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Sunday, February 2, 2014

Uncle's funeral

People said that at the church, there was a blackout and they set up a generator. There was a photo of uncle on his coffin, which slid and fell off when the pastor had finished his speech. Missed it - I was shovelling snow at the graveyard.

At the graveyard, wind stopped when pastor spoke. When uncle's friend shaman started singing some powerful words, a strong wind picked up. The same happened when one of uncle's friends started playing one of uncle's songs on his concertina.

Once the grave was finished and covered in wreaths and flowers, birds started chirping. This one really surprised people. It's very rare to hear birds chirping during the winter. Somehow missed the sound of the birds chirping.

Ego started raving in the evening. Realized again that I'm too different to be able to chat with people as they do. Just eating and later staring at candle flame was the best I could do. Still, our egos started flaming some time later as well.

The day before there were a few blackouts (several villages). Found Caspar staring at an incense candle in the dark. Joined him. Other people kept asking "what are u doing?" That practice session felt like it made a difference (felt floaty after that).

Tried rotating a hanging flower pot occasionally. It rotated really slow.

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