Got home really late yesterday. Because of this, ate late and thus couldn't practice pranayama before bed.
It seems to have become a bit more difficult to control the emotions again. Mind wanders more, less silence. Trying to free it more with meditation.
Experienced how mind gives birth to emotion-based constructs. This took a lot of energy and produced something that might come to haunt.
Sorry to everyone, to whom I might've caused harm this way.
Would like to take a weekend off work, for change. It's been a while since the last time I had a free weekend (or weekday). Also, it seems that the upcoming weekend shall be packed with long working hours too. On the other hand, I love being a no-lifing workaholic and I love being somewhat asocial. Makes me feel content with my service to this world. Would be awesome if I learned to meditate through work again.
Have been pretty floaty again lately. Some sudden jolts in the placement of consciousness, relative to the body.
Asked a few questions from a practical instructor. During one of them, I saw a bright blue flash of light at the head of a girl in the classroom. Considered it strange that I would see it on someone else. Previously I have seen it on objects close by, on objects that I've touched or on mirror once.
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