Fuss

On Christmas vacation, a few weeks ago, I had decided to play a prank with pk. I was convinced that public transport was free of charge for people who serve the military (at least, that's what we were told). Still, I wanted to practice micro-pk and make sure that nobody would come to check the tickets while I'm on the bus. Then 2 weeks later, just before going back, I stumbled on a claim that public transport is not free in that town. It turned out that I had been stowing away without knowing it myself =/. Well, luckily pk works and I didn't have to learn it the hard way.

Occasionally it was cold to stand in line without moving. In order to put up with it, I once visualized the symbol of the Sun along with heat building up inside the body. At the same moment, a strong whirlwind appeared, swaying the trees and tossing our hats. Another technique - I visualize the central flame with branches from one of my dreams, burning in a similar to the Ki in Dragon Ball Kai. It would usually make me feel warmer pretty quickly.

I'm supposed to be a driver, but I don't have the license needed. Also, they don't want to offer permits for acquiring licenses. I feel I have to act real fast, but I don't know when, how and what to do. After mopping the floors for 3 weeks (nothing was organized), I got out again, but now my wallet was missing. Meditated for a while, reconstructing the chain of events and learned that my wallet is in a safe place that I can't access during the weekend. Visited the bank and got access to my account again. Later it turned out that I would have to consult with the higher-ups before registering for a drivers course. Another week extra? *Facepalm* What a fuss..

During one of the meditation sessions, I asked:

"What should I do?" 

The answer was something like:

"It doesn't matter which path you choose, for they all lead to the same point."

The answer was graphical though.

This pilgrimage sure highlights my insecurities from the deep.