After that dream with a lot of flesh and dead bodies, organic bodies feel different to me. Body has grown more distinct from the mind and consciousness. Have noticed the difference mostly when looking at others. Somehow feel the body through as if a mechanical system .. hmm .. reminiscent of bloodbenders from Avatar.
Noticed a slight sense of fear while writing this .. "What if I won't be able to control it?". Semi-subconsciously something closed off and noticed that I no longer felt the body through in such a way. Well, sealing it certainly won't help in mastering control.
Late night and little sleep yesterday, due to work related stuff. Identified some constructs that became afraid I would skip sleep that night. Mentally stared at them for some time. While asleep, they're probably in control of something. Continued work in the dreams.
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