Got home, ate and started practicing PK on the psiwheel. I grounded myself every once in a while and I actually, in the end I felt more psi than I have for the last few weeks. I still kept the psi pressure under control though. After 28 minutes, I had finally started to slightly feel the psiwheel in the plastic box, but then I also suddenly felt really hungry and ate again.
I ate too much =/ and couldn't do anything for a few minutes. So, I just watched PK videos on youtube and meditated on spinning the psiwheel. I thought to myself: "Got to learn PK to move things and to be able to spin the psiwheel." Well, right after thinking that, I felt like I had misformulated the sentence: "Learn? No, you can already do it. You just need to get to know that you can do it." This reminded me of the trick I have used to boost my self-confidence before exams.
Tried for another 6 minutes, but now I got too tired to motivate myself to practice any more. Kinda low on willpower again..
Chattered with Tricky yesterday night and he said he once practiced psionics for 2 years without taking any breaks. I wish I could beat that without sacrificing any of my other goals.
Before going to sleep, I tried the psiwheel again for 30 minutes. I could feel it move slightly, but still not enough to be seen. I noticed that I can feel only the parts of the psiwheel that I can see directly - can't see the other side, as the front side blocks it. Because of that, I could visualize feeling it move better when I looked either from the bottom or the top of the wheel. Another curious mindblocky-thing is that the objects I'm trying to move always seem to have some form of PK-inertia - when I have been trying to move / spin it in one direction, it becomes more difficult to visualize it moving / spinning in the other direction. The same goes for visualizing it standing still. Moreover, after a few days of PK practice, I usually start feeling everything moving that I look at - be it juice cans, a glass on the table or billiard balls.
Chattered with Tricky yesterday night and he said he once practiced psionics for 2 years without taking any breaks. I wish I could beat that without sacrificing any of my other goals.
Before going to sleep, I tried the psiwheel again for 30 minutes. I could feel it move slightly, but still not enough to be seen. I noticed that I can feel only the parts of the psiwheel that I can see directly - can't see the other side, as the front side blocks it. Because of that, I could visualize feeling it move better when I looked either from the bottom or the top of the wheel. Another curious mindblocky-thing is that the objects I'm trying to move always seem to have some form of PK-inertia - when I have been trying to move / spin it in one direction, it becomes more difficult to visualize it moving / spinning in the other direction. The same goes for visualizing it standing still. Moreover, after a few days of PK practice, I usually start feeling everything moving that I look at - be it juice cans, a glass on the table or billiard balls.
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