Zombie apocalypse

Somehow got a friend request on MAL and got invited to a Discord server about anime. Even more interestingly, the server actually seems reasonable.

Have been working on thesis recently.

In the meantime I've been entertaining the worldview that I'm alone in this world (no real friends and nobody who's able to understand me or even cares about it). In other words, detachment from the material world and its society. This has helped to both silence my internal chatter as well as to turn focus more inward. Regained a little bit of peace again. Also feeling my own body and mind better again. While this worldview helps to unravel the pain and sadness that has piled up inside, it comes at the cost of some social skills, though.

Interesting how by becoming more detached from the world one gains in empathetic connection with the world.

Dream: Zombie apocalypse

Took a hike to an abandoned house through a pretty spring landscape. I wasn't alone, there was some other person with me.

Decided to camp in this abandoned house but somehow managed to wake a bunch of zombies who then started coming in through doors and windows. With each door that we closed, a new open door appeared.

One of the zombies actually got inside and crawled into an old carpet where it transformed into a bug. Tried crushing it by stepping on it but they're invincible (could only degrade it into a slightly smaller bug). Threw it back out with the carpet.

I started looking for any tools that might help us defend ourselves. The drawers were weird - it was as if they weren't supposed to be opened. Anyway, found some kind of a device that detected zombies. The other person guessed that probably some of the other drawers contained weapons - would be typical but wouldn't want to descend that low.

Our discussion was interrupted by another open door appearing with a bunch of zombies waltzing in. The first zombie asked for berries, and had even brought his own blender for making smoothie.

Us: WTF?