Feel normal

Feeling the same as used to, or used to feeling the way I do. Don't know which is which.

In one of the dreams a couple days ago, I was waiting for grandma to visit. Kept the door open. A while later she came in. Couldn't close the door anymore .. broke apart. So, I suspect the shields are down again, family's in and perhaps some others as well. Mind-space feels rather cluttered again, more difficult to keep it clear with all those people in there. Knew this would happen eventually. Grandma called the next morning.

Yesterday I found some remnants of the chakra system (re-crystallized after having melted them) and visualized these melt and drip into the abdomen. Had diarrhea this morning.

Stayed late in the lab again, debugging some. Slightly before leaving, heard something fall in an uncontrolled way. Glanced over the shoulder. Erik and his friend were debugging the 30 boards that Erik had pick'n'placed manually. Apparently, a fan had fallen off from the shelf (at that same place, where I had experienced some weird geisting about a month ago - stuff falling off the table and shelves). Erik said to his friend: "God must have something against you or something."