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Thursday, December 27, 2012

U sure u not sleepy?

It's been rather warm .. and slippery recently. Tried the good old spiky construct for making boots anti-slip. If it worked, it wasn't too effective.

Subconscious came up with something pretty efficient. The feeling of having a good grip, perhaps with a slight feeling of pull towards the ice surface. Also, the posture was pushed upright and more perpendicular to the ground. Pretty cool how well this seemed to have worked. Though, still stepped cautiously, just in case.

Recently, I've been seeing the light again, while walking to work in the morning. Sometimes the weather is cloudy and dull, sometimes there's a hint of a sunrise somewhere through the cloudcover. Still, within a radius from the body, the snow seemed to be reflecting light as if there was sun shining from behind me. A faint shadowless light, white with a slight yellow tint to it.

Yesterday or two days ago (lost track of time due to a 20+ hour worknight), there was a strong feeling from the town and townspeople. This feeling was familiar from the last cycle (few years of spirital circle / spiral) and yet it didn't seem to have sourced from my mind. Became a bit entrained to this feeling, altered it slightly and weather changed. Sky gradually became more clear and weather warmed up a bit.

Some evening I noticed that focus had drifted to the centre of the brain, causing the area to feel dense, floaty and quite warm.

Strange, usually I've had a lot of trouble staying awake late. Though, last night 2 yawns was enough to keep up till morning. Somehow, there was plenty of energy to keep me going .. noticed a slight decrease in the reaction speed and accuracy of this body and that's all.

At home, felt like going straight to bed. Some random shallow sleep for less than 2 hours and couldn't sleep for longer. Welcomed Mom, who's back from Spain, ate and meditated (didn't feel like sleeping) some.

Noticed a specific buzz of discomfort in the body. This might be the source for feeling clumsy or less accurate. In addition to this buzz, there was a feeling of a lot of energy flowing about.

The moment of weighing the satellite was pretty fun. "What the? Oh, you've got to be kidding me." As it turned out, it was exactly 1.000 kg. The chances of getting this number that precisely didn't seem too great.

Took a day off for change. Joined the rest of the family on Hobbit at the cinema. At some moment, I got the feeling of some trouble, in relation to the satellite. The attitude towards the satellite dropped remarkably. Called one of the guys later for status update and it turned out that a couple of things did break during the vibration and / or shock tests.

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