A busy week ended and ... I feel like I've caught a flu. I'm not sure if it's the flu or just the Thursday's jogging - all muscles ache and head feels a bit .. weird. I haven't been jogging for a while and on Thursday, I went on for almost twice the usual 30 minutes.
Before going to sleep yesterday, I went through the trouble of visualizing inspecting my whole body and cleaning it of all blockages and stuff. It took a lot of time and almost at every spot I had to stop and try different visualizations before I finally started to feel as if the spot had become clean.
Yesterday night I saw a dream or more like a dream inside of a dream. I was in bed on Saaremaa and couldn't sleep. I felt like I had to take some aspirin and get rid of the fever so that I could sleep properly. Every once in a while I fell asleep in the dream and saw a dream where I was coming down from a roof of an old building, but there was nowhere to put the lower end of the ladder, as the building was on a mountain edge. I messed with it for quite a long time and then gave up - just jumped down. As I did, I woke up from both dreams, feeling like I actually had fallen to the ground, but with my "astral body" (or however they call it). I felt as if I had twisted my left foot and cracked my chest while the body was all good.
Haven't been practicing enough psionics, I guess. If I had, I would have flown or teleported in the dream.
Anyway, the last few days it has been a bit breezy in my room and I haven't been able to try the psi-wheel with the cover open. So, I tried it with the cover closed for a few times again. It still moves so little that I can barely see it (or perhaps it's just my imagination that it moves at all).
I showed my first PK video with the uncovered psi-wheel to my sister and she confirmed that the psi-wheel was occasionally spinning - at least that's more than just my imagination.. =)
A couple of days ago, we played (or tried to play) passing constructs with my sister and I came to the conclusion that I really suck at making constructs. I had a hard time trying to make them last long enough and I couldn't even visualize a hot psi-ball.
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