Thanks to Arramu, who used the word "excitement" in one of his posts on the psychokinesis forum. The word triggered something in me. Realized I had taken detachment too seriously. Excitement is what turns chores into meditation exercises, not willpower. Willpower is a side-effect of excitement. While focused on excitement, the sky became bluer, grass greener again.
With excitement in mind, tummo revived as well.
One of the dreams stood out. I was in the living-room at summerhouse. The lights needed replacement. I didn't have exactly the same bulbs and had to take "slightly" more powerful ones. Tried the lights. The initial current draw was so great that all the other rooms went dark while the living-room lights only flickered. Tweaked something here and there, probably to limit the peak current and decided to try again. Switched it on, the room lit up without affecting the other rooms much. A moment later, I noticed that the lamps were so powerful that something had started to melt on the ceiling. Flipping the light switch no longer had any effect, the lamps had become self-sustaining. So, I just observed stuff on the ceiling melt .. it poured a lot .. similar to heavy rain but indoors.
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