Million dollar question

Father found this lecture from Nassim Haramein:

7 hours, but what a nice overview of how the universe works.. =)
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Discussed some of that stuff with father and asked him the million dollar question, certain that out of all the gurus from the dreams, he would have the answer today.

Guess what, he did.

To me, life has often seemed like a conveyor belt work. Walking up the same stairs over and over again, then falling back down and on for another ride (and fall). The seemingly infinite loops of enlightenment process with slipping and starting from scratch again. At least several months, if not years to get up the stairs again.

Took a shower and realized I've been whining about this taking months, when it actually should take tens of lifetimes. Missed the point, there's no rush, never has been.

I already know that it's the process that matters. Also, even though it looks so much the same, there are these little and yet absolutely vital details that I failed to notice during the previous cycles.

Still, from the holistic perspective, there shouldn't be anything to gain, lose or achieve.

Father's take on the point of life was the perfection of the process of enlightenment. Which means hundreds of times of trying, preferred without success. That is, because being successful doesn't mean mastery just yet.

He reminded me of how he had been trained to fly one of the interstellar saucers of the Greens. Hundreds of trials with different modes, menus and what not and none of them even close to successful. A lot of effort without fruit, and then the teacher would reprogram the device, after which, everything suddenly worked without effort. This sparked some thoughts in my mind.


If we take the alien way of teaching and consider all the obstructions laid on the path of mankind, we get the same process .. takes a lot of effort just not to sink in and drown. However, perhaps one day, the obstructions would be gone and we would have mastered a part of the enlightenment process pretty much without realizing it ourselves.

So, I guess the problem might be the guys (and gals), who keep finding those shortcuts or flaws in the system. In other words, us. For several times, someone has helped me (effectively having me skip the intermediate steps) or against all the odds, I've managed to break out of the loop with the help of self-suggestion and meditation.