That low

Interesting.
For some reason felt quite tired after work today.
Then suddenly felt alone. A Discord friend asked a question, I went off tangent on something random (started blabbing about the past from the years at primary school). They pointed it out and I noticed it, which broke the karmic cycle of "seek for someone who would understand you - blab about yourself - seek for someone who would understand you and would listen".

That low have I descended. Embarrassing.

Edit: Erm, now that I think about it some more, I think I've always been this low. That's why I've considered my aunt "annoying".