A clone of my post on iMm0rTa1's blog:
That's one of my fears. Found it just yesterday. I'm afraid of mediumship.
When
I really enjoy doing something (and doing it well), I can often tell
that it's not me doing it. It's someone else doing it through me. So,
somewhat subconsciously I'm afraid of doing well and enjoying it - I
become alienated by myself (can't recognize myself).
Although in theory I have accepted the ideology of sharing one body with a whole bunch of people, I haven't fully accepted it.
Two nights ago, I leaked psi again. Last night I saw someone in the dream, whom I hadn't seen before.
Yesterday I felt someone non-physical move into my body from my left.
Anyway, about this mediumship. I guess I understand why the (_the_, because she's the only one I've had the chance to meet) medium girl from India was afraid of channelling. I am too, I didn't even realize that before.
A couple of days ago, father shared this:
http://earthweareone.com/what-a-shaman-sees-in-a-mental-hospital/
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