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The goal of this blog is to motivate myself and others for further practice as well as provide details that might explain what's going on..


Saturday, February 16, 2013

Old(er) stuff

Back home again.

Some stuff I've forgotten to post about:
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A few days ago, had to rush for a vaccine against yellow fever, due to some soon-to-come travels. Decided to observe the effect it would have on this body and mind.

Before vaccination, I was slightly nervous about the possible side-effects. After the injection, at first psi went crazy, all sorts of constructs popped up to protect the body against this poison. I disabled the natural bodily reaction and carefully let it spread across the body. When it entered the throat, throat became sore. When it entered the brain, I felt it didn't have too good an effect there either. As it spread, the feeling of empathy and pk decreased. Mind became a bit more chaotic.

Intended on getting empathy going with this vaccine. Body started producing more sweat. Waves of warmth were introduced. By the end of the day, I was feeling perfectly normal.
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The end of the day was followed by a rather sleepless night when I managed to overcome my problems with having emotions about sleepless nights. It became rather productive and meditative.

After coming home for 1h sleep before departure, I was geisting explosions in light switches again. Tried 2x and kitchen light did not turn on.
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A few days ago as I was going to a lecture somewhere in the old town, I noticed they had installed a speed camera on one of the roads there.

A car went past .. about 28 km/h. Another car was coming.

Wondered .. how does it tell the difference whether it's a car or a pedestrian. How fast am I walking? I wonder if I could somehow have the speed camera show me my walking speed.

It's showing 7 or 8 km/h. The car went past at at least 20 km/h, whereas the display still shows 8 km/h and seems to be changing according to my movement. It seemed to have ignored that car completely. Cool.
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Some days ago I had a dream where we had to build something really big and complex out of small parts.

Later in that dream, I found I can levitate and fly without effort.
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Made a not too tasty choice on pizza a couple of days ago. Same stuff with soda, just wanted to try something random that's not mainstream.

This effectively reminded to me that life is a system with a feedback and you're the one who controls the feedback.

Eating is basically communication between your mind and food (expectation, taste, effects on body and feedback that alters all the previous variables). By controlling the feedback, one can change the way food tastes and the way it affects the body. Pretty cool what one can do without prejudices .. add spices here and there or smoothen out a rough taste. Or even drink poison and have it not affect the body in any way.
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Ah, one more thing. Finally got a windowed seat on one of the planes back home. Noticed some strange movements on the surface of the rather uniform cloud-cover. There were brighter and darker spots moving around, entering the clouds, leaving them, distorting them at some places. Mostly saw this from the corner of the eyes.

Not too sure yet - might be some sort of eye tricks, due to not being used to flying.
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Hmm, also got a strong feeling of big corporations and illuminati from a plane flight. Had misunderstood it earlier. There seems to be a gap between the "higher" and the "lower" class. These usually don't like each other because their viewpoints on the world are a bit too different and they're simply having difficulties understanding each other. However, both seem to have similar goals, just different means to achieve this. Greed for more power or more money seems to be more of a misconception than a real problem (used to be, but not any more - or at least, that's what it felt like).

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