Yesterday after some not-so-successful pk attempts on the covered psi-wheel in trigonometric tattoos, I meditated for 30 minutes and started feeling psi inside and around me somewhat better. Couldn't do more than 30 minutes - my mind started to wander and I would've just fallen asleep, I guess. After meditating, I went to sleep.
I saw a cool dream in the morning: we were in a classroom and the lecturer asked me to come and show something on the blackboard. I hadn't been paying much attention and didn't know nothing about the subject, so I just passed my turn. There was some other guy whom I hadn't seen before. He said: "Well, I'll go if there are no other volunteers." He went to the blackboard, drew a few graphs and sketches, but as he did that, we were all amazed - parts of the sketches started to twitch. He drew on and the whole drawings started to change shapes and move around as he was explaining. As a grand finale, he spared the rest of the blackboard by just "scrolling" his drawings and drawing new ones into the same place.
It would be cool, if only I could do that with psi. Well, actually, it's just an idea I haven't even gotten to practice yet.
Me, my father and sister went to a meditation music concert today (just seemed too exotic to miss). It reminded me of hemi-sync music, but this one was better - it was more dynamic and they tried more different frequencies. As I concentrated on the sounds, I noticed that the higher the frequencies were, the more it felt as if psi inside me was pulled upwards. The lower frequencies didn't seem to have much effect. Well, a couple of years ago, it was especially the lower frequencies that seemed to have done something. Anyway, the sounds made my head feel dizzy and bad just like I was drawing too much psi through it - psi blockages again, I guess.
After the concert, my head felt lighter and less shielded from the outside. When I touched my head, it felt a lot more fragile than before. The last time I went through the trouble of cleaning my head from all blockages, my head felt so open and defenseless that I was worried about taking a shower =P. I'm probably used to having dozens of heavy shields on and in my head so that I can't even recognize them - I can, but only through the pain that I feel when trying to push high amounts of psi through all those shields.
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