Light up, central channel

Visualized dense psi clumping together in the central channel and light up, while walking to work today morning.

Felt rather down / apathetic again today, don't know why, but it's pretty frequent. I suspect it might be related to me being disappointed about this world. Though, I guess no matter what the world is, this disappointment would still haunt. There must be a more fundamental problem to cause this.

Subconscious mind suggested me to run across the street and take the bus. Ignored it and acted according to the rules. Missed the bus. Checked the times, went back across the street and missed another one. Both would've taken me home.

Bah, too apathetic to care about that extra hour of waiting. Found an ad paper loose, inside a glass container to my right. I was a bit amazed at how responsive it was, even though it was sealed shut and there shouldn't have been any air drafts inside. It was also fun to readjust the focus .. to feel the glass .. then go through it and feel the paper inside.

Decided to try rising the vibrations again and overcome the depression. Stuff changed, everything started to look different again. Also, felt the body emitting hot psi.

This practice highlighted a problem .. it seems the body caught cold yesterday. Head hurts. It wasn't cold, but perhaps a lack of energy due to skipping lunch and supper (okay, ate a sandwich) yesterday.
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Had a free energy dream last night. I was in a dark auditorium, somewhere. Sneakily performing experiments .. because they had the tech and it wasn't in use during the night anyway.

There were interesting incandescent bulbs scattered around. Slightly thicker than a needle, without any electrodes. Seemed to have been built for radiant energy indicators of sorts.

I guess I tried a lot of different things. Most of them didn't work. Though, within the last hour or 30 minutes, something did. Found a coil with an embedded capacitor, somehow managed to get it to resonate and fill the field with radiant energy and these tiny incandescent bulbs lit up.

Had to put stuff back hastily, people came in.