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Monday, September 24, 2012

Apathetic absorption

Went to meet sister with all her bags at the bus station yesterday. Arrived and felt that sister won't be there .. for at least an hour. Grandma called that sister had missed the bus and would be late.

Even though it was a bit cold, I decided to take a longer walk and wait for her without going back home.

For some reason, I've been feeling apathetic again recently.

Stared at the ripples on the channel surface. Attempted stasis on the water. There was a lot of pressure building up in the central part of the brain and the 3rd eye region. Fish started splashing around the area of the stasis field focus. Occasionally it seemed as if the ripples did slow down a bit. Though, mind absorption in the water felt better than practising stasis field on it.

Looked up into the sky and became absorbed in the clouds and their movement. The clouds moved really fast. Buildings on the other side of the channel started to seem like tiny models beneath the all-covering sky.

Went to bed late, due to figuring out something about karma and enlightenment. Can't recall any special dreams.

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