In the morning I meditated for maybe half an hour. When I had fallen into such a low state that I was dreaming at short intervals and couldn't manage to bring the focus back. Suddenly I saw someone lending a hand and I took it. After that, my focus was back to normal and I managed to stay awake again. It was weird, how detailed and real the hand looked - it was slightly transparent, looked as if it were glowing bright yellow-orange colored. I noticed that this someone was wearing a gray suit. Went to sleep afterwards.
Before going to sleep yesterday evening, I picked up the psi-wheel again and tried it uncovered. I could twitch it a few times, but whenever it started to rotate in the wrong direction, I stopped it right away and had difficulties moving it afterwards. I noticed that I had started to put more effort into PK, almost as if I'm slowly forgetting the "no concentration" method.
I also tried teleportation again, it seemed as if I could almost feel myself along with some surroundings at the destination, but I always ruined it by thinking back on the place where I was trying to teleport from (which was almost exactly half a meter away =P). I know I don't have any proof that I have teleported, but it suddenly occurred to me that I also can't prove that I haven't done it (even though I know I haven't done it). Perhaps the method of feeling oneself in different surroundings could actually be working and it's just a matter of practicing.
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