Tired again

For some known reason, I feel agitated about the way people talk of what's going on in Japan. I think it's because it feels like everyone is mocking me because of work that I haven't done. At the same time, I feel too tired to stand up to these emotions.

Came home and slept the day. Haven't been able to do anything else than reading the forums, watching a couple of videoclips, sleeping and eating. In addition to everything else, I have a lot of homework to do and I've been simply sleeping off all the time I could have used for that. Moreover, I still feel tired and need to sleep more.

I have become too attached to these actually insignificant problems. I should meditate .. when I feel less tired =/. -- Sorry about that --. Meditated some before going to sleep.

Intended on becoming lucid and calming the reactors down in Japan. I felt ready and picked the feeling before I had fallen asleep. A familiar setup laid down before me. I could feel one reactor in my left hand, one in my right hand and others in my body as well. My mind wandered off quite soon (perhaps a few minutes later) and I fell asleep.

I guess that focusing on the spine is too vague. Forgot that I had intended to do that. Focused on the top of my head the next morning just for change. That felt different from how it used to. It was as if I was swimming around in space on my own, my feet barely pushing me forward.