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The goal of this blog is to motivate myself and others for further practice as well as provide details that might explain what's going on..


Friday, December 2, 2022

Energy release

Recently a person interested in psychokinesis, paranormal and spiritualism found me. This explains a dream from some weeks ago. One evening while we were exchanging experiences over a call, I got entrained to the wall just behind the display.

One night I felt quite a bit of warm red energy being released in the body and felt too energetic to sleep.

Also, a few times I've felt the head become thick with energy.

Monday, November 21, 2022

Dream: Babies

A couple of days ago I had a dream where I lost a friend. That day an online friend suddenly removed all their messages and unfriended, without telling what I had done wrong.

Today morning in a dream I was on my way back home when I heard someone calling my name. I answered and looked around but couldn't figure out the source. I was called again, and again I couldn't see anyone calling.

Saw a woman on the other side of the road, and two babies playing around her. The woman was asleep while the babies seemed to be playing dangerously close to the road. I tried to keep them away from the road.

One of the babies had my name, and that's why I had heard someone calling me but couldn't see where.

The baby with my name seemed a bit odd. When I looked at his face, he looked much older than the rest of his body. Also, he spoke advanced stuff.

The other baby looked normal.

Wednesday, November 9, 2022

Cat

The cat sometimes does strange things.

The air humidifier had run out of water and had switched off. Cat switched it back on, then ran into the other room and switched on the PC.

Two very improbable events in a row.

Saturday, November 5, 2022

Electronic dog leash and a vase

Recently I've been having some trouble with energy rising and blockages getting in the way. First kidneys aching, then stomach, then chest (heart the most), then the base of the throat. Head feels like there's quite a bit of energy going through it as well. Need to learn to relax again.

Dream: Dog leash

There was a man walking a dog in the city. I walked past the man. He had some kind of a blue thing in his hand, which made an awful noise. Not audible for physical beings but awful for the non-physical. I walked to about 15 m in front of him, and threw the blue thing back to him. Then told him that I wanted to talk to him and asked him to power off the blue thing. He had an ordinary dog leash as well anyway. Ok, he switched the blue thing off. The dog then came closer, wrapped the leash around me and then we just played with the dog for some time.

Dream: Vase

Woke to find a colleague and several people in my apartment whom I had not met before. We had to go somewhere, whereas I was taking my time. Went downstairs to a canteen or something to have breakfast. Others went outside, but at some point one of them returned with a vase.

He gave me the vase and said he was sorry for breaking the previous one. I was confused, for I didn't think I had ever had a vase to begin with. I thanked him and his kindness. It was a white vase with a diagonal edge. There was also some water in the vase. As I looked at the water, I noticed that there was something small in it. The more I looked at it, the more it grew. Plants, some of them I recognized as edible, but wasn't sure about the rest. I think eventually one of them grew into a bamboo and the more I tried to open it to eat it, the thicker and stronger it became. There were some stains in the roots but otherwise it was really strong. I told the guy that I would need to look at some YouTube videos to learn how to eat it. Both of us laughed a bit.

Attempts to relax

Took a nap, felt as if I could sleep forever. While having some dreams and false awakenings from them, I tried to relax the body. Slowly slipped out of body each time. Earlier I had also started hearing loud noises when I relaxed enough. As I temporarily woke and closed my eyes again, I could see the room with eyes closed for a bit, but eventually it faded. Vision was rather blurry with eyes closed.

Sad cake

We had Halloween cake with little ghosts which had faces and facial expressions on them. Yesterday me and mom skipped the cake in the evening and when we opened it up again today, then the only ghost which was left on the cake, looked as if it were crying. It was so sad that we had eaten the other ghosts and left only one, and then even skipped a day.

Sunday, October 30, 2022

A bit of healing

Dreams

I think it was on Monday evening that I "saw" a cloud of light near me. Brought my attention to it and enjoyed it for a bit.

Recently I've been feeling a bit more in the dark again.

Yesterday had a dream with a lot of scrambled ice on the streets.

Today morning I had a dream with violent protests on the streets. One of them threw a bottle to the ground. I closed my eyes but felt some of the shards hit my eyelids. This sort of negligence made me a bit angry.

Undreams

In addition to dreams, something interesting has happened in the waking life.

Recently I think my kidneys have been under a lot of pressure for some reason. For years I used to struggle with phlegm and difficulties breathing at home. I thought it was some sort of dust which I was allergic to. However, it appears that I have suddenly somehow magically recovered from this. While at some point I tried to actively heal it, the last time was perhaps a couple of weeks ago or so.

Went through the store while on my way back home on Wednesday evening. It was raining, so I thoroughly wiped my boots dry on the carpet to make sure I wouldn't slip later. Almost bumped into a lady shortly after, as both of us kept stepping aside in mirrored directions. So I leaped away but slipped and still almost fell on her.

Later when I got home, everything was covered in a thick layer of dust. There's construction works going on in the neighbor's apartment. An interesting occurrence.

Wednesday, October 19, 2022

Protest: Great Day

Woke tired but smiley. Wished a great day to friends on a couple of Discord servers.

On my way to the office I saw a gang of youngsters protesting on the streets. I walked up to them and turned around to see what was written on their posters, for I was curious which of the problems . One of the posters said "Smile!", and the other said "You will have a great day today!" This escalated my smile into a surprise-happy laughter.

Today was an odd day. Very hectic. I did not even have the time to properly check and respond the messages from colleagues. Everything just kept piling up while I was occupied with one thing, then another, and so on. Thought I would finish with one more thing before going home but then remembered that I had promised to mom I would assist her with her visit to the construction store. Decided to take a bus home, to make up for staying late at work. While waiting for the bus, uncle called and I had to start making phone calls to organize something. Okay, got home while being on the phone at the same time. Mom was also on a phone call at the same time, and we both finished the calls at the same time. Eventually we get to the construction store. At the store, both our phones start ringing at roughly the same time. Once we got out of the store, we burst out laughing.

Monday, October 17, 2022

Other

Video of grandma

Today morning I had a dream where someone showed me a family video which I was not aware of. I had not checked up on what grandma had been up to, in the meantime.

In the video she was happy about being reborn and the wonders of a fully functional body. Since her death, we had become quite distant, due to which some of the video was missing sound. I had to focus on her, to hear what she was saying. Her mouth moved but I couldn't hear it. Seeing her happy made me glad, though.

Bonfire

On Saturday night, me and friends went to the woods and had a chat around a bonfire. At some point one of them said he once tried moving a box of matchsticks with his mind, for 3 hours, and that it didn't work. While he was telling this, three pieces of glowing coal flew on him and we tried wiping these off as quickly as we could. That night it happened a couple of more times but I found the timing a bit peculiar.

Hugs

I think it might've been about 2 weeks ago before sleep that I visualized hugging someone, and started to sense parfume. Manifesting smells has not happened that often recently, however, the details and vividness of visualization seem to have improved significantly in the past few years.