Last night I fell asleep late and then barely had any dreams.
Uncle visited me (it's about 1 year and 1.5 months since his death). He told me something, which he considered very important. After that, he it seemed as if he had all the time. Asked advice and discussed a lot of stuff .. the whole night. So many topics and so much discussion that I've forgotten almost everything.
At some moment, I asked / commented on his ability to maintain form for such a long period of time (the whole night). His focus never faded, there were no glitches in his presence. I was fascinated by that, and said that I've been able to maintain such focus for only a couple of minutes at maximum.
I wasn't sure if I had seen an entity with uncle's form or if it really was him. I didn't interact with him much and as much as I did, he had changed beyond recognition within the few years before his death. Mentioned the visit to dad today. Dad confirmed uncle's ability to maintain full focus for at least a full day + night. Amazing .. I wish I could concentrate that well.
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Monday, February 9, 2015
Midnight purification
Yesterday the idea of me having a money-phobia of sorts arised at the pk forum. Since it triggered an egoic response, I assume it hit the spot. That improved intensity quite a bit. Used it to will purification and enlightenment.
Couldn't sleep for more than a few hours. Woke up at 3 AM. Then, for 3 hours, I worked on purifying the body. Learned something about psi dynamics in the process. Furniture made cracking and snapping noises as blockages were released.
Also, an idea popped into mind, which in my opinion would make a nice video game.
The dreams were pretty boring, though.
Couldn't sleep for more than a few hours. Woke up at 3 AM. Then, for 3 hours, I worked on purifying the body. Learned something about psi dynamics in the process. Furniture made cracking and snapping noises as blockages were released.
Also, an idea popped into mind, which in my opinion would make a nice video game.
The dreams were pretty boring, though.
Saturday, February 7, 2015
The Holy Mountain
A lot of thanks to a friend, who recommended "The Holy Mountain 1973" to me.
The quest to the holy mountain and the strive towards spiritual development is just amazing. It contains a lot of adult rated stuff, crazy symbols and dream-like metaphors. However, without those, the film would lose its idea. The idea of the film was to directly show the main worldly problems and then propose the solution (everything as literally as possible).
Amazing..
Also, on the psychokinesis forum, a link to the following online library was shared:
http://minhateca.com.br/Aprendiz_de_tudo/Oculto-Magick-Wicca-Demonologia-Outros
That's a lot of books.
The quest to the holy mountain and the strive towards spiritual development is just amazing. It contains a lot of adult rated stuff, crazy symbols and dream-like metaphors. However, without those, the film would lose its idea. The idea of the film was to directly show the main worldly problems and then propose the solution (everything as literally as possible).
Amazing..
Also, on the psychokinesis forum, a link to the following online library was shared:
http://minhateca.com.br/Aprendiz_de_tudo/Oculto-Magick-Wicca-Demonologia-Outros
That's a lot of books.
Wednesday, February 4, 2015
Black blob half-crossed the road
Remembered that today I saw something cross the road just in front of me, then stopped at my right. Looked at it and saw nothing there. I only saw it while it was moving (and only from the corner of my eyes). While I saw it, it looked like a dark blurry object (almost completely transparent) the size of a rat.
Ladders, old lady of yoga .. dreams
Performed a ZPE test that wasn't successful. I was fascinated by dad's idea. Aromatic ring can be considered an oscillating circuit. Pour coke on aluminium foil, the rings stick to the foil (one plate of high-voltage capacitor) and form a sort of diode there. This should gather high-frequency oscillations and charge the capacitor. Though, it seems it might not be that simple.
Felt tired and went to bed early.
A handful of dreams:
There's a conference on cosmology, which, for some odd reason is taking place down in the electronics lab. Two experts had shown up for this miniature conference. One of them had a low self-esteem and seemed pretty nervous. I think he was the one to present his work first.
First couple of sentences. Bam, I realize something and out of excitement, I poof away immediately. Woke up so that I would remember the information. The presenter drew a connection between the self-sustainability of typhoons, storms, cloud movement and the motion of the galaxy.
I'm walking through high grass in someone's backyard. I think I had a piece of white bread or something, which was covered in little green spiders and ants. Blew the spiders and ants off. They got stuck in the high grass. Tried to avoid stepping on them. I had some sort of an issue with the stomach. Didn't know what I should do to resolve the issue. Found an arc ladder, walked over it. At some moment I realized I was carrying a straight ladder, so I put it aside.
A couple of people came and greeted me. There was no high grass where they were. One of them was an old lady, the other one was an entity (a lady, I guess). The old lady said her old man (she meant husband) was a great yogi. I could tell that she was at least as great a yogi as her husband had been (if she even had had a husband who had been a yogi in the first place - she might've referred to herself through a third person perspective). Anyway, she showed me one of the techniques her old man had been practising (one of her favourite techniques, I could tell).
The arc ladder was good for practising that technique, but I was not all too eager to try that exercise. Although I took the pose and tried, I said for several times: "I don't know. Probably I'm not capable of performing the exercise. I haven't practised." It's as if she was deaf to these words. Tried, but my body didn't stretch enough (the technique was at least as difficult as the scorpion pose, which I have not even tried). Anyway, what little did I try, it helped a little.
The entity asked me how my pinky was doing. I replied: "Fine," then looked at my right hand, wondering what she had meant by that (my pinky has always been alright). The finger next to the pinky was deformed in a weird way. Analyzed it and didn't find any explanation, other than I was dreaming (which means I'm capable of doing anything, provided that I put my mind to it).
The old lady (close to her 90s) was earning her living by knitting socks, scarfs, etc. and selling those. Had a look around her house .. very very cool. A lot of respect.
At some moment during the night I woke up into an OBE. Bored, I just practised psychokinesis in the bed. Remotely dragged the pillow (white) from underneath the head of the body. Gradually moved away so that I could see the head and the pillow twitching, shifting under the weight of the head. Quite fun for a while. Then looked at the experiment (two leyden jars) I had left for the night. Shot a Kamehameha-like blow at one of the jars. Flew around a little, before I woke up again.
My pillow is dark blue.
I'm next to the summerhouse. Caspar is out there, climbing a tree.
I go behind a bush and start peeing, which takes forever (indicates that I need to wake up and visit the bathroom). After I stopped, the sun came out and everywhere I had peed, pretty flowers spawned. A part of me felt bad for peeing in the yard. That part went into the house, mumbling to itself. I remained outdoors and looked around, enchanted by the beauty. Caspar had built a treehouse on top of the tree.
Woke up and visited the bathroom.
Felt tired and went to bed early.
A handful of dreams:
There's a conference on cosmology, which, for some odd reason is taking place down in the electronics lab. Two experts had shown up for this miniature conference. One of them had a low self-esteem and seemed pretty nervous. I think he was the one to present his work first.
First couple of sentences. Bam, I realize something and out of excitement, I poof away immediately. Woke up so that I would remember the information. The presenter drew a connection between the self-sustainability of typhoons, storms, cloud movement and the motion of the galaxy.
I'm walking through high grass in someone's backyard. I think I had a piece of white bread or something, which was covered in little green spiders and ants. Blew the spiders and ants off. They got stuck in the high grass. Tried to avoid stepping on them. I had some sort of an issue with the stomach. Didn't know what I should do to resolve the issue. Found an arc ladder, walked over it. At some moment I realized I was carrying a straight ladder, so I put it aside.
A couple of people came and greeted me. There was no high grass where they were. One of them was an old lady, the other one was an entity (a lady, I guess). The old lady said her old man (she meant husband) was a great yogi. I could tell that she was at least as great a yogi as her husband had been (if she even had had a husband who had been a yogi in the first place - she might've referred to herself through a third person perspective). Anyway, she showed me one of the techniques her old man had been practising (one of her favourite techniques, I could tell).
The arc ladder was good for practising that technique, but I was not all too eager to try that exercise. Although I took the pose and tried, I said for several times: "I don't know. Probably I'm not capable of performing the exercise. I haven't practised." It's as if she was deaf to these words. Tried, but my body didn't stretch enough (the technique was at least as difficult as the scorpion pose, which I have not even tried). Anyway, what little did I try, it helped a little.
The entity asked me how my pinky was doing. I replied: "Fine," then looked at my right hand, wondering what she had meant by that (my pinky has always been alright). The finger next to the pinky was deformed in a weird way. Analyzed it and didn't find any explanation, other than I was dreaming (which means I'm capable of doing anything, provided that I put my mind to it).
The old lady (close to her 90s) was earning her living by knitting socks, scarfs, etc. and selling those. Had a look around her house .. very very cool. A lot of respect.
At some moment during the night I woke up into an OBE. Bored, I just practised psychokinesis in the bed. Remotely dragged the pillow (white) from underneath the head of the body. Gradually moved away so that I could see the head and the pillow twitching, shifting under the weight of the head. Quite fun for a while. Then looked at the experiment (two leyden jars) I had left for the night. Shot a Kamehameha-like blow at one of the jars. Flew around a little, before I woke up again.
My pillow is dark blue.
I'm next to the summerhouse. Caspar is out there, climbing a tree.
I go behind a bush and start peeing, which takes forever (indicates that I need to wake up and visit the bathroom). After I stopped, the sun came out and everywhere I had peed, pretty flowers spawned. A part of me felt bad for peeing in the yard. That part went into the house, mumbling to itself. I remained outdoors and looked around, enchanted by the beauty. Caspar had built a treehouse on top of the tree.
Woke up and visited the bathroom.
Monday, February 2, 2015
Webgeist
WDaf?
Wanted to post this video clip on the psychokinesis forum:
Well, I messed up, as I copied this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?x-yt-ts=1422579428
instead of this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXMXqULrEWg
Realized that after posting. Clicked Edit Post and it redirected me to the local WiFi access point page (http://192.168.0.1/login.asp). From Firefox, psychokinesis forum now always does that.
Edit: Yay, a few minutes later it started working properly again.
Wanted to post this video clip on the psychokinesis forum:
Well, I messed up, as I copied this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?x-yt-ts=1422579428
instead of this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXMXqULrEWg
Realized that after posting. Clicked Edit Post and it redirected me to the local WiFi access point page (http://192.168.0.1/login.asp). From Firefox, psychokinesis forum now always does that.
Edit: Yay, a few minutes later it started working properly again.
Mirrored experience
Today I saw a colleague, whose energy levels seem to have risen.
He mentioned that yesterday he had been in bed for the whole day because any light that entered his eyes, had caused a serious headache. My interpretation: brain being re-wired. I haven't experienced this to such an extreme, though.
During a 4-hour meeting today, he thought about leaving for lunch and work but wanted to wait for the topics that were the most relevant for him. At that moment, at the other end of the telecom, they changed plans (one guy had to leave for a moment, so they decided to continue discussing the other topic first). So, our colleague heard out the topic that was the most relevant for him. After hearing the topic, he was about to leave when at the other side of the telecom, someone also left and so everyone said "bye".
Also noticed that the colleague was very calm .. while I was pretty nervous and impatient (could've improved the efficiency of the meeting 4x, if it were my responsibility). In the past weeks, though, I've been able to alleviate the issues with my anxiety considerably .. but it still takes A LOT of effort and focus to even try to calm down. That guy was very calm. This even reminded me of a situation a few years ago, when our roles were in reverse. I'm happy for him, but I want to be at that level too.
The wobbling of space-time is still there and increasing. Today while discussing stuff with dad in the kitchen, I found a calm focus from within.
Recently I've found my stomach acid having uncomfortable pH levels. Yesterday I ate black bread with liver pate and drank pure water. That cured the issue. Realized I haven't taken pure tap water for years (always juice or milk). Note that the tap water here is very good.
He mentioned that yesterday he had been in bed for the whole day because any light that entered his eyes, had caused a serious headache. My interpretation: brain being re-wired. I haven't experienced this to such an extreme, though.
During a 4-hour meeting today, he thought about leaving for lunch and work but wanted to wait for the topics that were the most relevant for him. At that moment, at the other end of the telecom, they changed plans (one guy had to leave for a moment, so they decided to continue discussing the other topic first). So, our colleague heard out the topic that was the most relevant for him. After hearing the topic, he was about to leave when at the other side of the telecom, someone also left and so everyone said "bye".
Also noticed that the colleague was very calm .. while I was pretty nervous and impatient (could've improved the efficiency of the meeting 4x, if it were my responsibility). In the past weeks, though, I've been able to alleviate the issues with my anxiety considerably .. but it still takes A LOT of effort and focus to even try to calm down. That guy was very calm. This even reminded me of a situation a few years ago, when our roles were in reverse. I'm happy for him, but I want to be at that level too.
The wobbling of space-time is still there and increasing. Today while discussing stuff with dad in the kitchen, I found a calm focus from within.
Recently I've found my stomach acid having uncomfortable pH levels. Yesterday I ate black bread with liver pate and drank pure water. That cured the issue. Realized I haven't taken pure tap water for years (always juice or milk). Note that the tap water here is very good.
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