Outsmart deja vu

Today morning, something clicked and started to see more joy in everything. Had suddenly become calm and found beauty in everything again.

Soon after, the fog cleared up and sun came out.

After 3-4 days of designing a file system, got a deja vu that it has all been in vain. Why, I asked .. "that guy would find a serious problem in the design and you'll have wasted a lot of time, getting nowhere." Thought I would outsmart it by asking that guy to review it now. Another deja vu (more faint): "You failed in trying to outsmart me, since he's offline". Yup, offline he seemed, but only by appearance. Hopefully that changed something.

Walked home. It was really pretty outside today. Sun shining, slightly raining with a double rainbow at the direction of home. Sky and water were more blue than before, grass was greener and leaves more yellow.

Remembered the intent to visit the boulders after work. Tried to acquire the feeling of a great boulder there. It felt as if it twitched and changed shape ever so slightly.

Edit: Ah, remembered that I saw a white orb fly around again today. Eyes were focused on the screen when, from the right corner of the eyes, I saw it fly linear and then turn around.