dust particle is almost able to live up to what it would expect of the whole gigantic being, then that must be some willpower. Visualized the part that I felt I was missing and touched it, tried to feel it and become it. It is so thick, dense and energy-packed that already touching it and somewhat feeling it seems like a great deal.

Yaay, 20 *C in sunlight. It was too hot to walk even with a fleece .. took it off and continued with just a T-shirt. Birds chirping pretty but no leaves on the trees, ice on the channel and just barely a hint of green grass.

Interesting shift of consciousness today. I was looking slightly upwards, towards the blackboard when consciousness snapped lower in such a way that the images from both perspectives were sort of blended together (fading transition between two camera angles or something). However, the body didn't move .. I moved, relative to the body reference frame. Hmm .. or the whole world moved in the reference frame of my consciousness..?

Yesterday morning I thought of teleporting next to the school building. A car came to pick me up from there. Anyway, I tried to acquire the feeling of the platform next to the school building. It troubled me that the feeling was the same as it was in autumn. I thought time should have made enough a difference. At least, when I compared the feeling with that of the town and that of my surroundings. A couple of times, the target became pretty vivid in the mind's eye. A couple of times, I became aware of the whole town for a split-second. Realized that from this sort of awareness, picking a target spot and time for teleportation wouldn't be difficult at all. A lot of people .. didn't increase the focus enough to teleport. However, when I arrived at the target spot on foot, I noticed that the feeling was indeed correct. It felt pretty much exactly the same as it did a few months ago .. as if nothing had changed there.

Guitar riff

Last night I had 2, no, 3 dreams, which stood out the most.

In the first one, grandpa celebrated his last birthday. A great feast at a restaurant. He performed magic tricks to the participants there. Didn't know he was into magic. He looked younger and active there. I didn't get the thing about him calling it his last birthday, because he looked a lot more healthy than I did.

I think it was the next day after the birthday party or something and we were playing video games at someone's place. The games were .. booring. Not sure how it happened, but I saw a band room somewhere (in a game or on TV, not sure). Entered it, took the electric guitar and started improvising. Someone else also came there and took another guitar. I guess the guitar transformed from a lead guitar into a bass guitar + lead guitar or something, from the moment I wanted to start lower than the guitar allowed for. Started with the bass guitar and ended with a lead guitar solo. I was really amazed at what came out. Wouldn't have guessed I had it in me. Haven't touched an electric guitar before.

I was at home. Looked out of the window. Very awkward clouds in the sky. At first, a large cloud looked like a guitar tab with spiders on it. Wanted to take a photo but couldn't find a camera. Started looking through my stuff and found a lot of electronic parts that I didn't know I had. Dad came in and pointed at the clouds. He also said the clouds looked weird. Spider-clouds, with a lousy 3d rendering. Could easily see the polygons. Some of them were even clipped to the frustum. A very typical dream, with the exception of spiders.

The grandpa dream reminded me of Criss Angel. So, I chose to watch the 9th episode of Believe with father. I had already seen it, but still dramatic moments caused geisting. Right before Criss was moved into the surgery room, some classical music started playing. It turned out that radio had suddenly started playing from another firefox tab.

Edit: Ah, right. Before arriving home, played around with wind a little. Flapped a flag while trying to keep the other flags motionless. Felt a tap on my neck by a strong gust of wind while it seemed otherwise quiet for the moment.

Pick your reality

A pretty wild dream.

There were 3 of us in an old barn building, when one of the guys indicated that there were soldiers around the building. Sneaked to a wall and peeked out. Recognized friends. One of them aimed a machine gun at the building. I told the others to run for it .. however, it didn't make any sense because there was nowhere to run. We were surrounded. The two were shot. I popped out of that place.

Woke up in what reminded me of the living room at the summerhouse. There was nobody there, except for a construct. The construct reminded me of my aunt, but the construct was not her, it was just a somewhat robotic presence in the room. It notified me that my escape was unsuccessful, because there were soldiers all around this building as well.

I did not want to engage in a fight. I was so tired of all those shooting and killing dreams. Thought "No! This is not my reality." Focused on what I thought was my reality. Noticed that there was no geisting that would've stopped me from applying full concentration. The field started to vibrate. The vibrations and noise became unbearably loud (just like OBE vibrations). As the vibrations grew, that reality fell apart into void .. as if sucked into me. A lot of alternate realities emerged, alternating at a high frequency. The vibrations and noise were still there. Some of these alternate realities had a different time frame (in some, there was a dark candle-lit room from the medieval ages, in some, there was the same summerhouse with slight differences).

Tried to remember the reality that I came from. Wanted to trace it back and out of the dreams. Couldn't remember. So, I just took what felt like the closest match. Kept moving focus towards the closest match. The closest match moved closer and closer to this reality. The image became sharper and sharper. That shelf, that wallpaper, that cabinet with flower growing on top. This reality was the brightest and the least gloomy. This one still had future. Woke up at 1 AM (just an hour of sleep).

Birch and stones

A first doodle the other day, with a graphic tablet.

Should study trees and water some more.

Guests

Had guests for a couple of days. Aunts + children came to Tartu.

Found it a bit tough to sleep. Recently I've noticed a lot of geisting when I relax. Wobbling in a dense field of psi at night, while other people are just 2 - 3 meters from me. Felt almost every thought and emotion that they had. Just couldn't sleep before the last guest fell asleep (and their clouds of thoughts were dissipated). In order to protect them against geisting, I maintained focus on the emptiness and bliss for almost the whole night. Dad expressed his curiosity on this strange feeling of calm and peace that night.

The morning before the guests, I sensed sister wake up. From the other end of the apartment, I could clearly tell she was pissed. It took about an hour of chatting, while focusing on staying calm. After that, her karma wore out and she felt more happy.

Yesterday evening my mood dropped a little, when aunt had bought a toy, broke it and turned to me "Hey, you fix it!" I did not want to do that, since I was certain she could do it as well. Anyway, a couple of unsuccessful attempts. Left for school and on my way there, the solution popped into mind. Aunt had all the know-how to do it, she just didn't want to. I found it amazing how the seemingly random events all fit together into the solution. Everything I messed up while trying to fix it + all the things that aunt said .. it wouldn't have worked without these.

A couple of days ago during a nap, someone appeared in my mind. After about a second of observing my blank mind, there was a loud and clear male voice: "Oh, you have nothing here". He then left the mind. I don't know what that was about, but it looks as if he were browsing minds, looking for someone with interesting thoughts. My mind happened to be blank during his visit.

Pretty often, a cloud of warm psi has risen from the left hand.

1000 emptiness

A 1000th post, yay!

For the past couple of evenings, I've been relaxing all muscles before bed. The first time I did that, it had an awesome effect. The next day I experienced sudden bursts of stress and then all of a sudden, there was emptiness. Experienced myself as emptiness and the stress as something other.

While focusing on the emptiness, the familiar cloud of heat appeared, spontaneous happiness and a feeling of calm and love.

Eye sight also seemed to have improved quite a bit already with the first go at muscle relaxation. Haven't needed that much sleep since then, either.

Before sleep last night, I listened to a tibetan singing bowls meditation instrumental. Picked a place on an island, where I wanted to spend the night and let the heavy focus rest on the place. As I relaxed on the place, a loud cracking sound appeared from an old CRT display near the bed. The crack was so loud that it must've woken the neighbours or something, in addition to startling me.

Last night I had a somewhat regular dream of sneaking past some security measures and into some sort of a building. Not sure how the dream ended, but when it did, I found myself aware.

I entered a wooden house. Uncle (the one, who passed away fairly recently) had been sleeping in a bed there. I had wanted to visit him to chat about something. Explained to him that I came from the future (time difference of 3.5 years roughly). Had a chat with him, can't remember what the discussion was about, though. One thing that amazed me about the state that I was in .. I was aware and remembered all of my past lives.

Eye-strain

Relaxed all the muscles + brain and eyes before bed last night. Pain was released from the eyes when I relaxed the eyes and the back of the brain.

No weird dreams. Experienced a massive computer game of sorts.

Ah, remembered that in the previous dream, the health specialist didn't warn me about the eyes that much, but more about some effects that eye strain causes to the brain.

I think I figured out what it was that caused eye strain. LED backlight driver probably lacks a low-pass filter, so that the backlight flickers with PWM. Due to this, brightness changes very sharply .. at such a high frequency that I can't see it, but it still affects the eyes. Cranking backlight brightness to maximum helped increase the duty cycle and made it less strainful.

Mounted a monitor on the wall at eye-height. This one also has CCFL backlight. Haven't encountered sudden exhaustion today.

Health specialist

Last night in a dream I was approached by a health specialist of some sort. He blessed me with a long lecture of how wrong my habits were. That my eyes wouldn't last very long if I continued like that.

So, made the wallet a lot lighter today. Can now attach a monitor to the wall and look straight, instead of always bending the neck and then struggling with the reflection from the ceiling lamp.

Energy coherence

Meditated before bed. Focused on the two ends of the body (bottom of the feet and the top of the head). Applied a stasis at those areas.

At first, the body was vibrating at a variety of different frequencies, each with different phase and there seemed to be a lot of noise.

This stasis, however, seemed to have fixed the two ends so that the energy in the body started bouncing back and forth between the bottom of the feet and the top of the head. It seemed to have formed a self-amplifying standing wave of energy. The amplitude and energy density increased until I decreased the focus at the ends. Decreasing focus seemed to have reduced the reflectivity, allowing more of the energy to dissipate from the body again.

The whole thing reminded me of how lasers work.

Didn't have any dreams. Spent the whole night in a half-dream state, testing something.

Burden

Took a hike in the dreams last night. The first checkpoint was in around 30 km or something. Left almost everything in the van. Some others asked me why I didn't take the coat. I replied that I won't be needing it. It'll be warm while I'm moving anyway.

It was a lot of fun going through the woods like that. Though, once we reached the checkpoint, most of us had abandoned walking .. we were more like flying and pulling trees for acceleration.

We reached the first checkpoint. The next task was to circle around a tower. The only catch was that there was no tower, it hadn't been built yet.

Before we got to the next task, a friend reached the checkpoint. He was about to give up. He couldn't carry his burden any longer. His burden looked like a large wagon packed with stuff. I looked at it and realized that we need all of that stuff for the last checkpoints. From that moment onwards, there was no hike for us anymore. He started taking stuff from his wagon, saying he didn't need them. I tried to explain to him why it wouldn't make sense to only take pieces of the whole thing .. it wouldn't work. Not sure what it was in the wagon, but he took out some bulb diodes or transistors and a transformer there.

Since then, I noticed that I also had a burden .. fancypants. Some heavy winter pants, which had the tendency to fall off. Had trouble making the pants ready for the next hike. Couldn't remember having even taken these pants with me, however.


In other words, I wasn't ready to let go of my burden. I thought I was.

A night earlier, I had a dream where a bunch of us were back in time, on a battleground or something. We knew there was a big explosion (nuke?) about to take place, so we took cover. When we stood up, there was some sort of a building or train at where the explosion had taken place. Guards were next to it. Both the building and the guards were slightly out of phase or something. They were translucent and their rounds went through me. Ran and leaped into the building or train or whatever it was (wide as a building, long and moving as if a train). The place was packed of soldiers thinking of their family, knowing they might not return (or were they with them .. couldn't tell the difference .. anyway, that's what the environment felt like). Walked it through, compartment by compartment and grew more stressed. The more I spent my time in there, the more I grew into phase with that reality. I didn't want to be there. However, it took me pretty long to find a window. Flew out through the window with a sense of relief that I made it out.
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Helped an old lady cross the road (although we did it in the wrong place). After that, she said she got 91 yesterday. Wished her luck .. I was a little surprised, because she didn't look that old.

There were some dry chunks at the bottom of a coconut milk package in the fridge (sister's stuff). Sometime today I wondered if I could taste it. Well, I could've asked her if I had really wanted to taste it. However, in the evening when I opened the fridge, it took off and bounced around the floor. Didn't want to thrash the chunks that were on the floor. Picked them up and ate them. A weird way for the subconscious to fulfil stray thoughts.

Today morning I had also thought of rice. Wanted to eat rice. Back at home in the evening, I remembered having seen a pot on the stove. Found that sister had made rice. Nice.. :P

Resonance

Went to bed while listening to some singing bowl meditation music. Some time later, I suddenly felt a strong urge to take the earplugs off as quickly as possible. Something didn't feel right.

In some half-dream state, I experienced the golden-yellow light again. Mind had a reflex of retreating from it in order to store the memories in the material world. Occasional burning heat and/or pain near the bindu on top of the skull.

Back in the half-dream state, I experienced the inner-workings of some sort of a vimana (from the good old times of some previous civilizations). There was this craft in complete darkness and some sort of a "robotic" being nearby, for guidance or answering questions. An interesting feeling, but I retreated in order for the physical body to remember the experience. Remembered that it was all about sound vibrations and resonances (resonance with itself, resonance with the space-time around it).

Encountered a big tree with a deep sawn stripe. The stripe looked old. I was confused .. one decides to take a large tree down, then stops midway and leaves the tree into the wind. The tree was right next to a pedestrian road and an apartment block. There's a chance that when a storm breaks it down, the tree might crash into the apartment block. A strange design, I thought.

From Queer Dreams:
The colleague was forced to take a vacation. Three ambulance calls in a row. Diagnosis unknown. Probably work stress got him. Suggested meditation, which he didn't want to accept.

Edit: Felt tired, laid back in bed, listening to this one:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42S9JFpASs0
At some moment, I experienced someone hitting my forehead with a club. When they did, there was the sound of a tibetan singing bowl being hit. Realized I had become one with the bowl. Still, these vibrations felt as if they were in the skull, stimulating the 3rd eye.

Fell asleep and woke up and visited the kitchen for a few cookies. As I did so, walking seemed a little strange. Felt pretty floaty. There's also a sensation of something burning in the head. The smell of something hot (as if a short-circuited chip) + a faint smell and taste of moxa.

Remembered that on Saturday I found the smell of something sweet being manifested. It got triggered twice on some specific thought.

Want to .. what?

Dreams have become boring again lately.

Have been focusing on a deck of cards every now and then, trying to sway it enough with pk for it to fall over. Barely any movement yet.

For the past few days, I haven't felt too well about eating. Shall clean the channels.

This weekend I occasionally felt bored. I've forgotten what I used to feel like to not do work. Already checked the forum, already checked Facebook, checked mail, checked a few comics for updates, ate, slept. Didn't feel like playing games nor watching anime. Didn't feel like practising pk either. So I just sat there, listening to music. It's been a while since the last time I did that.

Various dreams

In one of the dreams yesterday morning, I was about to prepare for resting .. for some reason, inside a stone garden wall or something. I had prepared a nice hole in there. However, once I tried to step in, I found it a bit too tight .. nah, good enough for the sleep. Then, a few schoolmates / colleagues appeared, in need of my help. Postponed my sleep activities and helped them.

I have to admit that I actually enjoy performances. Replaced a colleague in giving a practical yesterday. This made me happy with a nice rush of psi.

A startlingly loud snap from an old PC monitor in the corner yesterday.

Felt tired and went to bed early yesterday evening (a lot of less-sleep nights). A lot of different dreams.

In one of these, I observed someone replacing the foot of an android robot. The old one had broken early, so the engineer (a woman) took a more expensive material, machined the parts and assembled it. To me, the old material looked as if more sturdy and more endurable (steel or titanium or something). The new material was black, looked like cheap plastic. However, obviously there was something about it that made it difficult to machine, because all the edges looked rough. But it worked and performed better than the previous material. I think it might've been carbon of some sort.

Near the workshop, there was an entity or a person describing the properties of different materials. Can't remember much of this detailed hi-tech discussion. Tho, while comparing copper to an improved conductor material, he said something about the structure of copper adjusting to another conductor on contact. Thin oxide layer, or perhaps the effect of welding? The improved material, however did not have these problems.

A dream in a virtual reality. Observed how the occlusion technology works in the graphics engine there. Satisfied with a demo of occlusion with some debug overlays of what I think also showed the grouping of batches of geometry with similar materials. Left for my room. The room was different from what I'm occupying right now. It was still nice. A small bridge construct on the bookshelf caught my attention. Observed it, patted it and found myself fascinated by the accuracy of the physics engine. The bridge was different from any bridge I've seen so far. Basically it consisted of ropes or strings that made knots around vertical wooden cylinders. When weight was applied on a wooden cylinder, it depressed slightly, while the knots became tighter and held the cylinder in place more tightly. This gave the bridge a soft look and feel, while it was actually pretty strong, supported a lot of weight and vibrations. Amazed, I wondered who had come up with such a design.

Stepped further into the room. To my right, there was an open door to sister's room. Sister was playing piano. About 1.5 or 2 meters from the piano chair, there was a quarter-circle of small statues .. as if listening her play. Statues of knights, as I noticed when I put forth more effort trying to determine what they were. Right next to the door, on the right, there was a lamp. Decided to step through the door and greet her. Noticed that the door frame had become really thin, so that I could barely fit my belly through (didn't know I even had a belly). As I stepped through the door sideways, left foot first, the lamp flickered heavily.

A pretty odd place (foreign building, foreign rooms, not crowded or cluttered as our rooms are now). Everything looked clean.

Obviously there was some energy work involved somewhere between the dreams. Felt very floaty until I got tired, got a headache (not used to the psi intensity yet) and then stress from thin air started to kick in. Somewhere from between the dreams, I remember a lot of heat and a psi flow so strong and the noise so loud that I .. must've lost consciousness or something.

Golden arrow through the heart

Found a neat motivation for focus practice. Transferred some bitcoins into my peercoin wallet. Then realized that I can't remember the password to the encrypted wallet. So, yesterday I focused on remembering what it was that I changed in the password when I entered it.

Somewhere in the process of digging up those memories, I found a hole at my heart chakra. The edges of the hole were pretty painful. Slowly warmed them with focus. At some moment, something burst and a strong stream of golden light pierced the body at the heart chakra. The experience relieved the pain, while being painful at the same time.

A very detailed dream.

I was walking somewhere again. Noticed that a young girl on a bicycle seemed to be following me. When I stepped aside and stopped, she bumped into me. Enjoyed her company, however, she was too young to be more than a friend.

I had been watching the clouds for some time and had concluded that reality check fail there. Pointed at the clouds and told her about it. Once I did that, the otherwise scattered clouds merged together and formed a tornado. Considered that very awkward, since tornadoes aren't supposed to be forming in Estonia.

Anyway, 2 of these things formed and started tearing the buildings. The tornadoes seemed to be headed towards us.

The girl's dad was leading some sort of an evacuation. He was on a boat on the river, which runs through the town. Even though he was several kilometres away, he was right next to us and we could see him on the boat, hear him shouting and stuff. While we were still at another edge of the town.

People, the girl as well as her father looked nervous. I was just .. calm, observing what was going on.

The dream was very detailed and realistic, but the clouds gave it away. Thus, I knew I could fly, walk through the walls and stuff. However, the dream dissolved soon after I stepped through a thick brick wall and glanced at some electric devices on the walls..

Fading?

Realized I couldn't recognize iMm0rTa1 anymore. His latest posts felt foreign.

Attempted to clean him of some dark blob of psi. Visualized sending a bright yellow ball of energy, after which, his feeling sort of came back. Immediately after departing with this bright yellow ball of energy, I felt hunger and stomach started growling.