After months of watering, karma ripened. Bursted it out on someone. Felt like a balloon inflating and then go pop and spray seeds.
With this balloon no longer obstructing the view, everything feels so meaningless and empty again. Playing with such tiny things and acting all important. Boring.
With these things, it's the subtle mind pattern that matters most. There's no point in trying to overcome it or to live with it, once it has already grown big. Sure, then one might feel almighty of having defeated a big inflated dummy without popping it. Actually it's the small things that count.
Edit: Next day, that someone was sick. Some lamps started flickering at the lab.
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