Blockage in the chest

Have been sleeping a lot lately, and still feeling tired.

While chatting with Hyena today, it happened again that I sensed the channels in the chest shrinking. Self-confidence was dropping, the ability to think clearly slowly faded.

It's a reflex that gets triggered when I detect too much focus on my ego. It shuts down the psi channels to avoid causing harm. Closing the valves while there's a lot of psi flowing, puts a lot of pressure on the valves - which causes pain in the chest. Also, due to a lack of psi after this reflex has done its job, an area in the chest becomes cold. It becomes so sensitive to cold that it makes lungs sensitive to pneumonia, causes heart to go out of rhythm at times and so on. Very unhealthy .. sometimes makes me wonder how this body is still alive after all that tension I've put it through.

While walking home, I focused on the chest, mentally asking what was the problem there. This alleviated the problem a little. Though, still, the tension skyrockets while discussing the weird stuff with skeptical people. This could cause loss of words, cold sweat, pretty heavy shivering. Posting on this blog has a similar effect, just not as intense.

Very unhealthy for the body. Really want to get over this.