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Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Half-thoughts

Focused on emptiness again, while walking..

No breath cessation this time. This time energy started buzzing around, up the body. Also, it felt as if the body had become a bit lighter as well.
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It has been a while, since I experienced half-thoughts or however they should be called. In order for a thought to take shape, a critical amount of energy needs to be invested. When you either de-focus from the thought or cancel it, when it hasn't reached the critical amount of energy, then it dissolves.

Full thoughts seem to be self-sustaining constructs.
Half-thoughts seem to lack an effect.
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Some more attempts to burst a matchstick into flames with pk. Came up with some new constructs that I hadn't tried before.

Managed to visualize (and see them forming) vortexes quite vividly. Had two vortexes with their tips together at the matchstick head. Had them spin in reverse to each other, creating more friction at the center.

Saw some strange effects in the area of the match head (real tiny dots of light, wobbles, waves and strings in space, some of them glowing slightly). No flame .. yet. However, stimulation of the 3rd eye was great.
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While cooking some pelmeni, focused on the curtains.

Tried to push/pull them at first .. about 1 cm of movement and not always consistent with the intent.

Decided to try to lift the curtains upwards, folding it along the way. Quite considerable movement, about 3 cm or even more. Movement occurred exactly when I released the intent of pulling it upward. It was quite fun to look at how tension distributed along the surface of the curtains..

I guess this stimulated the central back part of the brain or something.

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