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The goal of this blog is to motivate myself and others for further practice as well as provide details that might explain what's going on..


Friday, December 31, 2010

Circling flames

Before going to bed last night, I taught the pranayama exercise to uncle's wife. She seemed to be pretty interested in it, but admitted that it's a bit tough for her.

A whole day of shoving snow off roofs and digging paths with high snow walls and heating up sauna. A lot of fun.

When I took a short break and entered the kitchen, uncle's little son was playing with candles on the table. Looked at the candle flames, thought it would be fun to perform pk on them and 2 of the 6 started making circles rapidly. He replicated the movement of the flames with his fingers. A moment later the flames stopped making circles. He tried to make them move the way they did before, striking with his hand, blowing on the candles and so on, but nothing worked. It happened without control and effort, similar to how stopping the radiometer has often been..

Held a funeral for the dog that had passed away and lit 5 candles on her grave.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Listening to the wind

Nice, I have managed to catch a cold almost every day and it has disappeared an hour up to a few hours later.

Listened to the wind for a while yesterday. Atmospheric density around me started building up and managed to redirect the wind. It seemed as if even the clouds changed their direction.

Watched Andrei Tarkovsky "Stalker" with Kevin. It was 3rd time that I saw the film and I was surprised at how it discussed enlightenment related subjects. I found the end most surprising .. stalker's daughter was performing pk on drinking glasses.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Long-waited trip

Took a trip to Saaremaa today morning. Organized tickets for a morning bus so that I would be able to practice cloud bursting on the way and enjoy the rest of the day at the summerhouse. Ended up pecking at the chairs in the bus (too tired to practice pk). After waking up and falling asleep for a few times, I finally managed to keep myself awake long enough to focus on my intention and .. although it was snowing, the sky cleared up and there was sun shining through the falling snow =).

Showed Kevin a few cool pk-related videos and asked him about his practices. He said he has become more interested in reading thoughts than moving stuff. We went out to put clothes drying. I was just saying out loud stuff that came into my mind and it turned out that the same things had come to his mind as well. It was like on a spree - about 3 or 4 hits in sequence.

In the evening, the whole sky cleared up again so that we could see stars shining (haven't seen a clear sky for at least a week). It's been snowing quite hard and I even heard on the radio that it was already quite catastrophic in my hometown - snow plows are no longer enough, bigger construction gear is used to transport the snow out of the town and onto fields. It could turn pretty nasty when all of the snow starts melting.

Aunt wanted me to play 'memory' with her son. I didn't want to, but had to, because her son wanted me to. I was amazed at how the game progressed. Every turn aunt had, she was incredibly lucky. She cleared most of the table with cards that were flipped for the first time. We were all blown.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Mission wallet

A whole day of shopping around with Mom. We were on "mission wallet", searching for a new wallet for me. Not knowing where to go in a shopping mall, we thought we should ask someone if they knew where one could find wallets. A couple of minutes later, the following was on the speakers: "If you're looking for a wallet, try the shoe shop on the 1st floor in building A." Well, unfortunately, the prices were overrated and we continued our search in other shopping centres.

While walking to another shopping center, I decided to clean psi blockages that had formed within the last week. Overeating, lack of physical exercises and passing time with stressful people have helped to cause a disorder in my psi flow. When I get to the summerhouse, then I can meditate and perform yoga exercises again (here at Mom's parents place everything suspicious would make them worried or even afraid).

Meditated while walking around and visiting shops with Mom. Shortly after that I said her thoughts out loud when we passed by a peculiar ad.

Pk arts training dream

Had an interesting dream this morning. There were a few of us practicing pk in a park and some kids saw that. They wanted to come and practice with us the next time. Well, we started official training and advertised it so that we would have more participants.

On the first training day, we had everyone give an oath that they would always keep their progress smooth, never attempting to charge through their limits with sheer power. Or something like that (can't remember it exactly).

We started indoors and when we were good enough, we started training outdoors in public (and on a larger scale). This was to help against ego getting in the way. 

One of the kids that first joined, went for a show-off of skills against his oath and died. Can't remember what he did, but he couldn't move and felt being burned from the inside to the outside.

To cope with the anger of some school or something, we took a few days for practicing pk-enhanced running and organized an american football match. Although our guys hadn't played it and not very confident on the match, no-one managed to do anything against them. Actually, no-one even saw them and were shoutin all over the field: "What the heck, how's that even possible?" 

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Subconscious

Subconscious is cool, it notices a lot and sometimes draws one's attention to funny things.

Grandma and sister baked cookies yesterday. I was about to have one, when I got the feeling that there's something funny about a specific cookie. Took it and found that it had a perfect heart shape while all the others were circular or slightly oval.

I thought I was numb to presents, but the clothes mother had bought from all over the world .. these made me happy.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Pum in OBE

Waiting for the bus to Tallinn at the bus station, there was an unconscious pum. Police was there and soon Ambulance arrived. It seemed that no matter what they did, he didn't gain consciousness - he had drunk something suspicious and lost it. Visualized pushing him back into his body and at the same moment he regained consciousness and started coughing. I doubt it was me, but the timing was a bit suspicious (synchronicity with an uncertainty of less than 1/4 of a second).

I hurt my feet while wearing the new pair of boots, so I have to use the old boots. Though, the old boots are so full of holes that I can feel the snow I'm walking on. It has been more than a week already that my right heel hurts. Left heel recovered a while ago already. Anyway, visualized big hot socks of psi around my feet. Left foot got warm, but the breeze was too strong to warm up the right foot.