Merge and melt

Discussed Lyn Buchanan's experience with father. Another area of the great puzzle clicked together. The way monsters were depicted in "Fullmetal alchemist," that dream, the way a pharmacist described the formation of tumors, the way religions, nations are ruled and the way revolutions take place. According to father, becoming scattered into pieces (similarities to schizophrenia) is often the deepest fear.

When there's too dense an energy field and too weak a bond between the various aspects of a person, then it might happen that these aspects have enough energy to become independent. Then, that person might cease to exist .. scattered into pieces, each living on their own. Later, it might be rather difficult to merge back again - which is why the fear.

So, one of the purposes of life is to learn to rule and unite. That is, merge and melt pieces of consciousness together into one that would act as one (no preferences, just existence and awareness of it). In this material world, this also echoes as the you-know-what that's going on between the countries, nations, religions, corporations, groups of people, etc.

The descriptions of the first non-physical bodies dissolving after some sort of an energy is depleted (supposedly from The Secret Doctrine series) .. these also seem to make sense now.