Some more meditation in bed last night. Tried to let go some more. At first, hypnagogic imagery was familiar, then gradually more and more "foreign" images appeared. In the end, I saw stuff I had never even sensed in myself before. Continued observing with focus and without associations.
In the morning, looked at a car driving past slowly. Got the feeling of that car inside-out and almost lost the sense of this body walking up the slope.
Continued with meditation while walking home, late from work again. Felt a natural tendency for the consciousness to spread over the area. Just went with the flow and let it go. Tried to keep focus on the relaxed observation of this emptiness.
Feet started feeling a bit funny .. full of a pleasant warm and soft feeling. Walking seemed effortless and blissful.
Felt psi pressure increasing on the forehead. Psi was piling up, the field was wobbling slightly. Occasionally, there were a few jolts and moments of feeling weightless and detached. From that state, levitation and teleportation did not feel far at all.
All of these feelings are familiar and yet different. This time it seems closer to the true nature .. as if the same thing without additives and preservatives.
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