Ugh.. -.- <== this sums up everything
Was somewhat stressed and disappointed again a couple of days ago. Tried to keep focus away from this. Found something interesting.
Often when one is moody (angry, depressed, whatever), then there's a sort of force bubble / balloon somewhere in the body. Sometimes it grows bigger and bursts. From inside, I found such a bubble pulsing - growing bigger, smaller. It was pulsing at a rather low frequency (random emotional events in life).
Wondered what would happen if I somehow managed to increase the frequency of this pulsing. The force of psi that was emitted by this bubble was amazing. The higher the frequency, the more continuous the stream of psi throughout the body. Experienced the pushy feeling of the stream against the brain and other internal organs.
Tried to maintain the viewpoint of an observer. A while later, the bubble collapsed and disappeared .. it had become empty of energy. The pushy feeling disappeared as well.
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