Another evening film before sleep.
Meditated on the noise of the central flame before going to sleep. Noticed that there was the original noise and there were a lot of echoes, which made it a bit difficult to stay attuned. Attention kept slipping to both the echoes and the wobbles in psi field density inside and around me. Brought my attention back to what I thought was the noise of the central flame and tried to keep it there.
Each time, something changed. At first I felt acknowledged, then a red robe was offered. Then a lot of necklaces with pearls. Finally saw myself surrounded in silver and a little bit of gold. At first, the feeling of being humble (becoming absorbed in the noise without a sense of self) became naturally. With more power and gold offered to the self, I now had to detach and become absorbed in the noise again.
Stopped and went to bed with the goal to continue the practice there. It seemed as if I had missed the exact feelings I had been using before. Though, by focusing on the noise some more, the flame became more intense and more heat was produced.
As a reflection of the film I was observing people, as they faced challenges and learned to tame their ego.
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