Gotta think positive

Next night after the mainstream dream, I had the coolest dream so far. Was a lot younger and spent several years practising pk together with a friend. The guy I had been observing / training in, was a little bit nervous about his first day at school. However, when the teacher asked him something math or language, he didn't have any problems. History, however, mind-boggled the teacher. This guy would effortlessly remote view the places and situations that were asked.

Suddenly a wave of heat shot upwards and caused a tantra fail, though. Which meant I had to wake up earlier, caused me to feel more tired.

Those dreams, however, inspired me to think a bit different. Whatever would happen, I should just think "I improve". This would both alleviate arrogance, leave behind the limits of perfectionism and help over the mind-block of seeing myself as weak.

Next night, I guess the dreams were pretty abstract (work, school related). Suddenly, another tantra fail. Felt pretty hungry, exhausted today. I improve.

Took a 2.5 hours nap. First saw white smoke, then a dream, which involved being in a totalitarian system, where pretty much the whole world looked as if faked for the people. A nice sunset, after which it became pitch black for a long time. A shark. A haunted boat on which the sailor had decided to give up everything .. took drugs and prepared to die. Still felt exhausted after the nap.