Last night I realized again that instead of constantly cleaning and healing myself, I would be better off by just focusing on my breathing for some time. Did that and tried to retain focus throughout the night. Had some pretty interesting dreams, but don't remember much. Saw the wallpaper through closed eyelids again.
While on the bus, attempted to wipe a foggy window from the outside with pk. No success, though. It was cold in the lab. After being in the cold for several hours, I found that I was hungry again. On my way home, visited a store for marmalade. Somehow it felt really good and seemed to have improved eye-sight.
For quite a few times has a scratch-off lottery caught my attention at that store. So far I had ignored it, but today I finally bought it. The ticket cost 1 € and won 100 €. Nice .. Thank you, subconscious!
It turned out that the ticket was not a winning ticket. Had misread it.
ReplyDeleteBut hey, it still had the power to make a dull day a cheerful one. Happiness can't be bought anyway :)