Neo healing

Remembered that I tried a healing method that was new for me. Visualized stuffing a hand into the body and emitting light and warmth from it (similar to how Neo fixed Trinity in Matrix). Although a bit hacky, it seemed to be working amazingly well .. better than most of the non-intrusive methods I've used before.

Have been feeling rather tense again lately (not the only one, Mom's nervous too). The presence of an old friend (a psion, too) seemed to be soothing the aura remarkably.

Had an interesting dream. We're at the edge of a large field near the summerhouse. There's somebody there, showing us around. At first there's one tower, difficult to see over the trees without floating. Gradually started seeing more and more towers. It was evident how each tower was the design of one of us (the others didn't see it at first .. appeared once the designer had told the rest of us to look at it). One of these towers accumulated energy from the sun. One of these was an oil pump. The rest of these were radars and communication towers or something. Fun.

Strange

A few days ago:

• Strange dreams. Strange places, dangerous places, a lot of dead people, a lot of flesh.
• Glitches with lamps at home again.

More recently:

• Pk practice on a cardboard box for a few evenings.
• Habituating a more detached mindset in all states (sleep, awake, stressed).
• Neat-er dreams. Discussing paranormal stuff with a friend. Wondered if I could somehow demonstrate something. Experienced a flag wrap into a ball. "Watch this," unfolded it and refolded it again for a couple of times.
• Noticed a lot of similar flags at the road back to work from a lecture. Tried to stretch the flags upward. It was a rather silent day (no wind). The last few flags were indeed flapping upwards when I walked past them.
• Noticed myself semi-subconsciously playing with psi density in the lecture room.
• Snapping in the walls, work sounds from empty rooms (typing on the keyboard, clicking mouse, ordering filers, etc.)

Messing with people

Still some strategy and fighting in the dreams .. a piece of the flu is still there.

A couple of days ago, one of those dreams was rather interesting. I was a cloud of consciousness, floating about at the summerhouse. There was a group of soldiers that I was training against some enemy. Though, after a while, some of them got infected..

Last night, I went with the flow and woke in some odd places. There were 2 of us. We had been sailing on a mind-controlled ship real fast. Woke up in Moscow. A blink of an eye .. church towers in the mist rising from the water. Another .. almost at the port already, tried to slow it down fast. This proved a lot more difficult than I had anticipated. Took me a while to dissipate all the kinetic energy. Dream ended when I got it to a halt somewhere on a road.

At the store today, I felt a little mischievous. There was a lady, choosing between products, with her back towards me. Thought (or rather, the impulse before a thought): "Pretty hair.." .. felt it manifest more than 10x stronger than I had anticipated .. ::whoosh::in an instant, she turned around and looked at me scornfully::

Mixed feelings about it =)= .. happy for success at telepathy, sorry for messing with people this way.

Close to bliss

Some more meditation in bed last night. Tried to let go some more. At first, hypnagogic imagery was familiar, then gradually more and more "foreign" images appeared. In the end, I saw stuff I had never even sensed in myself before. Continued observing with focus and without associations.

In the morning, looked at a car driving past slowly. Got the feeling of that car inside-out and almost lost the sense of this body walking up the slope.

Continued with meditation while walking home, late from work again. Felt a natural tendency for the consciousness to spread over the area. Just went with the flow and let it go. Tried to keep focus on the relaxed observation of this emptiness.

Feet started feeling a bit funny .. full of a pleasant warm and soft feeling. Walking seemed effortless and blissful.

Felt psi pressure increasing on the forehead. Psi was piling up, the field was wobbling slightly. Occasionally, there were a few jolts and moments of feeling weightless and detached. From that state, levitation and teleportation did not feel far at all.

All of these feelings are familiar and yet different. This time it seems closer to the true nature .. as if the same thing without additives and preservatives.

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A stomach flu, it seems.

Felt the psi field swaying in the evening today.

Felt a presence at school today. Someone with a blank and peaceful mind looked over my shoulder, at the device on the table. Couldn't recognize them .. not from the family .. someone from the forum, perhaps. Thought I sensed dark clothing on that guy. The device showed slight signs of malfunctioning later.

Said the following on the forums yesterday: "Though, the practice of tummo and the reading of The 6 yogas of Naropa hasn't gone too well for me. As if I've been trying to strike a nail into concrete with a pillow or something. For me the time has probably not come yet."

In bed, had a vision of a nail phased 3/4 into a concrete wall.

Relax into the air

Ah, the familiar features of a virus.

Practised some pk before bed yesterday, on a pencil sharpener box on a stool. It moved around on the surface ever so slightly. The stool also.

Meditated in bed, experienced a few spontaneous moments of clarity from a dream or half-dream state.

Practised levitation from a dream-state. Felt body weight reducing, head, feet and arms become weightless .. mattress springs relaxing. Would be cool to do that while awake.

Stealth injection

Was harsh to someone in my mind. Next morning I didn't feel too good. Focus was strongly fixed on tension and it seemed as if everything was attacking me all the time.

Decided to do something about it in the evening. Meditated some, which alleviated it a little. Realized the body was lacking something .. some vitamins or minerals or something, which contributed to feeling uneasy.

Laid down to meditate once more. A real vivid sensation of being injected with something to the left upper-arm. Felt the needle go in with a sharp pain. Usually, the sharp pain would go away quickly, when the needle is pulled out. This time it didn't. It stayed there for a minute or something. A faint feeling of some fluid propagating from the arm. The fluid seemed to be rather close to body temperature and not harmful.

This really made me feel like an experiment. Can't see nor sense nobody in the room and suddenly somebody injects something into the body. Should thank them, because the feeling of the body missing something is gone.