Accidental shopping

Visited the shop to buy some food while on my way back home from the office.

A few hours later, mom came home. She found that I had also bought the exact same kind of juice. Then she found that I had bought the same kind of potatoes (just more of them). Since she had mentioned that we should buy more potatoes and juice the previous day, we thought it was just a nice coincidence.

Some time later I was checking what mom was cooking in the oven. It was some kind of a Texas schnitzel which I hadn't tried before. Which was also exactly the same as I had bought. Both of us were surprised as I pulled out the other package from the fridge.

Avatar of strands

Received a letter from my neighbour today. Two Christmas cards, one with some awesome dark and mysterious poetry, the other for Mom.

Dad visited with a cake on Sunday. While we were chatting, I practised maintaining a clear mind. At some point, there was a really loud cracking sound. We were all startled, and started to wonder what might've broken. I thought it was the tea jug, but it turned out to be just a strand of hair on the external surface of the jug. The strand of hair legit looked like a crack in the glass.

I failed to find anything else which might've produced the sound.

I think it was Monday evening that I analyzed what it was that sometimes made me feel disgusted about the human body. Some time at night I realized that it was basically something akin to karma accumulated in the body. So it wasn't the human body itself which triggered disgust, I think it was more the non-physical things which had been stored in the body. Moreover, these things themselves were also not disgusting, but rather the thoughts, memories or interpretations which for me associated to these.

In a sense, the body (or any object, for that regard) could be likened to a shelf of mental constructs. Or to an avatar which represents a plethora of concepts. I remembered that I could refresh my avatar simply by concentrating on the feelings which I wanted it to portray.

During the past couple of days, I've been pumping psi up the central channel. Developed a headache at first, again. The heat has also increased quite a bit, and last night I must've had too much energy to sleep through the night. From about 2 AM to 5 AM or so, I kept turning sides, hoping that I would fall asleep again.

Synchronicities

Today morning I replied to someone on Discord. That someone was offline, and I remembered that they usually disable ping when they reply to someone else. I wondered if it had been a mistake not to disable ping. Some time later they woke up and apologized that for some reason Discord had not shown the ping.

It has happened several times already that someone thinks of pinging me on Discord, and I randomly stumble upon and respond to their question before they manage to ping me. On one of the servers, people used to joke that it's enough to just type my nickname into the text somewhere and it would be enough for me to see it. And no, I usually miss most of the messages because there's simply too much to read through all of it.

Today I had been away from the computer for a couple of hours. The moment I arrived at the computer, someone sent a MAL friend request. I got to accept it before they had the time to tell me that they did.

Dream: Flying object

A dream which stood out a bit. There was some strange background music, so I was wondering what was going on. I thought that obviously there would have to be something scary or creepy somewhere, but I just couldn't see it. There was someone with me, and they pointed towards the sky. There was some kind of a tiny object circling around above the stable.

I looked at it, found that it was easy to manipulate with psychokinesis. Had it descend, picked it up and played with it for a while.