Mom has been travelling around India, Tibet for the past few months. She sent me a Kalachakra mandala and 3 yoga books (about Naropa + something from Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche). Though, via Skype she mentioned that she has bought even more books, which she would like to share for reading.
Since I had given my copy of the "Tibetan yogas of dream and sleep" to Mom, she bought another one and sent that back. Anyway, there's now thousands of pages waiting to be read .. once I've finished with the history of Germany.
The mandala is also interesting .. shall place it somewhere so that I would see it several times each day.
I've also decided to build a cheap Michelson-Morley interferometer and experiment with it a little.
Santa was really fun this time. An old lady with a very good sense of humour.
Didn't sleep too well last night. Perhaps because I had taken a nap during the day. Also practised energy manipulation (qi-gong with the non-physical body) before falling asleep, which might've caused me to be slightly over-energized.
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Where I'm expected to be
Had some interesting dreams. Since it's a holiday and grandparents are expecting us to visit them, I experienced a very strong pull towards their place.
Woke up at their place, after a long sleep. I usually sleep in an eclectic manner, sometimes being awake, sometimes being half-awake, sometimes being deeply asleep. Throughout the night I was aware of myself being at their place, not here at home. Anyway, they had hoped I would wake up earlier, as people had already started gathering around the table and everything. This was very OBE-like.
Heard the neighbours listening to loud music (sounded like DnB). No-one else around me heard that, so I assumed it came from where my body was sleeping. It took me some time to arrive back at home and when I did, I realized my astral body was 180 degrees rotated, in respect to the physical body. Also, the music did not originate from the physical realm. From the physical or semi-physical realm, there was a different music (a neighbour listening to classical music from the TV).
Woke up at their place, after a long sleep. I usually sleep in an eclectic manner, sometimes being awake, sometimes being half-awake, sometimes being deeply asleep. Throughout the night I was aware of myself being at their place, not here at home. Anyway, they had hoped I would wake up earlier, as people had already started gathering around the table and everything. This was very OBE-like.
Heard the neighbours listening to loud music (sounded like DnB). No-one else around me heard that, so I assumed it came from where my body was sleeping. It took me some time to arrive back at home and when I did, I realized my astral body was 180 degrees rotated, in respect to the physical body. Also, the music did not originate from the physical realm. From the physical or semi-physical realm, there was a different music (a neighbour listening to classical music from the TV).
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Lack of recollection
Last night I had an inspiring chat with Hyena again.
Went to bed, took a psi field the size of the room and focused on it. At some point I felt a bunch of psi rise the spine up to the head. I think I continued with my focus.
Then I don't remember anything until in the morning I had a dream where I was on my way back with Kevin and some other people. There was barely any time left for me to catch a bus and go home. The party was rather relaxed about it all. Anyway, I sped forward and scouted the area for a bus stop. Then rewound time and went straight towards the bus stop the next time.
Some of us had to visit the bathroom, though. I noticed that as I washed my hands, the water there did not wash off soap.
Woke up into a half-dream state, where I knew / saw the time (saw the surroundings with closed eyes and stuff) and listened to what happened around me. It seemed like an overlay from a high-frequency realm or something, on top of this material realm. In the high-frequency realm, I heard some sort of sounds in the distance (the sounds were not muffled, but I've forgotten what sounds they were). Also, I heard father leave and say "have a nice day".
Woke up and heard father leave for work in this realm also.
Went to bed, took a psi field the size of the room and focused on it. At some point I felt a bunch of psi rise the spine up to the head. I think I continued with my focus.
Then I don't remember anything until in the morning I had a dream where I was on my way back with Kevin and some other people. There was barely any time left for me to catch a bus and go home. The party was rather relaxed about it all. Anyway, I sped forward and scouted the area for a bus stop. Then rewound time and went straight towards the bus stop the next time.
Some of us had to visit the bathroom, though. I noticed that as I washed my hands, the water there did not wash off soap.
Woke up into a half-dream state, where I knew / saw the time (saw the surroundings with closed eyes and stuff) and listened to what happened around me. It seemed like an overlay from a high-frequency realm or something, on top of this material realm. In the high-frequency realm, I heard some sort of sounds in the distance (the sounds were not muffled, but I've forgotten what sounds they were). Also, I heard father leave and say "have a nice day".
Woke up and heard father leave for work in this realm also.
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Proxy experiences
At work there are all sorts of displays around the building. While there aren't any specific events going on, most are showing some space agency clips.
Glanced at one of those displays today for a few seconds. There was a guy floating around in ISS and talking about something.
Realized that I know the feeling of zero-gravity. I also know the feeling of re-entry and the feeling of being back on Earth. I'm not sure if I've posted about it here, but I also have a memory of dying in space, knowing there's no way to escape and no way to get help. Helping others in a similar situation has been a recurring theme in several dreams.
But then again, I have memories from other people at the present time and I have memories of the future. My consciousness is not mine, it's shared and because of that I can't conclude anything about my past-lives .. I don't own them. There's no "me", there's just a cloud of consciousness that experiences.
Glanced at one of those displays today for a few seconds. There was a guy floating around in ISS and talking about something.
Realized that I know the feeling of zero-gravity. I also know the feeling of re-entry and the feeling of being back on Earth. I'm not sure if I've posted about it here, but I also have a memory of dying in space, knowing there's no way to escape and no way to get help. Helping others in a similar situation has been a recurring theme in several dreams.
But then again, I have memories from other people at the present time and I have memories of the future. My consciousness is not mine, it's shared and because of that I can't conclude anything about my past-lives .. I don't own them. There's no "me", there's just a cloud of consciousness that experiences.
Nonphysical nonsense
Read some more about Germany during WWII. Before sleep, developed an interest to learn what actually happened back then. Though, a bit later I realized that in my current state of mind, I would probably go crazy if I somehow managed learned all that during a single night. So, I decided to improve my state of mind so that one day in the future I would be able to "directly download" history into my mind.
Throughout the night I was in a realm similar to this one, but not quite. While my dream body was in that realm, my dream mind was beyond that realm. I had a non-physical teacher, who taught me something. For most of the night, I gathered information on a subject. Sometime in the morning I altered something.
In that dream realm (higher frequency), I could comprehend the non-physical stuff that I was working on. However, in this material realm, I can't remember any of it, because none of it ever made sense or got associated with anything else. I don't know what it was but I don't think there was any relation to history at all.
In the morning I realized I had sort of overcome the throat issue and now the head was the next energy blocker. My head was full of snot.
Throughout the night I was in a realm similar to this one, but not quite. While my dream body was in that realm, my dream mind was beyond that realm. I had a non-physical teacher, who taught me something. For most of the night, I gathered information on a subject. Sometime in the morning I altered something.
In that dream realm (higher frequency), I could comprehend the non-physical stuff that I was working on. However, in this material realm, I can't remember any of it, because none of it ever made sense or got associated with anything else. I don't know what it was but I don't think there was any relation to history at all.
In the morning I realized I had sort of overcome the throat issue and now the head was the next energy blocker. My head was full of snot.
Monday, December 15, 2014
Throatblock
Slept a lot during the weekend. Spent more in half-dream and half-astral stages than I usually have. That cleared up the mess I had in my heart chakra. However, now it's the throat that hurts.
Occasionally psi gets through the throat. Occasionally I've seen the clear light for a split-second. Occasionally I've felt close to being weightless again and quite often I've been seeing with my eyes closed. Also, sometimes I've noticed my mind manifesting a smell or a taste .. not as strong as it used to be, but very close.
Occasionally psi gets through the throat. Occasionally I've seen the clear light for a split-second. Occasionally I've felt close to being weightless again and quite often I've been seeing with my eyes closed. Also, sometimes I've noticed my mind manifesting a smell or a taste .. not as strong as it used to be, but very close.
Sunday, December 14, 2014
Steins;Gate
Watched Steins;Gate. There's a man who acts a mad scientist and with the help of a few friends, he tries to come up with a time machine. The mad scientist starts off rather childish but the more he explores time-travel, the more he changes. More and more does he realize the consequences of his seemingly innocent experiments.
If you watch it, make sure to watch it all. It gets particularly interesting in the last episodes.
The technology doesn't look anything serious, though. Theory is also distorted and illogical. But story-line and ethics are really really good. It may not look it at first, but after watching the last episodes, everything comes together very nicely.
Found the anime thanks to this AMV:
If you watch it, make sure to watch it all. It gets particularly interesting in the last episodes.
The technology doesn't look anything serious, though. Theory is also distorted and illogical. But story-line and ethics are really really good. It may not look it at first, but after watching the last episodes, everything comes together very nicely.
Found the anime thanks to this AMV:
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