Dangers of the scalar

Some things I've noticed during the past few days:

• Yesterday saw flashes of yellowish-white light, which sometimes had a pattern (reminded of interference pattern). Light source was always out of view and somewhere from behind or from above the head. Saw it with my eyes open.
• Yesterday morning I woke on the sound of a mattress spring creaking back and forth just at the back of the head. As I woke up, the sound faded away .. consciousness had sunk into the mattress.
• The tiredness + lump of nervousness + pain in the heart chakra was back today. Noticed more geisting with sharper influence (snapping of furniture, mostly).
• Since reading Armando Torres' book and playing Might & Magic with Stronghold, there have been more shaman-lookalikes in the dreams.

Read some suspicious text on scalar fields again. Pretty wild .. especially if it's for real. Serial Experiments Lain and Steins;Gate FTW! Here:
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/scalar_tech/esp_scalartech37.htm

Anyway, even though the text seems to have been written by some guy who isn't very familiar with scalar fields, it did trigger spontaneous visualization and the familiar feeling of remembering how it works. Though, the attunement to the perspective where it all fit together, only lasted for a few hours.

With an idea of the power of scalar standing waves and Earth grid lines, this "dream" now makes more sense:
http://sussch-daweird.blogspot.com/2013/06/gloomy-dreams.html

Also, it seems that the more I remember about it, the less interested I am in technology in general. My curiosity for science and technology seems to be mainly driven by having forgotten it all. Although on one hand I would want helpful technology to be accessible to everyone, it seems that already the working principle of scalar fields makes it very difficult to use without destructive consequences (which are hard to predict). The fact that we're still here probably indicates that whoever is using the technology, has been using it quite carefully so far. Anyway, because of all the dangers I think commercialization (read: everyday use) of that technology probably won't happen during my lifetime and maybe not even during the generation that comes after me.

All in all, spiritual practice and psychokinesis seems to be the best way to study scalar fields, because it provides direct feedback. I guess psychokinesis is more difficult to use immaturely, whereas everyone could poke the big red button on a physical gadget.