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The goal of this blog is to motivate myself and others for further practice as well as provide details that might explain what's going on..


Sunday, February 27, 2011

I am number 5

Watched "I am number 4" today morning. It was great, although a bit shallow. Really good for the first episode of a series, which I'm hoping it will be. It sparked some ideas, but I think film industry is pretty much closed to any discussions. =P Have to manifest it according to these ideas.

Pk was awesome and the film had an interesting plot, unlike Push, in my opinion. I really loved the camera-flights, pk-stunts and fighting. It felt very real. Watching these camera-flights felt as if I had mastered levitation and was flying on my own =D..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_hFOpGDvrY
  

This bed accident at night has me tired. Slept for a couple of hours.

Tried owltwelve's suggestion on visualizing myself sitting on the ceiling while actually sitting on the floor. I have tried this before, but for some reason, I had stopped practicing it. The feeling of being pulled towards the ground degraded, but I didn't levitate yet. Found that just looking at the ceiling had a similar effect.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Googelismus

It happens pretty often that I want to google something and yet I don't know what. This time I felt like googling for something spiritual, just went with the flow of the feeling and typed in "dhali". It felt like it had something to do with India (which I really like). It seems it's a small town in India, though, couldn't find any pictures on it .. there's really not much info on it. Found that there's a temple nearby - Palani. Well, yeah, now I've googled something random and I don't have a clue what to do with it .. =D

Have been meditating while listening to KPM Music again. It seems that I'm becoming more used to these psi flows again, as I no longer feel as dizzy as before.

I also wanted to note that there haven't been any snapping noises or flickering lights recently.

Woke up in the middle of the night, because I was falling through the bed with the mattress. Set the mattress support ribs up again. I don't have a clue how that happened, because I would have had to lift the ribs, tilt them and then push them down in order for anything similar to happen. Since there's a mattress constantly applying weight on the ribs, I don't know how these ribs could be lifted like that. Another way would be to phase these ribs through the bottom of the bed frame. <\me scratches head>

Went back to bed, but couldn't get back to sleep right away. The construct that was applying pressure on the top of the head had become so strong that it felt like I was physically squeezing my brain. So, I let go of it and built another one .. this time around the spinal channel.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Absorptive meditation

Found this page: http://www.greatwesternvehicle.org/experientialjhana.htm
It's quite inspiring and describes absorptive meditation pretty well.

Meditated for about 30, I think. I got to the point where I was filling up with really pleasurable tingling .. quite difficult to put up with. There was a bottleneck somewhere around the stomach. Took something to eat, still buzzing with pleasure all over.

Had another successful attempt at summoning people with telepathy / empathy. The lady at the reception desk was missing again. I wanted to give a key in case someone comes asking for it. Spent a few minutes waiting for her. Then I sent the feeling that someone's waiting at the desk. At the same moment, a door opened and there she was. Handy =)

It seems that the cold bubble over Estonia is dissolving. First clouds had appeared by today evening and all of a sudden it's gotten warmer by 10 degrees Celsius. It was almost constantly -22 *C for quite a few weeks.

Remembered that before falling asleep yesterday night, I smelled incense in the air. But when I attempted to find out where it came from, I couldn't locate any source. The air was just normal and nobody had lit an incense stick. I went to bed again and a few seconds later the smell of incense was back again. It seemed like it had formed in my nose or something.

Meditated again and my mind kept filling up with dreams. Took another meditation session while listening to KPM Music (features some startling moments every now and then). I was constantly leaning towards an OBE (due to really intense psi flow through the body) and the startling moments snapped me back.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Sigilized

Started drawing sigils yesterday evening. It would be fun to get the image so full of sigils that it looks mysterious and complicated and then set it as wallpaper or something. Perhaps multiple sigils with the same wishes.

Finally received the gym lock. At first I lost the key, then found that the lock was missing. Ordered a new one and it arrived 3 weeks later than it was supposed to. I think they had to order it again, as the order got lost or something.

I think I geisted a network failure again. This was a nice opportunity to test the idea that popped to mind yesterday evening. After waking up, I had imagined a password and a wireless access-point name. "kitty" came to mind; then I thought that there should be a number as well .. 5 came to mind. What access-point? "Linksys". Well, in reality, there was no access-point named "Linksys" even though there previously had been one (I went off memory). There was "linksys5" and "kitty5" was not long enough for that one - so, I added "27" at the end of it. Now it would've been awesome if it would've worked .. it didn't =D. Managed to get our own access-point working again a some time later.

Edit: Something strange has happened though. Every time I come home, laptop tries to connect to an access point of the neighbors even though I have the following rule set for it: "never connect automatically".

It's a free day and I took it free. Visited gym, slept for 3 hours and realized just how tired I actually am. I felt like sleeping for a couple of days in a row. Sister wanted to show me another Juicy Living video on youtube.

Meditated some. Focusing on the Bindu point caused such a strong flow of psi that it hurt. There might be some new blockages again..

We were about to embark on a journey in the dreams. It was about 10 km of hiking into a cool and isolated place. The only remnant of colonization there was an abandoned gasoline station. It took us about 2 days to pack our stuff and get ready (3 h + a night of dreaming). We started walking, and some moments later I woke up.

It's interesting how time flies faster in the dreams and slower when we are "awake". Wouldn't this mean that we are on higher frequencies while dreaming? When one has a bad dream and wakes up like "whew, it was just a dream," wouldn't they actually be falling back to a backup realm that's slower and more stable?

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Data filtering

Stumbled on a man attempting to revive a drunk man lying on the ground while I was walking home. Actually, both of them were drunk, one was just unconscious. They were obviously friends and I observed them for some time, curious whether he wakes up or not. Even though I was already walking past them. A young boy walked past me. I said my thoughts out loud: "I wonder if we should call for an ambulance or not."

The moment I said that, I realized that he wasn't there. For that boy, I didn't exist as well as these drunk men didn't exist either. His subconscious mind filtered it all out for him. He looked like a complete zombie, I couldn't sense any thoughts, any feelings, nothing. He probably didn't remember any of it a minute later.

That's what I thought would have also happened when owltwelve teleported. They wouldn't notice if anyone teleported or levitated or whatever because they believe that it's impossible. They believe it so deeply that it has become completely automatic.

Anyway, that man was having trouble waking his friend up. I went back and called the ambulance.

While debugging the hardware and software of the prototype board again, I sometimes felt close to becoming frustrated. However, I found it fascinating that I was feeling anxious and tired, but all of these feelings were actually made up of the feeling of pleasure all over my body. It was just so intense that it could be interpreted as strong discomfort. Almost like all my cells are constantly tingling, making it difficult to stay still. It just feels too good to be pleasant.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Another dream of flying

Chris Zanetti has uploaded a video of his pk practice on ping-pong balls and it was really inspiring.

It was too late for active practice or meditation, so I went to sleep instead. Had a cool pk dream again where I was flying around, through walls and objects and doing some other stuff that I can't remember very well.

Watched the Grant Morrison's video that owltwelve posted on the forum for the second time (with sister and dad). This probably got reflected in that dream as well. I was observing someone with murderous thought patterns and after a while, we merged (became one person). Unhealthy thought patterns slowly started dissolving and self-control was improving. Once I felt completely merged, I went ahead and enjoyed flying around, phasing through walls and doing some more crazy things. There was someone observing me while I was doing this, maybe it was him, I can't remember.

I had been focusing on a feeling or thought through the dreams. This feeling resulted in a list of names popping up before me. It was a list of whom people usually associate themselves with while walking a spiritual path. The first one was Buddha, followed by 6 (can't be sure though) totally foreign names (non-Earthly names that had been expressed in our local characters). Got the impression that once one has become enlightened, they begin to associate themselves with someone who has already progressed another step ahead.

While listening to some KPM Music on youtube, I remembered a feeling that had popped up at a classical music concert. It was a feeling that described the essence of life, why we're here and what for. The feeling lasted for maybe 10 minutes or more and then dissolved again.

For the last couple of days, the moments of feeling weightlessness have been slightly more frequent. While crossing the pedestrian bridge, I look at the frozen river below and feel both myself and the river. Then I visualize there being no bridge as if it were just an illusion. This induces a feeling of levitating at the height of the bridge. At the point where the bridge starts to descend, I start to feel really light with my feet barely touching the bridge.

It's also interesting that when I look at the ground, I feel it wobbling and I feel myself become lighter, heavier, lighter, heavier as the ground feels wobbling / bending slightly. When I look away from the ground, then the strength of this feeling degrades. Looking at the sky also induces a feeling of levitation.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Heating up

Listened to music and meditated on the feeling of pleasure that I felt in my body. Psi pressure inside the head and on the 3rd eye increased rapidly. I was breathing through the Pingala and my left hemisphere started heating up fast with some experiences of jolts or warps in the psi density field around my head. There were areas where the feeling of pleasure was localized. I visualized them expanding and encompassing the whole body.


While writing this, I feel cold under the skin and warming up from the inside. The heat seems to be coming from the head and spreading downwards.


In the meanwhile, father came into the room, amazed at what the weather was doing. It seems that there's a totally silent cold bubble over Estonia that bounces off cyclones and redirects hot air flows. Everything goes around the circle that's surrounding us. Interesting..


I've recently begun to like flower pictures (since I stumbled upon a lotus image on wikipedia page on detachment). I like looking at them, feeling the purity and love in their essence. Here's a happy white lotus: http://www.sanghatasutra.net/white_lotus.jpg =).

I think that this feeling of pleasure in the body might have come from a gym visit today morning. I haven't focused on it earlier, because it felt so good it could be considered annoying.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Emotional thrashing

Due to gathering some Kundalini energy a couple of days ago, it's leaking out faster and has become more difficult to keep losing any of it along with some Bindu fluid. Woke up early because of that.

I wanted to sleep some more before the alarm rings. I closed my eyes and while directing energy up the spine, into the head, I suddenly started seeing with my eyes closed again. It was cool, because I could see everything a lot more detailed than before. I could clearly make out tiny details on the wallpaper that I was facing with my forehead. Analyzed the experience and the image seemed to have penetrated the skull and brain with a focal point somewhere at the center of the brain. Although I've been tagging this together with auric sight, it looks different.

Saw some dreams again and the alarm rang. Though, when it did, I thought of stopping it and continue sleeping as I had set the alarm early anyway. Picked mobile phone up and the screen went white. Something crashed bigtime and I didn't have to stop the alarm manually.

I think I was thrashed with emotions today. After sitting next to someone slightly frustrated, I started experiencing what I've called an ego slap so far. People on the street were giving me weird looks, one random lady shouted something nasty in Russian at me, which I'm glad I couldn't understand =D. Got it under control again a couple of hours later.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Relax..

Visited the gym today and it was somewhat exhaustive (it tires me easily when I don't have the time to go there often enough). Spending all days in school, building, coding and testing subsystem prototype doesn't leave much for gym, meditation and pk practice.


Came home and just relaxed / meditated, listening to music. Micro-pk-ed 3 songs in a row and in the intended order.

With each day I feel I'm understanding more and more of Rich's theory (see a couple of posts back). When I look at this material world from a sand-box-like perspective, it becomes easier to perform pk and manifest situations. Also, it's starting to make sense why people would have made such agreements for realizing this world. It's safe and stable .. like a nursery and yet it's so detailed and perfect that it makes me feel proud. This is all what father has been telling me for years already and I didn't get it before .. had to realize it myself.

Dad's mind was clouded in thoughts at the department store. I had already asked him one question twice. It didn't get through. So, I semi-subconsciously created a construct in his head. He immediately turned around and asked: "What?" He looked a bit surprised and confused about the way I was communicating with him.

Manifestation

Saw an old classroom that I've never seen before at our school building. During the whole lecture, I was getting feelings and images of the room and lecturer. That room felt out of place - like a world inside a bigger one and almost totally isolated from it.


Meditated and rose psi density around the Bindu point. Kept it at the level where it felt slightly uncomfortable (dizzy), but in control. I felt dizzy because it felt as if everything around me became quite unstable, started wobbling and phasing. When I started seeing dreams, I opened my eyes and practiced trataka on the mirror image of my body and continued meditating when I felt like it again. It felt pretty good.


Since I wanted to show these video clips (the ones on the previous blog entry) to sister really bad and it seemed like dad would arrive late in the evening again (can't watch them with the whole family), I summoned sister to the kitchen. I intended on her coming to the kitchen, asking me about these video clips. A couple of seconds later, sister walked into the kitchen and started talking about some videos she had wanted to show me. Being really excited, I cross-talked her and said that I wanted to show her a couple of video clips.


Showed these video clips to sister and I noticed that she became more tense while watching some parts of them. Stuff snapped really frequently and loud around us when that happened.


I noticed some more weird stuff happening. After clicking pause and then thinking of clicking play after some buffering, it started playing before I managed to reach for the mouse. While watching the second video clip, either the mouse moved on its own or the progress bar at the bottom just appeared for a few seconds. I had thought something like: "how long was it?" a minute or so before that happened. I think I was geisting too =).


Manifested a song from the playlist I was listening to. Just as a sidenote.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Milarepa

Watched "A kid from Tibet" and "Milarepa" (2006) yesterday evening. Discussed on some enlightenment-related subjects with father and sister. Before going to sleep, I watched the following u-tube videos as well (many thanks to owltwelve for finding these):

Naruse Masaharu explains yoga: 

Rich2150x explains his theory of how universe works:

After seeing "Milarepa", which already triggered the feeling of urge for meditation and enlightenment, the two video clips deepened it further.

Had an interesting night after that. I slept, but without dreams. It was more like a 5 hours long meditation session on watching over myself and feeling myself sleeping.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Feeling weird

I'm tired from these busy days and was feeling pretty weird today. Lost a lot of energy in a deep sleep yesterday morning and perhaps cold chakras and channels are the cause for feeling weird. Actually, in addition to just feeling weird, I have had occasional headaches today.

At random moments, I started feeling a pull out of the body. While walking home today evening, the regular push behind my back disappeared and I was suddenly pulled to my right. It felt similar to how I think it would if one lost their sense of balance with the exception that I was still walking straight and didn't fall over. The pull was extraordinarily strong though and it took effort to walk towards my left.

While crossing the pedestrian bridge on my way to school today morning, it suddenly felt weird in the crown chakra and I felt being pulled up from the crown. It felt like almost levitating for a short moment.

Attempted pk on the match head again. Couldn't get any sparks off it, but the waves of psi had become so well visible that it was even more confusing than before. Every time I focused on the head of the match, well visible streams of psi appeared before my eyes, triggering the typical reaction of something coming too close to the eyes.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Attempt on a match

Attempted to light a match by focusing a lot of psi together into a small dense point (on the head) and programming it with the visualization of fire and lots of heat.

I started seeing what I thought was smoke at first, but then realized it's psi. It has become so easily visible that it can be a bit confusing sometimes. Then, at some point I started seeing tiny sparks on the surface of the match head. Well, it didn't light up yet, but I think these matches have gathered moist or something .. as they lit up really slow the other day.

Edit: I just lit that match manually a couple of days later and there was quite a lot of water moving down the match, boiling.

Sister showed an interview with Drunvalo Melchizedek:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6aGCmoWtgY 

This put me thinking about the reason I was born and motivated me for some more frequent meditation sessions again.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

An "old" experience

Busy days..

I'm itching for pyrokinesis, can rolling and levitation practice. There just isn't enough time for these during the upcoming days (satellite stuff).

This happened a few days ago, but the more I think about it, the more interesting it seems. I wanted to practice Trataka on a candle, took a couple of candles and a matchbox. I had the feeling that I could light a match with pyrokinesis, but I simply ignored it as I really wanted to get started with Trataka already. Stroke a match against the edge of the matchbox. Nothing happened. Stroke again. Nothing happened.

Then I gave a suspecting look at the match. Match head didn't begin to glow. I thought: "Why doesn't it light up?" At exactly the same moment, the head of the match started glowing from the center, lit up and the match burned out real quick. I had to blow it out, but as I did that, I also blew out the candle =(. So, I took another match and the same thing happened - it took seconds for it to light up and it wasn't at first even glowing at the spot that I stroke with.

That's what I want to try again.

At higheriam's table, Wyrm asked who had deep blue and who red energy. I thought he meant the colors that energy appeared on the video feed and said: "Sometimes when I push on it, it becomes deep blue and when I relax, it becomes red." Though, he had meant the color of the energy not the color it caused on the camera pixels.

While meditating before going to sleep, I received an image of myself from the outside. The upper half of my body was red and the lower half deep blue. So, I thought I had perhaps become somewhat polarized and started evening it out.

Ah, sister has uploaded her UFO video, here.

After seeing higheriam's table a few times, I remembered that I had an old figure of an Indian god somewhere and I could practice the same thing the yogi had practiced. I couldn't remember how the figure looked like, but by focusing on it, it became more and more clear over time. When I could remember enough details, I found it was Ganesha. It blew my mind when I found out what his tasks were (from wikipedia):
Ganesha is Vighneshvara or Vighnaraja, the Lord of Obstacles, both of a material and spiritual order. He is popularly worshipped as a remover of obstacles, though traditionally he also places obstacles in the path of those who need to be checked. 

This is exactly what I have been struggling with lately. Feeling me put up obstacles for myself. Whether it's locking the psi-wheel while I'm trying hard to move it or distractions (like someone calling, people chatting on MSN) when I least need them. So, I figure that meditating on that figure could have a profound effect on my pk and spiritual path in general.

My Ganesha has grown into a jungle of plants on the shelf. 

Monday, February 7, 2011

Dream-geisting

Practiced pk on a psi-wheel again at higheriam's place yesterday evening. Managed to move the paper psi-wheel quite ok at first, but then at some point I noticed that I had still locked the wheel. Had locked it even though I had been using minimal psi densities (see the theory I posted a couple of posts ago). At least it was responsive and sensitive for quite a long period.

At some point I started to feel the effects of my slightest feelings. I was shielding the psi-wheel movements similarly to how I did on the rolling can to avoid it falling off the table. This shield seems to automatically pop up when I get excited or nervous about something. It has the characteristics of bouncing physical objects off of it. Which is what I had intended on the rolling can practices, but the same thing happened with the psi-wheel. I was turning one of its edges and at some point, it seemed to have hit an invisible barrier and bounced back.

Treasure Hunter and Owltwelve came in and we tried to move the paper psi-wheel together. Only some slight twitching, but the shields seemed to be pretty strong even after me visualizing them dissolving for a couple of hours.

Had a few interesting experiences yesterday night. I meditated, went to sleep and saw some regular dreams. Then, ::click:: and I was on higheriam's table, moving the psi-wheel. At some point I realized that I was geisting and saw few random dreams again. Then it happened once more.

I felt being present near the psi-wheel and saw it clearly. It felt like an OBE or really strong empathy through remote-viewing. Though, I couldn't see its surroundings at all (the rest was like all covered in a dark mist or something).

Feel tired today and couldn't get the feeling of psi-wheels spinning as well as yesterday. Got to meditate again. Started feeling that "motor" or "pump" of energy again while meditating yesterday.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Pleasant day

Forgot to mention it in the previous post, but while practicing pk on the psi-wheel at home yesterday, I saw a blueish-white spark come off a psi-wheel corner. It looked like an arc of electric discharge, but from paper and into the surrounding air. I haven't seen anything like this before, though, I remember reading about a similar experience in someone's journal on the forum. It was interesting, because it looked different from the movements of psi that I usually see during the practice. This spark looked less energetic and more "real" or materialistic.

Managed to get everything working on the subsystem prototype that I was having problems with yesterday. I became really happy, the sky went completely clear and sun started shining on my face. Went home earlier so that I would make it to the gym after a while again. Sister came out of her room with a big grin on her face. She had managed to film something suspicious in the sky (possibly an UFO).

Another theory

Have been playing with pk through higheriam's live feed. Yesterday there was a straw that caught my attention right when I joined. I tried to lift one of its tips. It took me a couple of hours to get the feeling of the straw moving. But when I got the feeling, it was still difficult to move it enough to be seen on video.

The next day the straw was gone and there were a couple of psi-wheels in the foreground. There was nobody there, so I practiced pk on the psi-wheels. Managed to twitch them only slightly. Instead of spinning psi-wheels, lights started flickering, colors changing on video and psi density increasing.

Meditated a little, practiced pk on a psi-wheel at home. I found it a lot more responsive than it was a couple of days ago when we tried it with Lwr. Discussed it with father and he had an interesting theory on it. He proposed that with the increase in psi density (due to the amplification of specific feelings), noise level also increases. And when the noise level increases faster than the intensity of the intention / feeling, then the accumulation of psi has an inhibiting effect on the results. 

As an example, he gave the words of the yogi who had once visited us (too bad we were too little and sent away to the summerhouse by that time). The yogi said he meditates on the figure of Shiva, trying to picture it as vividly as possible. When the mind was pure enough, the image of the figure in his mind had become as clear as possible. The yogi had also mentioned "Chris Angel", who had then just recently entered that yoga school and was exceptionally talented in this. He told that Chris would later show the world what's possible with meditation.

This means that .. meditated some more .. focusing on my body, trying to feel every cell as clearly as possible. I thought this could provide a good feedback on how things are going. Also, a lot of this noise seemed to have been localized in different areas of the body. Focusing on the body should also help to heal these issues. My body was surging of energy again..

This theory seems to explain the results of psychokinesis attempts on the storms a bit better. The first couple of days, we might have been overpowering the storm with noisy psi. Then, as motivation started lacking and noisy psi dissolving, our constructs started to affect the scenery.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Some more rolling attempts

While practicing Trataka yesterday, I realized that this special stillness occurs when I meditate on the experience of myself meditating. It is then that it has an effect on the energy density around me and inside me. Stuff really started snapping loud and frequent around me when I experimented with it.

Tried to record rolling the can with the fan on, but every time I hit the record button, it didn't look too good. And then right at the moment I turned recording off, the can rolled to the other end of the table or flew over the edge of the table with a big arc. Have to devise something to bring it to another level and then record it with an easier setup.

Flipped the fan and started to attempt rolling it up the slanted part of the table. The trick is the same:
  • Feel the can becoming weightless, having no inertia, no friction or any kind of influence from the surface it is rolling on.
  • Think of it as a mindflex game or something where everything is so sensitive to thoughts that even the slightest hint of the correct feeling of the can rolling would really make it going fast.
  • Feel the can rolling in the intended direction as if it had a perfect cylindrical shape.
During the moments when these feelings "click" together, the can accelerates, rolling past any dents that might have stopped it going. It doesn't even matter if it's slightly uphill or not, it still rolls with about the same speed.

Managed to roll it almost to the point where the table is no longer slanted. However, managed to somehow "freeze" the can in that point once so that the fan had absolutely no effect on the can.

Dad had found an interesting show on UFOs and paranormal on youtube. One of his colleagues was investigating paranormal events in Häädemeeste. The footage was awesome, but the show a bit amateurish. Yesterday father said that one of his friends became interested in yoga and psionics. He wanted to study telepathy. In any case, interest in the weird seems to be spreading =).

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Somewhat tired

Yesterday's practice must have been pretty exhaustive. Have been more or less only eating and sleeping today. Well, with a few pk attempts on cyclone Yasi again.

I'm starting to think that perhaps it's more difficult to stop storms when they are already too close. It might be because of people's expectations of the storm .. something like a few minds versus millions. Opposing force training at a completely new level..

While watching live feeds, I analyzed the feelings people had about the storm. Most of them seemed to be pretty confident and even enjoying what was going on outside. So, I thought maybe pk would have more effect a few hours later when people have grown somewhat tired of the storm.

On my way home, I had just a stray thought on the storm dropping from category 5 to category 3. Checked the tracker and it had indeed become a category 3 storm. Perhaps our efforts paid off when most people had lost their interest in the cyclone.

This theory might also explain the feelings while attempting pk on storms. Sometimes there's a lot of motivation, sometimes there's a feeling like "don't spoil it" instead.

Practiced Trataka on a candle, tried splitting the flame like TopExnur did. Only managed to narrow the flame down from the middle, but at least it looks like it would be possible. Also tried to extinguish the flame, but stumbled into the bucket of too many mind and the flame grew back again.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Fan + can = rollin'

A lot of personal messages popped up at the forum yesterday night and today morning. Sy sent one with tips on rolling a can, Treasure Hunter sent 4, owltwelve 1. All of them had motivating content. Also, after watching the last episode of Mindfreak a couple of days ago, interesting posts have started to appear on various pk forums. All of them describe how Chris Angel had inspired them to succeed in pk (one appeared on psionicsonline, one on Shirak's forum).

I turned the fan on, wondering what I should do next. So far I haven't been able to stop the fan directly, as higheriam once suggested. So, I took the soda can and placed it on the spot where I usually attempt to roll it. With the fan on, the can was already wobbling and occasionally rolling a little. 


Whenever it was about to roll over the edge of the table, I built a construct to bounce it off. Although it was right at the edge for at least 3-4 times, it never fell off the table. There were a few moments when I got the feeling of rolling right and it rolled well in the intended direction. In the end I was rolling it towards the edge to bounce it in the intended direction and then add momentum by rolling it forward. Although I couldn't roll it past the dent very easily yet, it was great fun. After the session, the feeling of rolling was everywhere in the body and my hands and legs felt pretty weird. Just like I felt typhoon Megi in October.


Visualized the pressure in the cyclone Yasi dissipating upwards and away. This is the first time I have tried to redirect pressure. Usually I have just attempted stasis field on the wind and water so far.
 

Practiced pk on a psi-wheel with Lwr today. Psi density started building up around the psi-wheel and my head fast, but it didn't seem to have been of much help. Later I realized that I had been focusing on the lightness and sensitivity of the psi-wheel back when moving it seemed effortless. Now I was automatically making it dense and heavy instead. I guess stasis field practice has its downsides =D..

Yay, I did it, I got it to move past the point where it rolled to the other end of the table (the table is slanted) .. when I tried to apply the same feelings that I had used for the psi-wheel. It even fell off the table for quite a few times. Managed to repeat it 2x.

The first time it rolled to the other end of the table, the rolling looked weird. The can looked like it was almost levitating, skidding on the table. During the other 2 attempts, it was rolling normally.

Lwr asked me to show it to him and we managed to repeat it a few more times.

I still wanted to do something fun even though I didn't feel like practicing pk much tonight anymore. So, I just relaxed with the feeling of content over pk practice. I started seeing another person with the same thoughts and feelings. He was happy about his day, enjoying the sunset from the stairs of a temple. There were trees around the temple and the sun set behind these trees.

-5 min meditation

Forgot to mention that while practicing this Trataka meditation a couple of days ago, I felt psi in my head and around it heating up. I think I haven't had the feeling this strong before.

Practiced Trataka again yesterday. When my eyes started watering again, I closed them and just meditated on the stillness of the mind and on psi density around me.

After what seemed like 10 minutes of meditation, I looked at the clock projection on the ceiling and I became slightly confused. Just before closing my eyes and starting this yet another meditation session, it was 2:37 AM and I remember thinking: "Cool, this means that it's actually about 1:20 AM and having shut down the laptop at 0:38 AM, it's almost an hour already." However, after what seemed like 10 minutes worth of meditation, the clock projection showed 2:32 AM.

At first I thought I had accidentally influenced the projection clock, on which I was practicing Trataka (it's a nice bright little spot in the dark). But after checking mobile phone clock, it doesn't seem to have been the case.

Since I meditated on what was around me and inside of me, I felt being present in my room for the whole time. So, this can't be called teleportation.