Lazyness and vibrations

I saw a dream about being lazy and not attending the necessary lectures.

Although it was the first totally free day, I still didn't do much with psionics - too tired for it. Drew some circuit schematics. Also made a few UML and flow diagrams for project we are about to rewrite with a friend.

When I decided to try the psiwheel again at 6 PM, I couldn't resist the urge to go to bed instead. I slept for an hour without much dreams (somehow I'm tired, but can't get enough sleep even though I'm tired). Lazyness is not my friend and I need to motivate myself to end up spinning the psiwheel so that I wouldn't end up at the same point as with all those other objects.

Tried PK again for 31 minutes. Couldn't feel the psiwheel as well as I could yesterday. After staring at it from numerous angles and finding it difficult to visualize it spinning, I opened the box. Already the wind that was generated by lifting the cover of the box, made it spin quite fast. I thought (how come I can't spin something that is so sensitive?)

I guess I have to meditate on it before going to sleep. Meditated for about 30 minutes. Everything was blank - not even any meditation exercises came to my mind. I tried to ask my subconsciousness for some clues on PK, but I'm not sure if I got any answer. If I did, I probably didn't understand it anyway. Should keep my eyes open for any strange dreams now.

I didn't fall asleep right away, because I had already slept during the day for an hour. So, I messed around with psi again, by pushing myself up from the bed. I usually start from the head, because it's the easiest. That night I didn't bother visualizing the rest of my body rising and just played with the pillow and head. Suddenly, something happened - I started vibrating all over and the whole body reached a resonance frequency pretty quick. As it did, I felt an easy lift for the whole body (it was right before falling asleep and my eyes were closed, so I couldn't tell if my body would have actually come along or lag behind). I got excited just when it happened and everything calmed down because of that. Couldn't achieve a vibration even nearly as strong as the one that just happened before I got excited. Oh well, I just messed with trying to lift my head until I fell asleep.